Together Well Ring In The New Year

So it's Day 1, January 2007. This year there has been ups and downs, highs and lows. 2006 was a year with a lot of first's.

The start of college life, first time living outside of home, first time travelling in a bus *yes, long distance i mean* , first time eating so much mamak food in my life, first time not getting to drive often, first time going to One Utama Damasara *Don't laugh at me.*, first time sitting a friends car travelling from Penang To KL and Back. First time celebrating Christmas and New Year without my family *That's Kinda Sad*, first Adidas Sneakers *Muhammad Ali's*, first laptop, first DOTA game *i never liked DOTA until now*, first Inside United Magazine*Manchester United's Official Mag*, first time shopping on my own *used to shop with mom*

The special first times would be

First time someone tells me i'm predictable, first time someone tells me i'm manja *urkk?*, first time celebrating New Year's Eve at home*KL* , first time celebrating christmas in genting, first mini candlelight KFC dinner, first time on the cockscrew, space shot and the carousel thingy in genting, first time she held my hand, first time i ever dared to say what do i really feel, first fireworks display in KL.

2006 has given me memories, good and bad. If i ever did anything wrong, i apologize to everyone. Maybe it was my fault, maybe it wasn't, but if it is, i'm sorry, let's all be friends, and leave the past behind.

The year ended with a blast, and a start of a something new. Although i didn't went to any street parties, which most of my friends said i missed out the fun *i'm sorry theng*,i still had a great new years eve and i'm looking foward to 2007.

To My Family:
Mom, Dad, Sis, I love you all, even though i'm not at home to celebrate christmas and new year together. I'll be back soon. =)

To My Housemates:
Crystal,Vivien,Stephy. Thanks for being such great housemates and great friends. All the best to you guys!

To My Buddies:
Wallace: I've known him for 6 years now, even though he may not be all good at times, but he's alright. God Bless.

Kok Chyuan: Sometimes i just can't tolerate the annoying-ness of him, but he brings laughter to the house, and always being a "hunk" to his girlfriend, Hui Ping. He's been a great friend at all times. I appreciate it.

Way Shoon: It's been 4 years now, since i know this guy. I still don't know what to say about him. Still, it's been great to have him as a friend. *He's sleeping behind me, =/*

Wei Hun: *Laugh Out Loud*, thanks for pawning me in Fifa, i just like to irritate him so much.

To Ai Khim:
Happy new year mummy ! May this year be a good one for you ! and of course, time to find me a dad. =p

To Mon Ping:
Don't say i forget you again. We have been twins since form 4 and you should know well that twins know each others thoughts. LoL. Happy New Year !

To Jillian:
Mui, i'm sorry if i've been ngelecting you but as you said, we've both been busy. So keep in touch all right !

To Radiance:
Jie, what to say ? Life is full of surprises, things can be good but bitter in the end, but anyhow, you are still my jie, and i wish you all the best in everything.

Finally

To My Dear:
Although it's only been a while, but i've shown you too much of my "belang" already. I know sometimes i maybe a little childish, i know sometimes my actions are different from my image *as in i'm big, but inside i'm like a kid, or i'm afraid to go up the cockscrew*, and sometimes i may not understand you, but i want you to know, that i'm glad we are together, cause from what seems imposssible, and like magic, look where we are at now. I want to be the person you love, the person that makes you smile, the person that will be there for you always. Even though sometimes we may be both different from each other *as in, you like to go out, and i like to avoid crowds, you listen to pop/hip hop and i listen to all rock/slow rock,* i know i'm crazy over you, even though you are not as crazy as i am but as you said, opposite attracts. It's like positive and negative, one is needed to neutralize the other in order to achieve harmony. *all smile*. Loving you has been and still is the happiest thing in my life and it has been the best gift for 2006/2007, and i'm thankful for that.

Conclusion to 2006

It's been great. Time to welcome the new year ! Happy New Year Everyone !

Dear Santa, Again...

Again it's Christmas. Oh how i love this day.

This year i'm celebrating it high up in the mountains//wish i was home though.

As to get my blog in the mood, geek from mars is now on a sleigh.

Every year i prepare a list, write down all the things i want, and burn them to Santa//someone told me he's dead.//But this year, even though i have many things that i want, i just want to have a beautiful christmas. Because nothing, not even an alienware notebook, can compare to a wonderful christmas day. Though i wish to have an electric guitar, a PDA phone, An ALIENWARE notebook and finally an n-gage *i miss my n-gage*.

Three More Days.

Oh Kay, 8 Points Clear Before Christmas !

what i obtained this week : my sweetie bluree bear !

The best pre-christmas present for Sir Alex Ferguson, 8 points up on the table and 8 points clear of Chelsea. Seems like the English took a liking of the number 8 as it means Prosperity in Cantonese.

Yes, Arsenal drawed Chelsea just now. Arsenal should have just won the game but frankly speaking, Chelsea could have grab the winner BUT luck was on Arsenal's side for Chelsea struck the post TWICE in 90th minute. As Chelsea seems to the more lively side, Arsenal was just praying for time to end. Without the presence of Thierry Henry, Arsenal's game are in a way, not like what they use to do anymore. With passes out to the wings, likes of Adebayor and Hleb were unable to produce the attacking formula that Arsenal once possesed. A shot wide from Van Persie is all he got as he was substituted later.

Mourinho decided it was time for a gameplan change as he substituted Robben and Wright-Phillips. Robben prove to be the vicious one as he nearly scored twice. Both wings of Chelsea definitely put more pressure on Arsenal. The most funny part of the game would be the clash between Drogba and Lehmann. As Drogba was clearly fouled in the Arsenal's penalty box, the Refferey didn't see it Drogba's way. As Drogba walked away, saying something, Lehmann just had to push him in the back. Of course Drogba wasn't feeling quite happy about it and he had to hit Lehmann back, which the incident see both players getting yellow carded. How childish of both.

Arsenal had to get comfortable in the zone of Chelsea's half to produce a goal from Flamini, which was short lived as Essien's stunning goal which may just be the goal of the week. The game from the 85th minute was definitely enjoyable as Arsenal had some close calls because of a blunder by Lehmann. He definitely did something to the post as strikes from Essien and Lampard struck it.

Perhaps the most unsporting, or maybe too sporting player would be Ashley Cole, who is facing his Ex-Club. He definitely showed no respect towards his ex-players nor his fans. Sadly.

Still, we Manchester United fans are happy being on top of the table.

And YES, we've won Benfica 3 - 1, Topped Group F and proceed to the Last 16 in the Champions League.

"We've been playing some good football but have also grinded out some excellent results. We've got the balance just about right, we just need to carry that form forward now."- Ryan Giggs

You're the Man, Giggs.

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The week has been alright. Mid Term's up. Having one more paper this week, or two. Time flies seriously. For a while it was Monday, and now it's another Monday. I've been procrastinating, assignment not done, have a presentation coming up. And i'm sitting here blogging. *evil*

Maybe i'm a little too carefree. I should be pushing myself more. I definitely don't want to fail any of my subjects this semester. Considering Economics, Calculus and Algebra and Information Systems, which aren't my favourite subjects.

Christmas is near, and i would be celebrating it without my family. Well, i still have my friends but this would be the first time i'm celebrating Christmas out of home. Everything has it's first. *Wonders*. As i love christmas, i just wished that it would snow here. I've never seen snow before, only artificial ones. Made out of soap bubbles. =/

All right, It's already 3am and my class is at 10am in the morning. 6 hours to sleep.

signin off.

and i know it's a wonderful world.

Excited like O.O

*warning *- just a out-of-boredom post. contains no useful information, not to say that everything i say here is useful or meaningful.

Tonight's Game

Manchester United - Benfica showdown in Old Trafford.

Do-or-die game, determines whether the Reds move to last 16.

OR be knockout and humiliated like last year, where Benfica knocked them out too.

The Reds seems to be high in spirit. I haven't heard anything from Benfica, maybe they want to be known as underdogs. Hmm.

I'm so into No Promises by Shayne Ward the Daniel Bedingfield + James Blunt singer from X-Factor 2005.

I think that would be the only song i like from him. For now, That's My Goal is just cheesy, and i don't know the other song.

I'm thinking about..

My Dad And My Mom..

My bubbly sis.

My dog, JoJo. With her embarrasing posse down here.


She's Enjoying it.


Me, Radiance *my jie* and Way Shoon. Mid September, Sunway Pyramid


My mummy-Ai Khim, and me. Nov 25 KLCC.


Buddies, 28 October, Midvalley


Some wobbly world cup figures, Ronaldinho, Rooney and Cafu i think. World Cup 2006

My Love.

Dear Santa, I've been a good boy all year, and here is my christmas list.

1. Tickets to watch One Man United Match, preferbly Man United - Arsenal Match.
2. Electric Guitar, a black and white one, maybe signed by santana ?
3.An Alienware Desktop or Notebook, It's up to you, But minimum requirements, Pentium Core 2 Duo : Desktop - Extreme Editon 2GHZ, Notebook, 2.2GHZ, 2GB ram, 1TB HDD, Quad Crossfire ATI 1950XTX.

I should wake up from my dreams, those are unattainable goals for the moment. I have already reached the maximum output, which lies on the production possibilities frontier or PPF line. *searching the economics text book*

Christmas, Christmas, Christmas is near !

sunshine, sunshine.

*runs around*

sings with croaky voice

*stay with me*

loves you.

*laugh out loud*

cheese

TEN random things about me:

My mood changes like the direction of the wind
I'm learning to cook delicious fusion dishes with maggi mee
I prefer talking to myself than with someone i don't know
I love walking in the park
I'm fat
I get irritated quickly
I love getting attention
i love the way she is when she's with me
I love Christmas
I'm in love too ! *lol jeremy*

NINE ways to win my heart

Listen to me, even if i'm telling lame jokes. lol
Being honest with me
Give me random hugs and kisses
Surprise me
Love me
Hold my hand when i'm with you
Cheer me up when i'm down, even if i'm faking it. lol
being yourself
anything sweet you do would melt me easily

EIGHT things I must do when I'm dying:

Visit Old Trafford
Go around the world
Eat around the world
Cook my final meal
Play my final football game
Have a concert in honour of me
Spending time with my love ones
Buy the most high tech gadgets and donate them to charity after i passed

SEVEN ways to annoy me:

Being ridiculously annoying
Backstabbing me
Being arrogant
Cheating me
Being Ignorant
Talking bad about my love ones
Mess up my stuffs

SIX things I believe in:

Football
God
Karma
Bullshit
Supernatural
Love

FIVE things I'm afraid of:

Supernatural
Laptop breaking down
My dear ignoring me
alone
the dark

FOUR of my favourite items in my room:

My laptop
My notice board with "Theng" on it
My Guitar
My Bed

THREE things I do every day:

Eat
Love
Think

TWO things I want to do right now:

Hug someone
Go watch football

ONE person I want to see right now:

bluree

I tag:

Ai Khim
Izrin
*these people habis exam d*
Whoever is too too free

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I'm getting irritated quickly these few days. Don't know why.

Today i'm gonna compile a list of the phrases from songs that i like.

This is going to bring me clarity//This'll take the heart right out of me//She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted//She is everything I want that I never knew I needed//This is going to bring me to my knees//I just want to hold you close to me

I know now, just quite how//My life and love might still go on//In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time

I guess you're the only one//that nobody changes//I guess you're the only one//left standing when everything else goes down

That I'm learning to breathe//I'm learning to crawl//I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall//I'm living again, awake and alive//I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

My Fav-

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for//You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for//You know it's true//Everything I do - I do it for you

Dear. You have given me more than anything i could ask for. And I love you for everything you are and everything you do. *hugs*

Match Highlights - Man Utd 3 - Everton 0

Manchester United Most Classiest Performance Of The Season, With Players Like Vidic, Giggs, Scholes on the bench, Manchester United Still Proof That The Spirit Is There To Win The Premiership Title. Three Cheers For Man United !

Game Report: United 1 - Chelsea 1

For me, Man Utd Should Have Won..

Report from www.manutd.com

United fans didn't know whether to laugh or cry after seeing their team maintain a three-point lead over Chelsea but miss a golden opportunity to double it.

The Reds led at half-time through Louis Saha's exquisite strike but were then pegged back with Ricardo Carvalho's equalising header with 20 minutes remaining. At the final whistle, it seemed a better result for the Blues as they celebrated in front of their travelling fans.

Sir Alex Ferguson kept faith with the eleven who dictated but lost the game in Glasgow – his strongest eleven in many people’s eyes. Chelsea’s team, however, showed two changes from Wednesday’s defeat to Werder Bremen - Frank Lampard and Ricardo Carvalho returning at the expense of Joe Cole and Khalid Boulahrouz.

Chelsea kicked off attacking the Stretford End, to a cacophony of boos as they negatively worked the ball back from Didier Drogba and Andriy Shevchenko in the centre circle to skipper John Terry at the heart of their defence.

The visitors’strong-arm tactics surfaced inside the first sixty seconds when Michael Ballack’s shoulder caught Cristiano Ronaldo in the face. From the resulting free-kick, Wayne Rooney was first to Ronaldo’s cross but his header was unfortunately as wayward as Chelsea’s marking. Germany captain Ballack was caught up in controversy again moments later when Nemanja Vidic was left on the deck clutching his visage – however, referee Howard Webb decided the injured party had committed the offence and awarded the free-kick to Chelsea.

Webb was far busier than either of the goalkeepers in the opening 15 minutes as the two sides tested each other’s mettle in midfield with some full-blooded challenges – Cole on Ronaldo, and Rooney on Makelele to name just two. But the South Yorkshire ref sensibly resisted the use of his cards until Makelele used his upper arm to thwart United’s attempts at a quick counter-attack in the 20th minute. Before that, Ballack’s handball was only punished by a free-kick. Ronaldo struck it with power, but straight down the middle, enabling Carlo Cudicini to push the ball over the bar without too much strain.

Cudicini was well beaten, however, by Louis Saha’s wonderful finish in the 29th minute. Chelsea’s midfield seemed to open up as Rooney played a pass from the centre circle into his strike partner’s path and although both Terry and Carvalho were back behind the ball, Saha kept his head and picked his spot, curling a low shot inside the base of Cudicini’s left-hand post.
This moment of beauty was followed by an ugly episode, Drogba planting his elbow into Vidic’s face as the two players jumped for a header. Not having the benefit of TV replays, Webb waved only a yellow when really a red was warranted.

Unfortunately for Chelsea, their first decent chance fell not to Drogba but to Geremi – to his credit, the right-back got his shot on target and van der Sar was forced to fist it away. The Dutchman’s next save saw him dive the other way, to clutch Lampard’s low drive to the right.
Geremi made way for Mourinho’s first substitute at half-time, Arjen Robben. It was an attacking change by the Blues boss but it was United who took the bull by the horns. The Reds came agonisingly close to doubling their lead when Rooney picked up Carrick’s reverse pass on the left flank, shrugged off Drogba to burst into the box and pulled the ball back for Saha or Ronaldo. Both men snatched at it, the Portuguese in particular could have buried it at the far post.

The battle for midfield supremacy claimed another name for the referee’s book in the 54th minute as the excellent Carrick for once mistimed his movement and tripped his England team-mate Frank Lampard.

Chelsea were enjoying a larger share of possession but two attempts to beat van der Sar in the space of a minute failed to find their target, Lampard firing a shot across goal and Drogba heading wide under pressure from Ferdinand. At the other end, Carvalho cleared a loose ball after Ronaldo chested down Heinze’s left-wing cross and Cudicini parried a fierce shot from Giggs on the right.

Carvalho the goal-saver turned goalscorer in the 69th minute when he leapt to meet Lampard’s corner from the right and powered in a header which hit Saha on the line and came down off the crossbar. TV replays later showed Saha had himself headed the ball – he could yet be credited with an unwanted owngoal by the dubious goals committee.

United immediately tried to bite back, but Terry blocked Saha’s shot and when Scholes hit a trademark thunderbolt on the rebound, it spun off the grounded Saha and out for a goal-kick.
With fifteen minutes to go, Mourinho again demonstrated his strength in depth by replacing Shevchenko with attacking midfielder Joe Cole.

Joe’s namesake Ashley had his name taken for a cynical foul on Ronaldo – and then chanted in derogatory terms by the angered home crowd. Cristiano played no further part – Giggs whipped the free-kick into the box, punched away by Cudicini, following a double substitution of Fletcher for Ronaldo and O’Shea for Saha.

So Mourinho’s men remain three points behind United and with two tough games to come in the Premiership. On Wednesday night, they travel to Bolton where both Liverpool and Arsenal have lost this season. Then, after a weekend without a game, they face the Gunners at Stamford Bridge on 10 December – by then United’s lead could be in double figures.

I don't know what to put for today's title.

I don't, seriously.

Went to KLCC yesterday with Way Shoon, Wei Hun, Me Mummmy Khimmy*extra mmS*! and Lay Theng.

4 November babies celebrating their day out, i'm an april baby. Lol

So.

What do you not want to see during a walk in the park at KLCC ?

1. Someone standing on the bridge that connects both towers.
2. Lots and lots of people, especially teenagers, smoking, creating a thick layer of smoke at the surrounding.
3. The guard telling you the park is closing.

So i was strolling around the park with the girl.

Blame Doink The Samsung's 1.3mp Camera. Still, it just makes you so proud to be a Malaysian.

And So

During that time, words are said, questions are answered and one stops wondering.

As we share a moment looking at the view, i remembered i once asked the girl what is she going to do with me. She said she would put me on the bridge high up there.

i don't remember what i said, which was something like being alone up there or something. But i remember what she said

"Bring me up there with you then."

It touched me.

And for a sudden, the crowd was gone, a gentle breeze, and it was just me and her.

I wished for time to stop. I wished the night would never end.

Too bad i don't have Hiro's power from Heroes to bend time and space.

Still, i could not have ask for more.

I've stopped wondering.

me mummmy, me and theng.

And so it begins.

Woke up at 12 today, manage to finish my assignments now. All that's left is validating for my programming assignment. Presentation's on tuesday and i'm totally not prepared.

Economics test this week, IS assignments. *bang heads*

Big game tonight ! Chelsea - Manchester United. Odds says that Chelsea is going to win tonights match cause it's their home ground and both teams lost during mid-week champions league fixtures. Still, Manchester United are going to come through. Bring it on Chelsea ! It's going to be one hell fo a game and for a manchester united fan, i would not miss it. Luckily my class is on 10 tomorrow.

until then..

She Is Everything I Need..

Why Are There So Many November Babies..

November is like the time to have babies.

November Babies .. like this two .

Way Shoon and Wei Hun.

Happy Birthday To Way Shoon ! November 25th.

Happy Belated Birthday

to Wei Hun, which was on the 22nd.

And i forgot, my cute devil, Lay Theng, on the 21st !

And Law Yi Hao on the 15th.

And the list goes on.

We made Way Shoon a cake. A Pan Cake. It's not a beautiful sight, we could have made it better. But we did try our best. Although it's not that delicious.

It's A Lil Miserable. This is already half eaten.

Ingredients:

2 Cups of Pan Cake Flour Mix, One Egg, Oreo biscuits, Honey and Tiger Biscuits.

Don't try this at home.

Still, Happy Birthday Shoon, God Bless and May All Your Dreams Come True.

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I'm not gonna talk about my hair.

I Cut it. It sucks.

.....

So I Was Bored...

I had nothing to do, so i decided to take the which singaporean blogger are you quiz from kennysia.com.

Congratulations noel, you are...

Scarlett Ting of joewei.blogspot.com

You are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even more than you care for yourself, although they don't always seem to appreciate it. Don't let that affect you. As the saying goes, you don't miss the water till the well runs dry. So hang in there, you're a star in the making.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

listen..

i love listening to her. she can be so blur at times and she can be real cheeky too.

look at her cari pasal face.



and yes,

she makes me smile, run, go crazy, happy, sad, frustrated, everything..

i love my sneaks.

What's Real and What's Not..

I've been reading.

Today's dating scene are all about short-term relationships. Nothing seems to last anymore.

It's funny how people fall in love so fast. I've been through that before too. It never lasted.

Are we ready for commitment ? I just read on the papers that a 16 year old boy who's in love with a 17 year old girl. and he wants to MARRY her already. He even promised to love her forever.

That's just bullshit.

Time is something elastic, for one moment everything may seem so perfect, she maybe THE ONE for you, and the next moment, everything falls apart. How do you explain that ?

You are not ready for commitment.

All you want is fun and the feeling of having someones attention and when you get what you want, after all the lies you thought you said were true, you had enough and you back out.

How do you miss someone that you haven't even met ? How do you know you love the someone you don't even really understand ? If love is just about holding hands and all the physical stuff, then why love ?

One day you say you are in love, next day you say you are bored, and then after that you said you aren't gonna date anymore, few weeks later, you're in love again. It just doesn't make sense.

The media is portraying love in a wrong way, or we are just not mature enough to understand it. All the "And Everyone Lived Happily Ever After" stories are all just fantasies. It makes a person go "How nice if i'm in love, if anyone would do all this to me, i want a someone that is perfectly perfect"

i say stop dreaming.

It's funny that i say that i'm in love, but i'm blogging about this.

I think only we know how we really feel. And i stand by my feelings.

Ever heard of James Morrison's You Gave Me Something ?

"You Gave Me Something, That Makes Me Scared All Right, This Could Be Nothing, But I'm Willing To Give It A Try"

It means " I like to be with you, but i don't know if i love you, i don't know if i want to be commited yet"

But anyhow, this is complicated.

We all have our own opinions.

Our perspective is different, we are individuals.

Maybe it'll work for some of us.

Maybe it won't.

But to those who are in love, really, appericiate them.

Miracles do happen.

feels like rain..

another emo post ?

i don't think so. i've been too emo for the past few weeks.

if only you know how it hurts inside.

don't ask me why, i don't know either.

but my hearts breaking.

I'm Not Nerd Enough..Nor Cool Enough..

I'm suppose to blog about this few days ago but i had a presentation to prepare.

My presentation was alright. Heard from my friends teacher said i was the best in class. But yea, my class not many speak fluent english. So, it's consider cheating for me.

So anyway, YES, i'm not nerd enough nor cool enough. It is obviously that the class is splitted in to two sections, in fact, it's automatically split in to two sections. First, the N.E.R.D.s and the average kids. As you can see, questions are all answered by the N.E.R.D.s. While the other people just sit and look. If a question is asked, most of us would be asking the N.E.R.D.s help.

AS for me, i'm in the middle, i'm sitting in the middle as well. I'm half of both. People do come to me if they have a question, usually i'll give them the correct answer OR i'll give them a screwed one. Still, i can't look like both sides, or i can ?

I still don't know which side am i in. Or i'm not even in both sides. I'm considered the wierd one. I can't look good, i can't be smart.

=/

I got my result slips.

GPA 3.3333, 2 A's, 1B and C.

It's not that bad i guess. But this semester i'm whacked. Gotta catch up or i'll be dead meat.

Motion City Soundtrack - What about them.

When i first got the album *download* Commit This To Memory, The first track wasn't that bad, the second was my favourite, and on and on, It's Good ! I love punk and alternative. Bands that are not mainstream and doing what they do best. Thats what i call music.

Noel's done it again.

Sometimes i think that i'm mental.

Today i dropped by at Lay Theng's place to pass her some stuffs. It was peak hour, traffic was heavy. If i took a taxi i would be stuck. So , Brilliant NOEL came up with a Brilliant IDEA.

WALK.

So i walked back to the LRT station. At first there were pathways. Well, that shows i'm not that insane. Until i reached the freaking highway. Now u can call me insane. I practically walked on the motorist lane. Risked myself getting killed or rob. And it's like night time ?

It took me about half and hour. I think. The distance would be like, from my place now to Wangsa Maju Jusco, from HSBM to Desa Damai, from inderawasih to somewhere pass Pacific. Not that far right ?

I'm insane.

The last time i did that was worst, i walked from my high school back home, which is one town to another. Triple the distance.

I've downloaded NFS: Carbon.

Verdict: Sucky

I'm not gonna waste my time talking about it here.

Shoon, Wallace and Jason has been chosen to represent Hitz.FM for the AXN Penang Beach Challenge ! Thanks to Shoon who submitted their name.

They left the whole room to me.

BORED !

I must not skip lectures anymore. I have programming assignment, IS assignment and Econs assignment + Swimming assignment.

dead

I was told by Jeremy to not be so negative. Yes, i agree. I shouldn't.

It's slowly making sense, everything is patching up, and i'm going for the final shot.

=)

Off to write a testimonial for Chealene ! *i was forced too*

Signin Off

I look sad in photos, always.

A stupid person is someone who doesn't know what she/he wants or who she/he is.

gravity

about my last post..was just hell emo..like what jerayn say..=p

1 What bothers you right now ?
that i haven't have enough info for my presentation next week

2 Do you find guys with long chins sexy?
long chins ? donkeys ?

3 What was your dream last night ?
i don't remember

4 What is your greatest fear?
everything around me turns black

5 What was the best thing that happened to you this week?
when she said she sayang me. lol

6 What are you planning to do this weekend?
finish my presentation

7 What can you promise to the one you love the most?
that i will love her with all my heart, no matter what, even if she doesn't loves me as much as i love her.

8 What will you wish for if you had a genie ?
a vios ? lol ! i wish to have guitar playing skills of jimi hendrix.

9 Who is the one you're thinking of right now ?
the girl.

10 Who do you run to when you're down ?
Ai Khim, Jerayn, Jillian, Way Shoon, Lol.

11.You want ?
To sing

12 who was the last person you went out with?
Wallace and Kok Chyuan, watched Man Utd against Blackburn. Man Utd won 1-0.

13 who will you call/text later ?
my dreams. gonna drop dead.

14 what completes your day ?
she, a good meal, a good day, a good mood.

15 who do you want to talk to right now ?
scotty, cause he doesn't know *listening to scotty doesn't know* . Lol. probably my dog, and the girl.

-WHEN-

16 when will you take a bath?
when i wake up, which would be noon.

17 when will you watch a movie?
step up. waiting for the girl to go watch with me.

18. When was the last time you fell in love?
when she came to me. and when i had my guitar. lol

19 when was the last time you went out with your friends?
an hour ago.

20 When was the last time you said "i love you" ?
umm..a month ago. to the girl. lol.

21 When was the last time you read a book ?
yesterday. autocar mag.

22 When was the last time you asked for help ?
when i was emo. and when i can't find any info for my presentation.

23 When was the last time you kissed your bf/gf?
not eligible.lol

24 When did you last receive a gift?
years ago.

25 Do you easily get attracted to the opposite sex ?
not really, unless she's something out of ordinary.

26 Do you get jealous easily ?
sometimes. but i tend to control.

-MISC-

27 Anybody in love with you right now ?
i'm not sure about that..

28 Want to get married ?
yea, but even if i don't, i'll have all my money to myself. lol

29 Are you serious when it comes to relationships ?
sometimes being too serious just adds the pain but i've always been serious if i'm in a relationship.

30 Are you afraid of commitments ?
not really. but theres no forever.

31 Do actions speak louder than words ?
off course. You tell a girl you love her, but you can't even proof it, you don't even dare to stand up for her. what's the use ?

32 How can you tell if a person loves you?
it's hard. girls are complicated, they have their own way of expressing their feelings. but i guess you can feel it if love is present.

33 Are you good in handling relationships?
umm, i'm alright. i guess. but sometimes i can get a lil lazy.

34 Are you willing to give everything ?
when the time comes, i would know.

35 Do you demand your loved one to change into something that pleases you ?
something that pleases me ? lol. i love a person because of her. thats what attracts me to her. but if i don't like something about her, i'll definitely say it.

36 Would you let go of someone you love ?
if you let go means you're giving up.

37 Is sex important in a relationship?
if sex is important in a relationship, it's usually lust.

38 What is the major reason of a break up ?
jealousy, communication breakdown. definitely.

39 Most important ingredients in a relationship ?
trust, honesty, tolerance, being able to give and take, understanding each other and love itself.

40 One thing you like about love ?
being with the person who loves me for who i am, laughs at me because i'm silly, tries to make me laugh even if she's not good at it. most of all, it makes me the happiest person alive.

42 is your heart broken , beating , or taken?
it's beating, definitely taken.

43 you tag :

Ai Khim ! (because u very free)
whoever who has time to waste. lol

sigh

i'm so emo today.

currently in the computer lab in campus.

sigh.

i feel like bursting anytime.

i should cut down on the emo-ness.

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45 more minutes before co-curiculum

i'm rotting in the CIT centre

this would be the second time in a day i'm hanging out here

my second time since i came to this college

the connection here isn't that fast, it took ages to load blogger.

i can't even listen to online streaming. i think they banned YouTube too. cause it'll eat up all the bandwidth.

not really in the mood today.

no it's not PMS. I'm a guy

fuck

it's been a while since i'm so emo

maybe i just think too much

i do always

it's a part of me

i'll sit here and think while there is a possibility i can do something about it.

i choose to wait and die

no one cares anyway, nobody gives a shit

it's my life, everybody has their own.

we are all too busy taking care of ourselves that we don't have time for others

hey, that's suppose to be right !

i'm getting no where out of this.

so i better stop bitching before you get bored by my emoness

oh wait, you don't care anyway ! LOL !

hilarious.

Amusing

I've been very entertained lately.

Firstly - Tagboard Wars

I've been reading blogs, stumbled into one of a friend.

Seems like she has someone technically verbally assaulted her on her tagboard by calling her names and stuffs.

It's really entertaining actually. This technic is usually used when the abuser is desperate to hit back or he/she is just a nut.

What's the used in saying all those aggresive words about how bitchy someone is or how they look ? Maybe the abuser is just being jealous. He/she can't have what the person haves so they decided to take it out on ?

Poor Mr.Tagboard

I won't be surprise if the TagBoard attacks back one day. =)

Second On The List - Games And Movies

I know i'm a bit far away. Carbon is even out already. But it seems that my eyes are so tired because of this game. I'm at blacklist 3 now *after so long*. Been playing it all day all night. That's entertainment.

Other than that, another game i often play is Fifa 07. Though i'm the one who always get pawned.

As for movies, i watch series actually. My top3 series would be Heroes, Lost and Supernatural.

Thirdly - Tutorials and Assignments

Killing me slowly. But you don't see me working on them. *Yawn*. I have a presentation in two weeks, loads of tutorials. More assignments coming in. Week 4 already.

Fourth - Sleep

I've been having irregular sleeping times all month, maybe that's why i feel sleepy all the time. Night becomes day, day becomes night. Sooner or later i'll die.

Fifth - Music

OooOo ! My favourite songs right now would be

Sugarcult - Majoring in Minors, Shaking
Lin Jun Jie - Down
Relient K - Which to bury ? Us Or The Hatchet ?

Walking around campus with my neeon just doesn't help. It's too noisy to hear anything on my music player. Sigh.

Sixth - Devil Worshipping

I'm worshipping the devil. Wait, i'm in love with the devil. A cute devil, according to the girl.

Lay Theng - cute devil that bites.

Maybe i should edit one of her photos and post it here. =p

Seventh - Demands

Kok Chyuan Demands I Say He Is Great Here.

So,

KOK CHYUAN IS GRAPE !

Gonna sleep.

Thanks for Tuning in..

I miss you..

Birthday Post

To Jillian, My Dear Mui:

~Happy 16th Birthday !!~

God Bless Ya ! =)

Majoring In Minors

First Up,
To Khimmy!!
Happy Belated Birthday !
Though i already wished you. =)
It's been a wierd-funny-angry-irritating-happy week.
Class ain't that Bad.
My least favourite tutors would be of Econs and Principle of Information System.
A total of 6 subjects.
I hve class as early as 8, as late as 10, ends as early as 1,as late as 4.
My assignments and presentations are starting to pile up.
Been spending a lot of money last month, this month and also for the next few months.
I'm attending swimming for co-curiculum.
I've to learn the basics.
Like how to float.
Which i know how.
LoL.
Sometime's college is so lonely.
I'm missing her loads.
Looking forward to meeting her.
She's busy with test and assignments due.
I'm glad i have her.
Huggies.
Wonders.
I'm into Sugarcult's Majoring in Minors
It's so nice.
Their album Lights Out is available now through torrents and Original CDs.
Need For Speed: Carbon is out already.
Currently downloading it now.
Life is as usual.
Routined, but i won't let it be.
So Sleepy Right Now.
Suddenly No Wind To Blog.
Pictures from outing @ Midvalley with housemates.

See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil


All Smiles. =)

This Is Jeremy The Psycho


Vivien And Crystal

Vivien And Shoon ft Hun behind.

Shoon and Wei Hun , Again.


Guys.


Star


I Have Big Nose

That's All For Now, Thank's For Tuning In..

From Fantasy To Reality..

What am i blogging about ?

I'm gonna train my writing skills.

What Am I Blogging About

By Noel

Welcome to the dark side of my world. This blog shows the other side of me, the emo, negative, all things wierd noel. As why i decided to let this side of me loose, is because of the fear of turning into a person like that. Or something. Bear with me for my english isn't that good.

I blog about anything, about what i do, what i feel, what i like, what i want. I can write from a simple statement like, why do people smell like fart when they walk pass you. Usually, when i start a topic like this, it means i'm bored.

So if you read this, and you start to realize i'm not who i am in real life, it would be better if you step away from me.

Back to the point, half of what i blog about is all emo stuff, i easily get emo. I don't know why. I think it's because i think too much. I don't care what do you think about my blog, i don't care if it's popular or not. I don't want to decorate it with fancy fancy css style sheets. As long as the people that cares about me knows whats happening in my life through my blog, it's fine.

At this point you are going to think that i'm in denial, i want attention more than anything, i shall say, it's true. I'm an attention seeker. I want to be notice.

In the end you would realize that you are reading a piece of crap. So thanks for tuning in.

=)

Kindy level, definitely.

Class at 9 tomorrow. Signing out..

If there's somebody, calling me out, she's the one.

April 9

I was browsing wikipedia, and i searched for April 9, which is my birth date.

Let's start with people whom i share the same birth date with.

Singers

• 1977, Gerrard Way, Lead Vocals - My Chemical Romance
  
• 1978, Racheal Stevens, S-Club 7
• 1987, Jesse McCartney

I share the Same Birth Date with GERRARD WAY FROM MCR !? WOO HOO !! lol.. I love MCR.

Sportsman

• 1971 - Jacques Villeneuve, Canadian F1 driver
  
• 1975 - Robbie Fowler, English footballer, Liverpool
• 1978 - Jorge Andrade, Portuguese footballer
• 1982 - Carlos Hernández, Costa Rican footballer
• 1981 - Ireneusz Jeleń, Polish footballer

I know only Robbie Fowler and Jacques Villeneuve.

Well, here's something special,

• 1974 - Jenna Jameson, American porn star
  
• 1965 - Jay Wesley Neill, American convicted murderer
• 1932 - Cheeta, animal actor, the longest living known chimpanzee in history
• 1865 - Erich Ludendorff, German general in World War I
• 1336 - Tamerlane (Timur), Central Asian, Turkic conqueror

I read of Ludendorff in The Return of The Dancing Master by Henning Mankell. About Nazi and World War.

so much for April 9. =)

Too much emo music kills noel

Eugene says i've been listening to a lot of emo music.

So, i've decided to show off my playlist, open for comments.

1. My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted

You're just a sad song, with nothing to say, About a life-long wait for a hospital stay, well if you think that i'm wrong, This never meant nothing to you.

2. Jack's Mannequin - The Mixed Tape

Where are you now ? As I'm swimming through the stereo, I'm writing you a symphony of sound. Where are you now? As I rearrange the songs again, This mix could burn a hole in anyone, But it was you I was thinking of.

3. Lostprophets - Always, all ways

Always, all ways I wanted us to be, Always, all ways you and me, And I wait here on my own, And I wait for you to see, All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

4. Dashboard Confessional - As Lovers Go

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating. This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailormade, What's the sense in waiting?

5. AFI - Love Like Winter

It’s in the blood, it’s in the blood, I met my love before I was born. He wanted love. I taste of blood, He bit my lip, and drank my war, From years before, from years before.


Emo ? I don't think so .

random

To jeremy, i apologize for calling you a psycho.

You are not the psycho, i am.

so near yet so far

Back in Penang for holidays. Just reached not long ago and i have this urge to blog.

So who did i came back with ?

Answer : Lay Theng

God, i was so freaking nervous. but everything seemed to went well. The stupid thing is the bus system is whacked. Luckily we didn't have to wait long for the bus. Manged to leave at 12am while our bus was suppose to be at 11pm.

The journey back was all right. I couldn't sleep. Well, i wanted too but i didn't want to. LoL. The bus had water dripping on me. How nice to have real special effects in the bus.
I looked at her while she's sleeping, no i'm not stalking. It just makes me smile. I see a girl, i want to be with. I want to make her happy, share her joy and heal her sorrow. It's not about being dramatic. It's true.
So as i dream on.

Gonna hit the sack, snooze till noon. I have the bed to myself, woo hoo, sis went somewhere.

until then.

I Passed All My Subjects ! Even Pre-Calculus !

blog later, heading to low yatt, going back penang tomorrow .

stalking.

i wonder into your world, i see a part of you i don't see everyday,
you're full of joy, sometimes sorrow, sometimes clueless,
but i want to find out about you, and here are a few

you regret everytime you cut your hair, but it always turns out right, sometimes.
you make little things sound important, even if it's a rainy day or an injection.
you are always tricked into doing something you don't want to. LoL. I guess that's because of your blur-ness.
you dare to try something new, even if it's dangerous.
you have good chemistry with kids.
you are funny. though you don't realize.
you love chocolates.
you are in my mind, in my dreams, in my thoughts, in my words, in my head, in my life
..............

i won't be able to list them all, cause frankly, i don't really know much.

it's funny that i think too much. sometimes i feel i can't get to you.

maybe it's just me. again. i should get some sleep. haha.

3.41am

The Mixed Tape

This is morning

That's when I spend the most time

Thinking 'bout what I've given up

This is a warning

When you start the day just to close the curtains

You're thinking 'bout what I've given up

Where are you now?

As I'm swimming through the stereo

I'm writing you a symphony of sound

Where are you now?

As I rearrange the songs again

This mix could burn a hole in anyone

But it was you I was thinking of

I read your letter

The one you left when you broke into my house

Retracing every step you made

And you said you meant it

And there's a piece of me in every single

Second of every single day

But if it's true then tell me how it got this way

Where are you now?

As I'm swimming through the stereo

I'm writing you a symphony of sound

Where are you now?

As I rearrange the songs again

This mix could burn a hole in anyone

But it was you I was thinking of

And I can't get to you

I can't get to you

I can't get to you

Where are you now?

As I'm swimming through the stereo

I conduct a symphony of sound

Where are you now?

As I'm cutting through you track by track

I swear to God this mix could sink the sun

But it was you I was thinking of

And where are you now?

And where are you now?

And this is my mixed tape for her

It's like I wrote every note

With my own fingers

College Wars - Return Of Semester 2

Back in KL. Ready to stomp the world. And i missed lecture this morning. I must change this fucking habit. But it's the first week, so it won't be that bad.

So i had people ask me, how's the feeling, coming back here, living on your own, surviving on mamak food. Well i say, i'm getting used to it. But i'm sure i would eat less of mamak food or i'll die. Well, maybe not enjoying the broadband here. It would take ages for me to download stuffs.

I don't know why, but i seem to come back with more stuffs, even my clothes are doubled. My plastic cupboard is gonna fall anytime. It's almost full. I have tees, tees and more t-shirts. I'm a t-shirt freak. I only wear t-shirts. Maybe thats why i look like a kid in college, while others are all fashionably dressed up. Haha. Why call it t-shirt anyway ? *wonders*

Actually, i didn't mean to skip lecture this morning, but as i was messing with my hair, which couldn't stand, even with wax, i got fed up, and i was already late. So, i took the time to wash my bed sheets and my blanket. Which is a good thing, cause i wanted to do it first thing i come back. I got my friend getting notes if there is for me. I won't miss much. I hope so.

I'm not that vain actually, i was just trying to do something different. *lol* . Seriously, my hair never stands, it's too soft. I wonder if it's healthy or just whacked. Even after waxing it, it goes back to the shape it originally is. I've already gave up dressing up my hair since secondary. Couldn't be bothered.

I'm hungry again. Oh wait, i did not eat breakfast. Everybody is still sleeping behind me. Yawn, i'm feeling the sandman too. Afternoon is gonna be dull.

"cause you give me something, that makes me scared all right. this could be nothing, but i'm willing to give a try. please give me something, cause someday i might know my heart." - You Give Me Something - James Morrison

yea, she gives me something, which could be nothing, but i'm willing to take the risk. It's better to have something than nothing at all. =)

until then.

My days are numbered.

3 more days left in Penang, before the new semester starts.

I can't wait, but i'm gonna miss penang.

This semester break is my first and the best. Thanks to everyone for making that happen.

Tomorrow the Pass/Fail list would most probably be out. I'm praying that i wouldn't fail my pre-calculus. I have calculus this sem and i don't want to repeat any subjects. *prays*

One good news, it seems that we don't have to fear of our parents knowing our results anymore. we are to collect our results from the college starting from now. Still, it's better to let them know. or not. *evil*

But i definitely don't want to waste my parents money. I want to be somebody at the end of all this.

I lost touch in C++ ! god, how am i gonna resume programming designs and concepts 2 ? i should spend more time doing programs then play games. LoL

I had my eye checked the other day, i'm short sighted since i was 3 or 4. Sad eh. I watch too much ninja turtles when i was that age. That day i told my friends, they said i watched porn too much, i said i watched ninja turtles when i was small, one of them gasps , he said " You watch ninja turtles porn a ?!" *faints* . Sometimes they are just ridiculous. lol.

So, my left eye increased to 775, i don't know how they measure it. While my right eye stays at 650. I'm going to be blind ! I should maybe see other stuffs more than my computer. So, i decided to change my frames, since mine here is kinda whacked. My lenses cause RM180. That's why i advise you kids, don't watch cartoons too much, you'll be like me, wasting your parents money. haha.

What have i not achieved in the things i would want to do in penang that i listed before coming back, i've done everything. I've spent time with my family, met up with friends, went to the beach, went to gurney, i had penang food, i enjoyed playing ball, i broke my usual speed limit, driving my dad's car to a mere 150km/h. lol. He doesn't know that.

Oh, now i remember, i haven't meet Mon Ping, that will be for tomorrow AC session ! (AC = autocity) . =)

Download frenzy, i'm afraid i won't be able to enjoy a single line connection anymore back at KL, have to share it with 5 other pc's. So i'm now downloading like crazy, got myself about 10 albums already. Plus my weekly dose of supernatural, heroes and lost. I seriously need to get an external hard disk.

great, i'm hungry.

until then...

Hypnosis - I NEED attention

Lol..This is a hypnosis session.

Listen to ME !

I'm BORED

NOW!

I demand attention from all of you.

I want you, you and yes, you, to do something for me, no matter what it is.

I want to be surprised, shocked, sad, happy, whatever.

I want to be a King, no wait, A Prince for a day.

Someone get me my cloak, my juice and my food !

Someone do something special for me.

Someone please make my day !

I want to be surprise in the morning with a message in my handphone inbox.

I want to be hugged and cuddled. I want someone to hug and cuddle too. ( This Is A Wierd Demand, lol )

I want you to listen to every word i say.

From today onwards, you will be under my command. Now Wake UP ! *snap*.

I think i'm insane, i need.. someone give back my sanity !

If i was hypnotize, i'd be a duck.

Is it true that i'm missing you ? I think i am.

1.01 AM

I look out the window, wondering what's beyond the clouds,
is there a you and me out there, or i'm just on my own.
The sun shines upon me, telling me to put on a smile.
cause the reason when i smile, is all because of you.

Your absence makes me shiver, wakes me up from my sleep.
I wish i could be right beside you, i don't care how or where.
All i can think about, is the way you look at me.
It keeps me hanging on to you, wondering if i'll fall.

If i told you i miss you, would you say the same ?
Or would you just close the god damn door, leaving me alone.
Would you care about me, the way i care about you ?
Or i'm just invisible to you, after all this time.

I'll be there for you, catch you if you fall.
Be with you when you are down,
share your laughter and tears, your pain and your joy.
Cheer you up when you are moody,
Or sing even if i can't, just to make you smile.

With you, i'm never blue.
Wished you knew how i feel.
Wished i could read you mind.
Wished that you could be mine.

Cheesy..

2.57 AM

Feelin' Way Too Damn Good

I'm in such a good mood today. No wait, it started from the evening. LoL

I woke up at 10 to find out that my dog bit my flip flops. Spoilt. Arghh, it's the second pair she destroyed. Her timing also very funny, before i left for KL, she destroyed the first pair, after one semester, there goes another pair. Dad said she quit that habit already, well, i guess some habits you just can't quit.

Spent my afternoon watching High School Musical. Actually enjoy it. I enjoy watching disney movies. When i was young it was cartoon network, and slowly switched to disney, then nickelodeon.

Now ?

ESPN, StarSports, Star World, MTV, [V] Channel.

Lol, drastic changes. Though i still watch cartoons, dad actually complained i watch too much cartoons at this age. It's fun, laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes it's good to feel and be like a kid. =)

Evening, went football. Some people just don't change. I admit i'm not maradona or ronaldinho. They expect you to pass once you get the ball, i did not even have time to look where to pass and i got scolded. What the hell ? My brain also can't think that fast. I don't think they can do that also? Once you get the ball, you'll sure look for a suitable place to put the ball but they think they are so skilled. Thats the reason we get tired easily, cause the game is always fast paced. Lose already blame others, scold here and there.

But thats the fun of it, i love challenges. I want to be pushed, but sometimes they are just over their head.

Went out to dinner with dad. Sis and Mum went Penang, one go out with friends, another went dancing. Later, went G7 at Pacific yum cha. With Shoon, Wei Hun, Jason, Wallace and friends. 12 of us. Played chor dai di (poker), i don't even know what you call that in english. LoL. I won 4 times, twice in a row. Was in a good mood. Guess thats why i'm lucky.

Lay Theng is growing older. She's turning 18 in a month plus. 18 is the new old age. Haha. 44 days to her birthday. I didn't know 18 is Sexy, while 16 is sweet and 17 is ? sassy. lol. Whats with all the s'es.

Jason is going to skip one week of his class. I wonder how is he going to manage it. He says, he is going to the hospital tomorrow for check up, saying something about having constant headache and numbness. He just wanna skip class and be in Penang. Fake ! LoL.

I smile because of her. Never felt so happy before for so long.

*stupid smiley*. naive.

until then..

Rewind

Back home from gurney. Babysit my sis and her friends there, with Way Shoon accompanying me. Well, he went there to meet up with his friends. As usual, walked round and round, that's what we always do. Nearly got lost in Penang cause i forgot the routes. Manage to get home unhurt. LoL

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Friday, Yesterday, is a day,

A day which i spent at the beach, with Way Shoon, Kok Chyuan, Wei Hun, Cher Ru, Hui Ping and Lay Theng.

A day i made stuff out of sand, play ball, had fun and even went on the banana boat.

A day i made her name with sand, but destroyed by the guys, a horse, and a few ATVs (all terrain vehicles).

A day i collected sea shells into a bottle and one of it got stuck, i had to break it. =/

A day i saw Wei Hun charged RM40 for horse riding. He was satisfied though. LoL

A day Way Shoon and Cher Ru were flying up high in the sky on the parachute thingy. With Way Shoon screaming like a girl.

A day ......

A day that may considered as the happiest day of my life. Hope there's more to come. I'm not greedy, i'm just beeing hopeful. =p

*smiles*

And To Eugene

Happy Birthday ! God Bless !

very tired and sleepy, gonna hit the sack, until then..

nothing beats the feeling of being at home.

If your aren't happy, read this ; if you are happy, read it too..

25 ways to stay happy.Something to share. =)

1. Change Your Thinking. Live everday as if it is your last. People who survived a terminal illness or accident, witnessed a tragedy or lost a loved one are said to have a different perspective on life. Many will say that they no longer leave anything untill later. They travel, learn a new skill, contact a friend now. They know - & we should all remember - that there might not be a later.
2. Keep a journal(or blog). Write an ongoing list of good things that happen to you everyday. What was that lovely thing your daughter said to you the other day? You will not remember unless you write it down. Problems can be solved & bad things cleared from your thoughts by writing them down, too. Try it - it works.
3. Get some perspective on things. Think about how you would like to be remembered & what you might tell your grandchildren about your life. Is it really that important that the linen is changed weekly & the floors are kept spotlessly clean? That work meeting last year that meant you missed your child's school concert - does it matter now?
4. Don't let the small stuff bug you. Wasting your energy by getting upset about life's many minor irritations is not worth it. Smile & wave to the driver who won't let you merge into his lane. He's rude & aggresive, & it's his problem. You've missed the train? Fretting is pointless - the train is gone. Enjoy the coffee while you wait for the next one.
5. Do any unpleasant or difficult chores that need doing. Do them NOW! Procrastination drains your energy & burdens your mind. If you are thinking & worrying about something that needs to be done, you might as well be doing it.
6. Change your routine. Life can begin to seem like a bit of a chore if we do the same thing day after day, week after week. We need to create interest in our lives, & to do new things. If you normally sleep in on a Sunday, the "sleep in" is no longer a treat. Why not get up early & have breakfast in the park? You'll beat the crowds & be heading home as they arrive. The day will seem much longer. (Or, for those who never sleep in, arrange it somehow - what a luxury it is!)
7. Don't try to keep up with others. So, your neighbours have a larger home, the latest stereo system, a new car - WHO CARES? Look again. He works on the weekends, & they never seem to see friends. Who's better off, really?
8. Have a big clean out & divest yourself of useless "stuff". Clothes unworn for a year, the dinner service that you've always hated, kitchen utensils that are always in the way but never used, unused linen(you still have cot linen on the shelf & the "baby" is six!), toys, books, furniture - give it all to a charity & you will have helped the poor. The bonus is that your shelves & cupboards are clutter-free now. Housework is eaiser, your vision is clearer & the feng shui of your home is improved.
9. Learn to say no. You don't have to do it. Your life is already too busy & you are running from one thing to another. Give yourself some space to think & time to do something for yourself.
10. Remember to love your partner for who he or she is. Have they really changed so much? Or(think about it!) might he/she actually be the same person that you fell in love with? The relationship might need some work - eveything needs some repair work or maintenance after a few years of running - but the parts should be still in working order.
11. Don't let familiarity breed contempt. Your partner & family deserve at least the same consideration you give your friends. & you deserve the same from them.
12. Tell your partner, family & friends that you love them. Tell them what you love about them. Tell them when they do things well. A little praise never hurts & before you know it you might be told that you've done things will too. You never know.....
13. Are you always a shoulder to lean on for troubled friends? It may be hard, but if their problems are getting to affect you, then you need to try not to be quite so available all the time. They need to address their problems & get on with their lives.
14. Phone, e-mail(write them a testimonial or message them on friendster) even write to some old friends. You've lost touch, but it needn't be for ever. & how long is it since you spoke to your Great Auntie Jean? She'd love to hear from you.
15. Enchance your mood with greenery. Cut some fresh flowers from your garden - or get up early head to the markets & fill your home with loads of cheap flowers, fruit & vegetables. Everyone had pot plants in the 1970s - bring them back! These fill the house with life & vitality.
16. Go to the beach. The long views, the wind, the waves, barefeet in the sand, sun on the back - there is nothing so good for the soul. (My friend Kendra is renewed & invigorated in the same way by a walk on a hill. To each his own.)
17. Create something. Paint, sculpt, sew, bake, garden - ANYTHING!
18. Breathe fresh air. Go outside or open the windows,. Breathe deeply to the bottom of your lungs & feel the stale air leave you.
19. Go for a walk. This gentle exercise will renew & invigorate you physically & mentally on your first outing. Take it up regularly & you'll feel better everyday.
20. Rent a funny video & have a good laugh. Old comedies always do it for me.
21. Move your furniture & ornaments around, change rooms, paint walls. It's true, a change is as good as a holiday.
22. Give yourself something to look forward to. Book a holiday, a night out, a massage.
23. Invite friends over for dinner. Get everyone to dress up, & decorate the room & the table. Greet everyone with cocktails or Champagne, & have music playing. Spend time thinking about & planning the menu, enjoy the shopping & cooking. People can't help but respond positively when you've gone to a lot of effort for them. The night will be good fun. & don't get stressed over cleaning the house beforehand - no-one will even notice.
24. Smile. Smiling is contagious try it & see.
25. Make someone else's day happier. It may sound a bit corny, but why not? Start by suppressing the urge to blast your horn at the slow driver ahead. Or you could make a positive move by volunteering your time for a charity.

There u go, all 24+1 of them, thanks to jeremy. It's actually from readers digest. I think i read b4. It's really some good advice.

"You Miss 100% Of The Shots You Don't Take." - Wayne Gretsky,NHL player.

This quote is so freaking true. If you don't do it, you get nothing. I encounter this situation a lot of times in life, even now. I have a chance to do something but i don't cause i'm afraid and embarrased. Eugene told me that we have to take risks to achieve something. And if you don't, you'll have nothing. Don't go waiting on for money to fall, or love to come, or good grades to score. We have to start taking chances and risks to do that something we have been given an opportunity to do.

Until then..

wierd' ol noelic

I did this survey this morning. So It was based on my thoughts in the morning.lol

write a blog with six weird facts/things/habits about yourself.

1. I pick my nose then eat the mucus. lol
2. I always have a bad hair day. Better still, Bad Hair All Year Long.
3. I don't like going out to clubs and party with people i don't know. I rather sit a home and enjoy a good book or play games.
4. I'm too big that it's hard to find a shoe size or a shirt that will look good on me.
5. I'll pick up my guitar or an air guitar, and imagine i'm a rock star, with a huge crowd infront of me. Sing out loud.
6. I often talk to myself.Self expression.lol

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grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Combination of those names that fitted the clue that Josephine had given her.

stretch your arm out as far as you can.
That feels good. I just woke up.

what is the last thing you watched on tv?
Some mandarin program.

without looking, guess what time is it
11.45am

now look at the clock. what is the actual time?
12.04Pm. I've lost track of time. Been waking up late.

with the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My fan, and the headache in my head that goes bamp bamp bamp.

when did you last step outside? what were you doing?
Yesterday, went out with my friends.

before you started this survey, what did you look at?
wordpress, jeremy's blog.

what are you wearing now?
a black pants and a shin chan t-shirt Which says bi shen or must win.

did you dream last night?
I don't think so.

when did you last laugh?
While watching Rob-B-Hood. Laughed all the way.

what is on the walls of the room you are in?
Nothing, mum won't let me stick anything.

seen anything weird lately?
Umm, i don't think so.

what is the last film you saw?
Rob-B-Hood.

if you become a multi-millionaire overnight, what will you buy?
Hmm, before i start buying anything, i'll divide my fortunes into section.
1.My education
2.My Future
3.Mom and Dad
4.Sis
5.Donation
6.My tech Gadgets

I'll probably go get myself a Mac Pro to start with.

tell me something about you i don't know
i sometimes think like a girl.

if you could change one thing in the world, regardless of guilt of politics, what would you do?
Racism. Definitely. I would eliminate all thoughts of racism in the world, maybe with a brain-frying machine.haha.

do you like to dance?
No. I never dance. I look stupid while dancing.

george bush:
i remember the flash game that i used to play about george bush and osama.It's like trying to hit each other or sumthing.

imagine your first child is a girl. what would you call her?
Elizabeth. I find it very nice,

imagine your first child is a boy. what would you call him?
Christopher. After me. *my generation*

would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes ! I have. Someday.

i tag....everyone !

zero-sum game

I've been tag again by Jeremy, i'll post it later. Haha

I'm an ass for the moment. I wonder how an ass does his thing, i mean, what are the characteristics of an ass. Being jerkishly sarcastic is an ass is it ? Or having ass is considered an ass. LoL

I decided to pursue on a part-time gaming career. Gonna train for Fifa 07 and enter the WCG 07 !It's gonna be a dream come true. Now i have to get used to the ass-kicking and getting pawned by other online players. My first online game, my first lost is to Alex or better known as acc / accelerator7. Bayern Munich 3-1 Manchester United. He's organizing the LYN League (LYN is Low yat.Net i think). Playing in the LYN league gets you ranked for the WCG Games !

Went to Gurney today with the gang. Dad hestitated when i told him i was driving there.

He said " Better Drive Carefully, Remember That Unser Last Year?" Once i hear of the unser, i totally understood. LoL. I had an encounter with this Toyota Unser last year. Apparently i was driving too fast into the corner and this Unser was too near beside me and i went past it and BOOM, my car hit the unser's side mirror. That guy was from Alor Star and he had a family. To make things worst, it was a new car. Rm300 fly away. Dad was real disappointed then. Since that day, i never really dared to drive that fast anymore. Still, i seriously enjoy driving, i still go fast but i definitely learnt my lesson.

So, back to gurney. All of us there are KL tarcians which includes me, Way Shoon, Wei Hun, Kok Chyuan, Wallace, Jimmy, Cher-Ru and Hui Ping. Hehe. Went watch Rob-B-Hood. This show is seriously funny. I just kept laughing and laughing. I did not expect it to be this funny cause when i look at the combination of actors which consist of jackie chan ?? and Louis Koo ? Uhh, Jackie Chan has never acted in a comedy for years! Those thought were erased just in the first 5 minutes. The baby is so cute, except when he cries, annoyingly, THX cinema ! The wails are everywhere, unbearable. There is also a cameo appearence by Nicholas Tse and Daniel Wu acting as gayish Van drivers. Lol. I recommend this movie to all comedy and action fans.

It's been like four months since i went Gurney, kinda miss that place also. Used to be our hangout. Went Daytona with Shoon, Hun, Wallace and Kok Chyuan. I lost, of course. Twice. *Malu*. I'm not a frequent arcade goer. If i do, i'll shoot hoops. The super shot machine i think. That's the only thing i enjoy. Wierd. I've noticed that the arcade is also a hangout for people who works in there. I see people in suits and uniform, playing King Of Fighters. A rare sight. Haha.

I met Lay Theng today. I was actually anxious about it. When i see her, god, a rush of blood to the head. I tried to be calm and act normal, like a friend, chit chat a lil. I'm no smooth operator, i'm no eugene the guru. I'm just a typical guy who loses his sanity upon seeing the girl he likes. My mind goes blank, my knees weaken. One thing, seeing her just sends that anxiety away. I see the funny side of her today. Maybe cause of her hair. Haha. When she walks away, i just wanna follow. LoL. My mind tells me "Stay Where You Are!". I admit i do like her a lot, a lot but this is just a complex situation. Or is not ? I don't know. It's hard. I don't know how i got into this also. Or maybe it's just me. *wonders again*

Went gurney drive makan. I enjoy hawker food to the max ! Penang foood rocks and i'm proud of it! *sings penang state anthem*. Wait, do i even remember ? No.

yawn, no fifa players online. Bored, i'm darn tired, gonna hit the sack. Until Then.

One more week before second sem starts.

I have no initiative. I do things naively. Maybe that's why i always fail.

Ways to start your Monday

Mondays, usually people call it moody monday, where work starts and school resumes. While i'm having sem break. LoL. This is how i start my day on a Monday.

• Wake up at 12
• Watch football highlights of last night's matches
• Get fucked up for nothing (i was seriously restless and i don't know why, my mind is blank !)
• Watch MTV and V channel.
• Start your day with The Killers - When You Were Young. This song just has that energy to kick away the blues.
• Camp in front of my laptop, to find our limewire is not working.
• Waiting for someone to call me and say "I'm coming to fetch you", where i don't care cause i have no car.
• Play games
• Go back to sleep later.

I woke up with this uptight uneasyness in me. I feel so fucking fustrated. Funny thing is, my mind is blank and i'm watching man utd - newcastle ?? I need to go football. or someone give me a electric guitar, i need to let it out. It's like just air in a seal up bottle. Practically nothing but needs to come out.

I think i'm turning into a psychopath, i'm reaching that part of me which have no conscience. I'm a wolf in a sheeps clothing ! Psychopaths often do an excellent job of convincing people they do feel empathy and remorse. It's only with time that the sheen rubs off, then i'll start hunting each and everyone of you down, shed your skin and grill you alive. *Evil Laugh*. Beware. Someone lock me up !

Yawn, why are all my entries so fucking emo.

Song of the day
Teddy Geiger - These Walls

up, up and away

geek

I consider myself a geek, tech geek, though i may not have the latest gadgets, i stick to the computer and the internet every moment, even my career path leads to it.

But i realize one thing, it's slowly eating up my life. I'm such a geek that i would go for online dates, i would communicate with people online, everything is online ! Please someone wake me up from this nightmare, pull me away from my computer !

There is seriously more than just the communication through the internet, what about human touch ? Lingual communication ? feelings ? I'm losing all of that since i got myself stuck with the World Wide Web ! I don't often go out with friends except through a genius creation called instant messaging. I've been relying on the internet so much that i'm so lazy right now. I think it really has a big impact on my life. Positively and negatively.

Someone seriously have to wake me up, or i'll die with the net too.

So much about being a geek..

Was browsing blogs yesterday, and i stumbled into Chris's Abnormally Abnormal Critiques . A blog worth checking it out. He is just so funny. lol

It's been a week of hanging out with friends. I wonder what next week has in store for me. Looking foward !

Eugene is a Guru. haha

until then..