thoughts

I've thought about god, where is god? is he real? Why do we believe in him ?

Surrender it to god, if nothing goes your way, he will lead the way, but has it ever occured to us that, god is merely a word, just like an excuse

"Aiya, god knows la"
"Let god decide"

Common, what we have now in life, is in our own hands, money doesn't come from above, we handle our own lifes, we have to work to get what we want.

And we say, god loves us, and will protect us from all evil.

But why is there still pain, hatred, evil? Evil is still lurking, we have all kinds of cases everyday, people that sin, deaths, war,terrible things happen in this world, starvation,sickness,if god was almighty, why didn't he stop all this from happening ?

whenever i face a problem, people always tell me, surrender to god and see how it goes, some times i believed more in the supernatural than god. It's surreal. When we surrender to god, doesn't it means that we give up ?

I know i'm not really a religious kinda person, i do believe in god, but for the past few years, i lose faith, i feel the real world is where we are living in. We have to fight to stay on top, no more the idealist world.

and then, i came upon this book,

to an individual:

If you had children, you would love him/her, you would do everything you can to protect them from danger, to prevent pain in his life. But would you let him ride a skateboard ? ride a bike? and when they grow up, would you let them drive a car, or maybe go to clubs ? Of course as a parent you would hestitate, but let them go and also advice them and telling them to be careful.

So as a parent, you would just give your child some basic, good advices and let them run along and make ther own mistakes ? You wouldn't expect to be around them all the time and catch them everyime they fall. And if this child made a mistake, maybe he fell from his skateboard, he would learned to be more careful right ?

So what we see, is god have the power to intefere and prevent mankind's pain, but choose to show his love by letting man learn our own lessons. Cause pain is part of growing up, and thats how we learn. Thats how we get through. We fall, and we pick ourselves up. God is always there to guide us. It's only whether we realize it or not.

I still believe god is looking, watching our every move.

fictions do make a point.

sometimes i miss you, but then i fall hard