It's the time of the semester again and i can't study so i'm doing this post cause Jeremy tag me and i don't know how to do my calculus so i'm here...

Part 1: On the Outside

Name : Noel Tan
Date of Birth : 9 April 1988
Current Status : Taken
Eye Colour : Black, i think.
Hair Colour : Black Brown, after effects of chlorine.
Righty or Lefty : Righty
Zodiac Sign : Aries

Part 2: On the Inside

Your Heritage : Chinese = Hokkien + Teo Chew.
Your Fear : Losing someone i love.
Your Weakness : Thinking too much which causes major confidence breakdown .
Your Perfect Pizza : Chicken chunks, seafood, chicken pepperoni with bbq sauce and loads of cheeeeeeeeeeese

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up : What time is it ? Why am i having a headache.
Your bedtime : These few days i'm sleeping after 3 a.m.
Your most missed memory : The time when i have nothing to worry about.

Part 4: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke : Coke
McDees or Burger King : Mcd.
Single or Group Dates : Depends.
Adidas or Nike : Nike.
Lipton Tea or Nestea : I seldom drink tea, but usually if i do it would be Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla.
Cappucino or Coffee : Cappucino. Frapucchino would be better. lol

Part 5: Do You...

Smoke : A minute. Never liked it.
Curse : Umm, every single time, in hokkien and english. LoL

Part 6: In the Past Month

Drank alcohol : Yeap, at the condo balcony, playing poker and playing truth or dare.
Gone to the mall : Yup, christmas shopping.
Been on stage : Nahh, not presenting on stage, working on stage maybe.
Eaten sushi : I love sushi! but i haven't eaten it in a long time.
Dyed your hair : No, i want to but i just don't feel like.

Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game : Nope. I'm too afraid to strip. Fats all over.
Changed who you were to fit in : Sometimes, but i prefer being myself.

Part 8 : Marrriage

Age you're hoping to be married : 25. If i'm able to support my family.

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl Best

Eye colour : As long as it's a human eye.
Hair colour : Black. Jet black.
Short or long hair : Long hair. Girls look hot with long hair.

Part 10: What Were You Doing?

1 minute ago : Thinking of buying Inside United cause Wallace going to KLCC
1 hour ago : Playing a IQ quiz.
4 1/2 hours ago : Trying to work on calculus.
1 month ago : Celebrated Christmas and New Year in KL.
1 year ago : Where would i be heading for college.

Part 11: Finish The Sentence

I love : Manchester United! And My dear Lay Theng.
I feel : Tired
I hate : backstabbers, show offs, people with big ego.
I hide : everything.
I miss : my family.
I need : my dear. I miss her dearly.

Part 12: Tag 5 People

1) 1
2) 2
3) 3
4) 4
5) 5

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cheers

Thoughts : Wise Or Dangerous ?

Exam is around the corner *runs around*

I'm so lazy to study even though i'm studying, it's just so depressing to study business and programming together.

This semester my goal is to achieve a 3.5 in GPA. I doubt.

My subjects : Economics, Principles in Information System, Programming, Calculus and Algebra, English and Bahasa Malaysia.

Two more weeks to go and i'm banking on lots of vitamins to keep me awake so i can finish like 30 chapters of economics, PIS, calculus and algebra and programming.

I've been thinking too much lately. At times my confidence is so low that anything would just happen. I hate it when i start to wonder and wonder.
I know it's because i'm afraid of making the same mistakes and losing someone again. I'm feeling insecure, because i don't wanna lose her..it's all inside my head.
I'm afraid that the little wierd things i do, or maybe a something i done wrong accidentally, will spoil everything. I try very hard not to disappoint her, cause i don't want to.
By feeling this way, i'm just turning into what i was last time, i'm making the same mistake, of thinking too much.
By trying not to do wrong, i tried too hard.
We are not perfect, but i'm trying to be, i want everything to be right for her. It made me paranoid.
The mind is a weapon, dangerously wise. It can help you, or it can destroy you.

But her words held me, stopped my mind from wondering, telling me everything is alright. A vortex brought all my wandering thoughts back into one piece. I love her, she loves me. I felt her warmth, the comfort. That's all that matters.

My mind is a super massive black hole. She tames it with one stroke. Amazing eh ?

As radiance demanded a new dedication.

Here goes, err, jie, hi, in this new year, i hope that everything will go well for you, and we will have much more to talk about. And..it's not depressing. *LoL*

I'm gonna study hard.. but action speaks louder than words. I will not procrastinate anymore. It's one of my new year resolutions.

Alright i'm gone..to bed.