shattered...

Not really shattered but yea, almost.

I tried playing football today, but i can't run, i tried, i only could hop around and walk and maybe a light jog. It's just so fucked up to see myself like that, when others could move their leg swiftly. It's been a month since i hurt my leg, to be precise, my left knee. It hasn't heal yet. I could walk without problems, but when i start running, my knee just could not take it.


Cisse Breaking A Leg

It's sad and frustrating to not be able to do what you like, now i know how it feels like to be semi-disabled. Though it already feels like i'm disabled. I'm lucky not to have the condition worsen, come to think of it, the doctor said it was just a pull at the ligament, i haven't see any specialist though.

Anyhow, attended a few lectures. Umm, all lectures actually, because attendance are now taken which is actually the result of last semester's poor attendance. That wasn't as bad as our classes are some how reshuffle which resulted in me moving up from group 5 to 4. But poor poor Jeremy went up to group 2. What totally pissed me off is i'm unable to change it. According to the head of school, it's the administration orders. I say shit.

I'm taking 5 subjects this semester which includes

Data Communication,
Probability and Statistics,
Database,
Analysis and Design of Information System
and Introduction to Object Oriented Programming.

I'm learning Java this semester. *Yay!* Which reminds me, i haven't touched C++ since semester 2. Another thing, i have 3 program supervisor and a senior lecturer teaching me. It's definitely a good thing, but they are strict like hell, they are like the jackals or the elite squad or S.W.A.T, May i live through this semester.

According to theng, i'm girly flower flower, or emo these few days. Proof ? I've been repeating Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie and 4 In The Morning by Gwen Stefani over and over again, check my msn and you will see.

That's not me ! I listen to Fall Out Boy, Bullet For My Valentine, My Chemical Romance, Sugarcult, The Fray, Incubus! Not girly girly songs! At this moment, Theng is gonna say i patronize female singers. I have nothing against them, hell, i have nothing against Mika either. I just don't really enjoy the PoP genre anymore. Or maybe i do but i'm just in denial. *hums to grace kelly*

And yea, i'm fat.

Someone Poke Me!

I've been eating and eating and sleeping because my of my injured leg. That makes me fat like a tortoise shell or Hurley from lost. =/

Speaking bout series.

NO MORE HEROES !!! HOW COULD THEY !?? I mean, do it quick, don't make us wait, we wanna see what happens after the explosion and i don't want Nathan to die nor DL or Parkman. Sad. SUPERNATURAL ALSO FINISH ! LOST HAVE TO WAIT DON'T KNOW HOW MANY FREAKING MONTHS BEFORE SEASON 4 COMES OUT. Damn you producers, as you make money and make us suffer.

Moody, but alright.

I'm stopping here.

Until then.