I'm still not over you.

I never denied nor hide it. Inside of me, i'm a mac. But i hunger for raw power, i need more that just a mac to conquer the world. So i had to include PC in my evil legion.

I have always love all things mac, such as the Ipods, the macbooks, and of course, the one and only, iPhone.

Some call it the jesus phone, some say it's part of steve job's plan to rule the world by creating this magnificent device.

I know that some of you may not agree with me, you might say that there are better phones out there that at least supported Copy and Paste !? Come on, it's touch screen, has bluetooth and it wasn't meant for Bluetooth PAN ? What were you thinking over at Cupertino!? The Omnia,HTC Touch or the Blackberry Storm would be better?

However, the iPhone has manage to out shined the other phones with it's slick UI and all sorts of little candies in it's OS. The feeling of touching an iPhone is just uncomparable. By just fiddling around with the Ipod Touch shows the response when you scroll it with your fingers, it's the awesome interface, the animation of the windows fading in and out. It's the applications, the things you are able to do on that phone.

I just could not take my eyes of it when i first saw the iPhone online. I just caught the bug and it's still in me today. I have never looked at any other phones when the iPhone arrived. No more visits to mobile88 to check on reviews on new SE or Nokia phones. I have my Samsung X700 with me until the day i get this phone. You might call me crazy, but i just had to let this out. Even the T-Mobile G1 will not replace your majestic crown even though i was tempted by Android.

Screw you apple, for letting this out of it's cage. I'm trapped in it's core and i'm unable to escape. I don't care about anything other than you iPhone, when would you come to me, you know that my love for you is real. I never loved anything so much until you came. I need to touch you, i need to slide my fingers on that smooth screen of yours and unlock you. I can't take it anymore !!!!! You had me at iPod + phone.

This is a confession of an iPhonenut. Might as well admit me into a psychoward.

Well, that was pleasant. Assignments are pilling up like the moutains. Is it me or are college students trained to do last minute work. I think it's just me.

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The switch

I've done it, at the same time being a mean jerk to Microsoft, i've switched from XP to Vista. I was actually working on triple booting with XP, Vista and Ubuntu. Ubuntu and XP was a success but Vista and XP had problems due to partitioning i think, it keeps giving me ridiculous error. After deep thoughts, well, only for a minute or two, i decided to wipe of dear XP who had served me for the past 6 years. You have been a great companion, from crashing when i'm playing games, treating me with the occational blue screen of death, and also freeze up when i'm on an adult site.

GoodBye XP

I salute Windows XP.

In the mean time, i'm enjoying Vista very much. Firstly, security is beefed up. And for all the times i've been saying Vista sucks, initially it does, you gotta use it for yourself to comment whether it's good or bad. I find it awesome, it looks great, works great, functionable, easily configured, maybe not for all people, definitely worth the upgrade.

Not forgetting Ubuntu, awesome effects, i just love the effects, from the desktop cube to the animation. Very good for torrenting, as i'm using it to now. On deluge, as deluge is developed based on Linux. It boots fast and it's best for surfin web and doing online work. Thus, my PC has two identities now, day it's vista and by midnight, it's ubuntu. For torrenting. Haha.

Before all that, i've upgraded my PC by adding a additional 320GB Hard Drive, which enables me to dual boot. And i also fixed in my Tracer Ballistix which just came back from RMA not long ago. I had to clean up the fans and rearrange the cable. It's been a while since i've clean it up.

Inner Workings Of My Desktop

Taking it out.

Lights Up!

Just Love The Way it Lights Up!

My PC.

And now, my PC has bling bling in it ! It's rep restored. Lol.
It's not a beast but it serves me well.

Processor : Core 2 Duo E6750 2.66ghz @ 3.2ghz
Ram : Crucial Tracer Ballistix 2GB, Patriot 2GB
GPU : XFX Geforce 8600GTS
HDD : 2 X Seagate Barracuda 320GB
Mobo : Gigabyte P35c - DS3R
Cooler : CoolViva for GPU, Artic Cooling Freezer Pro 7 for CPU.
PSU : Enermax FMA 460W
Casing : Raidmax Smilodon
Monitor : Samsung 19inch LCD

Whole unit cost me around RM3500, 1 year ago, now, sadly, price gone down so fast. I could have get a quad core and running a 9800GTX right now.

So recently, results came out. Was quite satisfied actually. But i only took advance paper, others had to take Advance and Bachelor which is a total of 12 papers. I only took 6.

AACS4024	DIGITAL MULTIMEDIA	A
AACS4134	INTERNET PROGRAMMING	B+
AACS4254	NETWORK COMMUNICATIONS	A-
AACS4264	OBJECT-ORIENTED ANALYSIS AND DESIGN	A-
AELE3783	ENGLISH FOR MANAGEMENT (SCIENCE)	A-
AHLA4313	MUSIC APPRECIATION	B+

I left Jazz blank for 25marks. I am so lucky to get a B+ in music. Lol.

Talking about music, there's a band i would like to introduce to the world, if not know already. It's our own local group Hujan. I've grown to love their songs, first single heard from them was Aku Scandal, very unique and fresh. They have been here for quite a while. Just like the likes of Meet Uncle Hussien and Estranged.

From their MySpace
Formed in early 2006, this wave-worthy band consists of Noh on vocals and 2nd guitar, Dimas on bass, A.G on 1st guitar and Acer on drums. Influenced by a diverse range of bands which include the likes of The Strokes, Butterfingers, and even Pot Amir Radiostaq, Hujan prefers to classify their music as alternative rock and has no qualms about delivering their material in Malay. Living and breathing the element they take their name after, their music alternates between the light, heavy and the torrential storm a reflection of the many stories, moods and agendas embedded in their songs. They sing about everything from love, God, family and to the happenings of the world.

I love the single pagi yang gelap. They are coming out with a new album soon. For more info, please visit their myspace site. http://www.myspace.com/kugiranhujan. They are definitely buzzworthy, one of my favourite local bands!

It's late now, been kinda busy, having replacement classes as Lecturer took leave for two weeks, makes us far far behind, and taking up all our time. Sadness.

Well, a picture to end this entry.

Taken With Canon A580, outside my place.

The sky's a magical place.

until then.

Delayed File Write

Currently am experiencing Delayed File Write on my PC as i transfer files into my HDD. It's so annoying everytime i try to copy something, it just won't work.

And there seems to be no solution for it. - __ -

1 1/2 hour more to Manchester United Champion League game against Aalborg BK.

All prepared for the game !

Glory Glory！

Syok nyer

Sekarang, aku kat rumah ku di penang due to Semester break tetapi hanya untuk dua minggu sahaja. Sudah lepas satu minggu dah, saya telah membuat banyak activity yang syok dan syok.

That's why i got a C in BM for SPM. Never been good with bahasa.

Firstly, i'm back home in Penang. Took me quite a while to update this blog. I'm always having bloggers blocks, i sit in front of the computer, but nothing goes into my head.

Secondly, my semester break ends next week, which kinda sucks. Oh i hate advance diploma. It's so hectic and stressful. Consider myself lucky to not take the external paper, or maybe not, cause Advance Diploma paper so effing hard. Much more harder that the external one. My grades for the semester won't be satisfying.

Thirdly, i've went on a apartment stay with theng and her friends. We went makan makan around penang, went kek lok si, queensbay, and then we went to the beach, dinner at gurney drive, kena patuk by pasembur seller, two plates of pasembur rm32. Played blackjack, won rm2, next day went mamak. had roti bakar, bought tambun biscuits, went home. That practically sums up everything huh. Pictures later!

Currently into a book called Seven Deadly Wonders. It's quite a good book, by Matthew Reilly. Recommended for those who like indiana jones or the da vinci code. It's a mixture of both. The story is about the golden capstone which once sat ontop of the Great Pyramid. It's was said in history that after the Great Pyramid was build, non was ever build later, why did it stop there? What happened to the seven wonders of the ancient world? where they destroyed, or preserved in underground liars build by Imhotep V and IV, the most brilliant engineers and also booby trap inventors. Halfway through the book only. Worth reading.

So, to all you couch potatoes, or me, they are back !! Here are the list of my favourite shows.

Recurring Series
1. Heroes S3
2. Greys Anatomy S5
3. Prison Break S3
4. How I Met Your Mother S4
5. Two And A Half Men S6
6. Supernatural S4
7. Gossip Girl S2

New
1. The Mentalist
2. Fringe *Nice
3. Worst Week
4. Gary Unmarried

These are the few i noted. So much to watch, so little time.

Guess i'll update later, will be back with more stuffs. Suddenly a lot to cakap. Lol

My world this month.

Excuses, that's what the human race are best at.

I've been busy, rushing assignment datelines. After it comes another bunch of datelines. This time, something's different. I feel that, i'm really lacking behind, as i used to be able to solve a programming practical question in like 10 minutes or so. But now, i'm just well, blanked. I haven't been practicing, that's because again, i've been hit by the laziness bug.

Other than that, last week was my convocation. Had lots of fun there. Mum and dad were here to see me receive my empty scroll holder. Took a lot of pictures, which i look terribly ugly in all of them. Stupid mortar board and my stupid expression. I'm so not photogenic. -_-

Dad, Me and Mum

From the right: Me, Marcus, Ju Jing and Ryan

Chia Hau and I
Foursome doing my trademark expression.

From right: Wen Jie, Me and David

Me and Baby

Hats Away ! For Now..

This week has been a terrible week for me. My aunt passed away due to food poisoning, which is due to irresponsible doctors. I can't believe these people dare to call themselves doctors. They have no fucking idea on how precious a life is. Go knock some sense to yourselves. My aunt went in with a normal diarrhea and she just left unexpectedly. I just can't believe it.

Another thing was my football tournament. Well, i suck in field football and i'm ok ok in futsal but honestly, i still suck. Well anyway, we were in the final, which we drew, i did nothing, just ran around and around. Was out of my breathe even we just play for 30 minutes. So, we went into penalties. My team missed 3 penalties and it was up to me as the other team were level with us. Guess what? I missed the fucking penalty. I fucking missed the penalty. Tomato tomato, just the same. I just wasn't thinking, wasn't analyzing, wasn't planning which side, i was too nervous and i just took it. Sigh. Well, we got silver. I wasn't very happy with myself. Dissapointing.

P/s:
Today, i've come to think about it.

Am i a good boyfriend? What does it take to be a good boyfriend? Does he have to be romantic all the time? Does he have to shower here with words of love and gifts and all the sweet sweet stuffs? What does it take? I'm not sure myself.

P/S p/s
Yes marcus, i would definitely prefer if you were here in F4, AIA 1, ISE. LOL.
But all the best in US man.

P/S p/S p/s
It seems that maxis ARE in talks with apple to bring in te IPHONE. I would be the first in line, definitely. Check it out here ! http://iphone3gformalaysia.com/
Please sign the petition if you want the iPhone here in Malaysia !

My world this week/ few weeks

Have been taking long breaks from blogging. It's either i have to many things to do or i just couldn't be bothered. It's been a busy week, i can see all the work piling up. My days are like classes, discussions and assignments. Though i still have time to play games. It's already week 4 of the first semester of my advance diploma year. As i'm in advance diploma, there are so many new faces. Since two of my friends which i usually hang out with are furthering their studies overseas, it's like i have to start over again, getting to know new people. I have realize that i'm kind of a "like-to-isolate-myself" kinda person. I did not even notice that until my girlfriend said she was told that i always sit alone in class. Well, not really sitting alone, but i just like to sit by myself. Maybe that's giving people the impression that i'm stuck up and quiet. Bullshit, i can be as noisy and as annoying as a clown. Other than campus life, everything is as usual, i'm not exercising means my tummy is growing. Petrol price has gone up, cost me RM80 for one full tank, i'm driving at 5KM/H just to go the extra mile.

All this petrol hike issue is causing unsatisfaction among the country. There are protest all around, asking the government to give back their subsidies, which i do not really agree. Idiots i might say. From my opinion, these people are stopping the country from improving or shall i say, upgrading. I would say both the people and the government have their wrong. Firstly, while there are thousands of family out there earning not more than RM1000 a month, it's a burden for them to have the subsidies taken away now. While those who barely survived now have to work even harder to cope with it. With this standard of living, where is the government? Mp's are living in big houses, driving Porches and Ferarri's, while the people ride on their EX-5, bracing the sun and the rain, trying to earn money to survive daily. Ridiculous i might say. Where does all the money go? A question that still remains unsolved.

I myself am trying my best to control my spending. I have been tempted so many times, oh yes i have. Here is the list of the various temptations.

1. Extra Hard Disk
2. Mp3 Player
3. Clothes/Shopping
4. Adidas Shower Gel and Cologne
5. Wireless Keyboard, mouse and game pad.
6. Quad Core
7. iPhone
8. iPod
9. Digital Camera
10. Sneakers

Out of the ten items, i don't think there is one i really need. Except for clothes and the Adidas stuff. Laugh out loud.

Well, guess i shall shove all the money i have left from my daily expenses into the bank.

Having role play presentation tomorrow. Gonna sleep.

xoxo
gossip geek.

*watching gossip girl d. lol*

DOUBLE DOUBLE DOUBLE !!!!

Yesterday was a historical night for Manchester United as we lift the

UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE CUP

after nine years. Thanks to a missed penalty by John Terry and a save by Van Der Sar, we successfully lifted up the trophy.

Glory Glory Manchester United !

What's new this week

I've been trying to finish up a book i bought. Have two books and only am halfway through one. It's called The Alexandria Link by Steve Berry.

An extract from the book

The Library of Alexandria was the most important collection of ancient knowledge ever assembled. The building stood for six hundred years and contained more than half a million manuscripts. Then suddenly it vanished. No trace of this literary treasure has ever been unearthed.

Fifteen hundred years after the library's disappearance, Cotton Malone finds himself at the heart of the mystery. His son is kidnapped, and his bookshop is attacked-all because he's the only man alive who knows the whereabouts of the Alexandria Link, the key to locating the missing library. Purposely hidden away for more than a millennium, a forgotten truth lies within that lost cache of knowledge - one that, if revealed, will have grave consequences not only for Malone but for the balance of world power.

I just love reading books that has mystery, adventure, treasure hunting, the hidden secrets and myths. I thought after Harry Potter, no book can ever give me the thrill and joy *Yes, i'm a potter maniac*. I was just exaggerating. I kinda like how Steve Berry writes the story, the way he puts the action in words that makes your imagination run wild.

I have another book, which is called the Seven Deadly Wonders. I always have been fascinated by the ancient seven wonders which is

* Great Pyramid of Giza
* Hanging Gardens of Babylon
* Statue of Zeus at Olympia
* Temple of Artemis at Ephesus
* Mausoleum of Maussollos at Halicarnassus
* Colossus of Rhodes
* Lighthouse of Alexandria

I was always curious on how they were built, the history behind it, it's all so interesting. Especially the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. I don't really understand why they call it the Handing Gardens, it always has been a mystery to me, even after countless illustrations by artist. The Statue of Zeus on the other hand is a magnificent wonder. I have always been interested in greek mythology. Zeus, Poseidon, Apollo are all great gods. Plus watching Hercules since young and believing almost every bit of it just makes me want to know more.

But now, the world has came out with the New Seven Wonders which are

Great Wall of China
Petra
Christ the Redeemer (statue)
Machu Picchu
Chichen Itza
Taj Mahal
Great Pyramid

These are the wonders where you can still see with you eyes unlike the ancient wonders. They are all really fascinating and i hope one day, i will be able to visit all of them. I wanna be like Indiana Jones!

Until then, i shall stick to reading my book.

Last but not least, i will share with you guys the song that has been playing in my mind for the past few days.

Will-i-am - Heartbreaker

Cheers.

Awkwardness

Sometimes, i wonder how people with big social ties manage their social life. Especially friends. I find myself at times getting very attached to friends, no i don't mean clingy, i tend to care to much. How they think about me, how they treat me, how i treat them, when they are in need of help, i would lend a hand.


For me, it always comes to a point where i start to be afraid to care, because, i care to much at times that it inserts a gap between the friendship. I used to be very sensitive, like even normal friends i would treat them like family, and them i would try to insert my evil thoughts in to them, controlling them to become mindless zombies that would be only MY friend.

Yes, i was like that, well, not the insert evil thoughts part but i would tend to get jealous at times, especially people close to me get closer with other people, especially people i know, i felt betrayed, somehow like, you took away my friend, while you are my friend, you friend snatcher !

I felt that way before, and i could not control myself, it was like i had too much of soya milk. Makes me feel all girly. But it hurts so much, when you know you gone too far, and from that moment onwards, the friendship we shared will never be the same again.

If i said i've changed now, i believe i have. I've become not so involved in other people's life, i tend to not ask too much, because you lead your own life though at times i'm still a little nosy. Thus, i have a lot of hi-bye friends too.

My friend, i have always wanted to be included in your circle but now, i'm outside your circle, observing you and your friends in the circle, only to be invited in when asked. It's awkward, to feel this way, when we used to be close before, sharing everything with each other.

We live a different life now, our own to manage, though i'm glad we still talk and have a lil time to spare for each other.

If i would have a chance to turn back time, i would. It was better in the past.

or is this just because we've outgrown each other.

Cheers, my friend.

The Final Showdown

May 11 2008, it all ends.

The Barclays Premier League is closing to the final stages and the competition is as fierce as ever with Manchester United and Chelsea tied in first place but Manchester United leading with a big goal difference.

Chelsea fades away~

Tomorrow Manchester United will be up against Wigan and Chelsea against Bolton. They will be played at the same time which is 11pm Malaysian time. Tomorrow, all players will be on top of their game for the final battle, all fans will be the 12th player for their respective teams to cheer them on.

I'm so excited.

Not this year Chelsea, Not this year!

Wigan's boss, Steve Bruce vows that his team will give 100% against United tomorrow but he also asked Chelsea to forget about the title.

I'm so so excited.

Revenge.

Two weeks later, Manchester United will again face Chelsea for the ultimate final showdown for the UEFA Champions League cup in Moscow! Speculations say that since Russia is home to Roman Abromovich which is Chelsea's owner, they will certainly win the cup.

I doubt that.

On that day, i will be in my red jersey, cheering hard for my team, watch out Chelsea.

Glory glory Manchester United !

Up And Posting..Again

It's been a long time since i last blogged. As some may experience this wierd after effect of blogging call boredome-ness. Well, for me, i seem to be not the only one suffering from that virus as you can easily see, there are thousands of blogs out there left unattended to after a while ! So i guess you can say that it's normal.

It was actually a friend of mine who "beg" me to update my blog again *just kidding*. I shall be kind to reveal her identity - She's joe-lene from joe-lene.blogspot.com. Well, technically we've known each other for years now since our parents know each other and etc etc. She's in Aussie now and she's been complaining about the lack of nutrition (as in Char Kuay Teow, Asam Laksa, Hokkien Mee etc etc) to her daily diet. So i'm here to show her how much she is missing back here in Penang although it seems like she's really enjoying there without needing any nutrition at all.

But today i only have this.

Porridge with tuna and mushrooms and crabsticks.

How did i ended up in that is because i've been sick for the past few days. I had FluVerSoreThroatPhlegmHeadache. You get the point. So no Char Kuay Teow or Hokkien Mee or Curry Mee for this week, just plain non solid food and lots of water. It's only been one and a half week since i came back to Penang for semester break and i'm already down with all kinds of sickness due to food consumed in the first week back here and the following week i had to suffered. It wasn't worth it clearly as i only have two more weeks before Advance Diploma starts.

And yea, i've graduated from Diploma. The last semester was quite a hectic one in terms of workload though we do not have final exams *buahahahaha* because we were busy creating a system for our final mini project. I only had two subjects which is the mini project and English for Science. Sounds easy eh? Sounds but not quite.

Moving on, my mom has returned from Europe. She has been travelling around Europe since April and has been to 8 countries including Rome, Switzerland, Austria, Czech Republic, Holland, Germany, Belgium and France. It wasn't like staying in 5 star hotels and eating meals in restaurant. She went backpacking for short. It was kinda tough having to travel on your own, well she went with 6 others, and having one meals per day or cook as it was expensive to eat out. It cost RM60 for a meal of mcdonalds.

Don't sue me, but i just can't afford to have a RM60 meal !

Well, it's like that because when the almighty Ringgit Malaysia is convert to Euros, it turns to small atoms.

Mom even went to Amsterdam. Most of you should know what's in Amsterdam when drugs and prostitution are legal in Holland *smiles wickedly*. It's the well known Red Light District !

Image from travelblog

If you've watched Euro Trip, then you'd be familiar with it. Mom was there actually, looking around, she said the town was dirty and she didn't like it because of the activities there. I could not agree more *drools*.

Mom brought back some souvenirs though. In my heart i was shouting and screaming "IPhone ! IPhone !" . I wasn't expecting one but surprises are known to come right? She didn't get me an IPhone *sobs* but she got me this -

Swiss Knife with my name on it.

A Victorinox swiss knife! It's a portable killing machine and the best part is, it has my name on it so when i perform my work, they will know my name !! I sound like a serial killer. Every man has his secrets, hmm. I've been wanting a swiss knife for ages now because it's so cool and it's very useful during travelling and hiking etc.

My Cool List
Stuffs from Sony, Apple, Intel, NVidia, Microsoft, Creative, Nikon, Canon.

I'm a gadget freak.

Anyway, that's not the only thing she came back with. She brought stuffs from disneyland, the peeing boy from Brussels.

This peeing boy.

It's real name is called mannekan pis and it's the most famous fountain in Brussels. It actually has a history behind it. For more info check out wikipedia. Mom brought back miniatures mannekan pis. She even brought back pasta.

An ordinary pack of pasta from Rome,i think.

Nothing special eh? Well, take another look at it.

Find the hidden mickey!

It's hilarious when i first saw it. It was unique. Now guys and girls can have it and not be shy about it !

La grande pasta.

Still unsure about it? Yes ! It is the male reproductive organ. *-____-*

1.58PM

Can't sleep, i have dreams, of becoming a well known person, able to support my family, able to drive nice cars, able to migrate out of here, long term dreams. Short term dreams? Usually realistic ones, as reality keeps hitting me on my back. Well. Dreams..

One Fine Day

Geek From Mars has been off for quite a while. The geek got lazy and decided to put off this blog for a while but now, he just can not cope with reality so he's back here.

Reality sucks. I've been alright for the past few weeks. It's now the end of 5th week into the 6th semester of my diploma year. How faster can time flow. I've been as lazy as ever. Out of touch as always. I am having this really I'm-Lazy-And-I-Don't-Want-To-Study feeling. College is as suffering as days pass. It's no more like a college, it's freaking back to secondary school where you have like so much work to do, attendance to lecture is compulsory, classes at 8 in the morning, i know i'm whining about necessary stuffs that i'm suppose to do. Imagine how worse would it be when i'm working.

I'm getting distracted easily, feeling pressure by the environment, i think my mentality is playing tricks on me, at home, in college, i just feel i can not fit in, there's like so much flaw in everyone, i'm judging i know. I'm flawed, very, i've been very sensitive to people's judgment and views lately. Sometimes i just get left behind. I'm already out here, living without my family, of course i need friends, but sometimes it hurts so much when friends you know and trust abandon you.

I've learnt to cope with that, just put aside the anger and frustration and smile. Get emo a little, but, just be patient.

The future, it's so near, in just a few more months, i would be graduating from diploma, continue my studies somewhere, or no where ? I've got fairly good grades for last semester, all A's, but accumulate only 3.66 for my CGPA. That's actually out of my expectation, i did not expect myself to perform that well, and here comes the part, where i have to continue striving this semester for good grades so that i can have scholarship for my next level of studies. The pressure is piling up and at times i just want to give up, i'm tired, i don't know why, there's no more a goal, to motivate me. I know there is, but i don't see it, i just don't.

What is the purpose of my life, i don't want to go in to this, but people do ask themselves this question, when they are lost, and don't know what to do.

Other than that, everythings cool. As i said a few months ago i'm assembling a new PC, here it is! No picts because connection sucky..Damn it.

With this baby, i'm just hooked to it all day and night. I just finish playing bioshock. Next would be Hellgate:London. And i have a new addiction, i used to swear that i would never play that game ever, but since WTF modes, ap modes and now ar modes, i'm officially into DOTA. Damn it, it's just so fun. Nothing more to say.

And i sold of my Ipod, getting myself a PSP Slim & Lite. Ice Silver. Will post picts when i get it. No body seems to like silver, don't know why, maybe it's because silver is dull kut.

AS i'm typing, the connection for some reason is so freaking slow. Geram nyer.

Guess i'll continue tomorrow, this would be my first post since last semester break.

signing out.

N*****KuKu

WHOA..One month plus i didn't blog...Currently having finals..not free to blog..or i'm just lazy..LoL...no updates until then..Boo Hoo

Am building a new PC ! YeePee..

Lucky Number 8

It's been 8 months since that day, and things just went off like fireworks.

One blink of an eye, another month passed.

Am i old or what?

Well, it's a roller coaster ride. I sometimes do think if i'm on the right train.

But i guess every train is the right one with you.

=)

Love You Dear.

No time la..I know i seldom update.. lol

Been busy with assignments, tutorials and Student Welfare Committee stuffs. Even though i had time for FIFA07 but i've just got myself updated with the blog-o-sphere today. And i found people(s) bombarded my chatterbox saying that they do read. Anyway, i would present you guys the medal of honour bla bla bla....

But i really appreciate the people that do read my blog. It's just so nice of you guys.

To Chris - I find your blog really interesting. I like the things you talk about and of course, i happened to find out you are a Manchester United Fan, right ? That's why i linked you. LoL.

Things wasn't going really well, assignments are starting to pile up, i've been in a strings of bad lucks. Maths is as sucky as ever, and I've seen people in a way i've never see before.

I've been a busybody, which everybody at times are. But it's not to do that on the road because it's dangerous. Like me. I was driving out of my college into the main road. As i was waiting for the car in front to exit the junction, there was an accident on the other lane, so i looked, as the girl was sobbing while talking on the phone, and a man was shouting something, and then i heard *bam*. I looked in front, it was me. Oh damn not again. My front bumper hit the rear bumper of an accord. To make things worst, she's a lecturer from my college. Luckily it was nothing, i fixed it back for her, and she say she'll call me if anything happens. End of story. NOT.



I didn't notice the damage on my car. Cost me RM80..

I've grown, as in the belly part. I've also become darker. Because of swimming. I've been "assisting" my sir, teach year one students how to swim. LoL. I'm still not fully fit as a result of the injury i had three months ago. I'm still recovering, eating lots of pills. I miss playing football, where i can use my knees without worrying.

I've watch transformers and harry potter !!

Transformers - F&!@##^&* AWESOME !! It was so cool that i nearly choked on my popcorn.

Transformers is so damn cool is freaking awesome is the best movie i watched this year compared to all the sucky movies that i've watch omg i just love the show full stop

Harry Potter - When the movie reached the two hour marked. The story is only half of the book.

I find harry potter's visual effects kinda good, but the story is all short cutted, which makes it kinda boring for people who read the book. I'm just not impressed. Still, i've pre-ordered the 7th book which is due out this 21st and i really can't wait for it. The books are even boxed up to prevent stolen copies or something according to the papers today.

And According to the papers today, and yesterday, well, yesterday, a porsche 911 Targa 4 was stolen from a showroom in autocity juru, penang, and too bad for the guy, the car ran out of fuel, so he had to ditch it. The police recovered it and stupidly had to refuel it to drive it back to the station for evidence. Today's news paper, the porsche was stolen again, this time from the station. I just laughed and laughed. There's really nothing i can say actually.

It's been a different generation since then, i'm not being racist or what, look at the state of out National football team, what can we say, we had high hopes, but we fell. There was an incident at my place, where this guy kicked a car of a friend of mine, a bunch of them where there, and when ask to settle, he took out a knife and threated my friend, which almost resulted into a fight, and a bunch of other people on motorbikes who happened to pass by straight stopped and threw their helmet at my friends. For no f***ing reason. Pathetic. What has our nation become, as we marched towards our vision, devastation and reformation ? Maybe that's what we really need.

Today's is the 19th of July, 6 more days, It would be 8 months. =). Times really passes fast.


I'll just stop here. Until then..

I'm still surviving..

After one year of studying in TAR college, i'm still surviving.

One year ago, it wasn't planned for me to enter TAR College. I was suppose to do Graphic Design in MMU Cyberjaya. I applied and i waited. It didn't came. Dad ask me to look for a backup. With my pathetic SPM results (only 2as). Where could i go?

Luckily i had enough credits. So i decided to look up TAR College. I read about the courses and this course attracted me. I use to hear TAR College is well know for their business courses, not the IT courses. I decided to give a shot at Information Systems Engineering. I downloaded the application form online and submitted it.

And now, here i am. MMU gave me IT in Melaka campus. So i decided to come here instead. Since it offer the course i opt for in TARC.

One year ago.

First semester, i was trying to fit it. I was trying to not be the odd one out, i used to sit alone in lectures, put on my ear phones, and just look at the lecturer lecturing. And then, i had problems. I don't know how badly it effects me emotionally but i know it did. First semester was a bitter pill to swallow. But i carried on, pulling myself together. The subjects where interesting, at least i'm interested to learn. I did think about, what if i'm not interested, what if i study halfway then i give up ? Then came exam, First Semester, GPA 3.3333.

And then came second semester. There seem to be a light shone at me. I know i was not lost anymore. I've made friends, i've done well, i'm adapting. And something happened, that turned my world upside down, from wrong to right, from pain to happiness. It's a great feeling. Semester 2 was a great one. A few blinks and then came exam again. This time i felt i worked quite hard, but not hard enough. Result ? GPA 3.68

Semester 3. I thought it was gonna be easy. With subjects like Web Page Design, which is my favourite, and Tamadun Islam, still not loving it. I don't know if i've done enough, but two subjects would be easy to achieve. It's a 50/50 way, either you win or you lose, because there's only two subs.

And on today, i collected my exam result slip, open it up, and i saw the letters A and a GPA 4.0.

I know it's nothing to some of you smart people out there. But this is the first time i got a 4 Flat. I'm very happy about it. I was lucky too i guess. Even it's a small achievement, but it will be an inspiration to work harder. It definitely boost my confidence a little higher.

I can sense further obstacles are waiting for me.

It's gonna be a busy week. I've a meeting to attend. Swimming lessons to attend. I'm a student assistant, which means i earn money as i teach swimming. Yay extra income ! Booths to attend to, also another extra income, take care of the paper booth where they distribute papers to students who subscribed. At times i get really exhausted because of the long sessions in college. It's really tiring, but i can't complain. Although i love to rot at home.

but i think i'm getting lazy soon. LoL

I'm curious to know who drops by here. Please leave a message in my tag box so that i'd know. Just curious. =). I know usually i blog to myself. I know a few people that sometimes drop by. but i don't update really that often. I know one persons who always comes here. ;)

I've been thinking of changing the design of my blog.

How is this for a start ?



Until then..

The Shark..

Yes, I'm known to my lil cousins as the Shark. because of my head. Other than that, i'm also known as egg head.

Anyhow, i was back in Penang for my uncle's wedding, and it was great. Well, the food was great, make me gain a few pounds more. I've been not exercising because of my leg and i'm here eating my heart out. LoL

My trusty Samsung Phone with 1.3Mp Cam, Uncle's wedding car.

Funny thing is, i brought my camera and it's charger back, but on the wedding day, i turned on the camera to find, i didn't bring back the memory card. How delightful, i got scolded by my dad for being so careless.

That would be my uncle and his wife, me, my sis (in black) and my cousin sis.

Well weddings are weddings, but this would be the first time i attended a mass for a wedding in church. Never done that before. The traditional chinese ceremony was followed too. My uncle would be my grandma last child to get married. She has 6 children, including my mum.

Beauty and the Shark.

As i've cut my hair, Theng was actually scared, to see this change in me, she was scared i turn into a "lala". She prefer me with my hair long and shaped like a coconut head. Most importantly, she's afraid i'll look "lala". LoL.

The Lala (top) and the not so Lala (bottom)

Back to college on monday morning, this would be the first time, i'm attending all lectures, and i'm doing all my tutorial. I'm just very happy at myself. I am hoping to continue doing this till the end of semester. Even though i hate the long hours of classes. and the long breaks in between. Plus SWC( Student Welfare Committee ) meetings till late evenings. I've never been so busy before. I hate going to lectures actually, but since now they are taking attendance. *sigh*

Lazying around. SWC commitees.

Of course i still have time for leisure. I'm actually not a very good planner, i do make bad time management once in a while. Like when i always wake up just in time for class, and i'm always at least 5 minutes late. I just love to sleep.

Just updates on life these days.

Up down left and right, but my leg hasn't heal yet.

Until then...

This is so uncool.....

One thing i hate about my appearance is my hair. It's because i don't have a clue on how to cut my hair. When it's long, i just tell the hair stylist to trim and cut short. There are a few times which i had bad hair cuts.


Last year in Genting. Click 5 style, according to Kok Chyan

I always complain that i don't know how to style my hair. I don't really like to use wax or gel, because when my hair itches, i hate it.


You can see i don't usually style my hair

All these years i look the same, even theng always say my hair is always like this. When i cut my hair, mum will ask, you got cut your hair meh ?


It's hard to do anything when my hair is long..and my nose is crooked !!

Anyway, i'm back in Penang now for my Uncle's wedding. In the meantime, i decided to get a hair cut. I was planning to just trim it, but i end up looking like this.

Ohh wait, wrong picture. I wished i look like him.

I decided to try something different, like, take a risk, try it, something that will make me look fresh. Through the hair cut, i couldn't really see myself because i had my glasses off. That's what i hate about getting a hair cut, not able to see yourself is just plain wrong. You won't know when something goes wrong. Well, i told the hair stylist to cut like this anyway, and well, it turned out quite like what i expected, but seriously, i don't know whether it's nice or not.

And i will reveal it here...

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Web Cam

This will be the first time i cut it this way. I even had three stipes on the side, just for fun.

My grandmother ask me in hokkien "Lu ka ha mi tao mo??"

Another bad hair style. When will i get it right ??????

*sigh*

How To Save A Life..

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

I wished The Fray would come to Malaysia....*prays hard*

shattered...

Not really shattered but yea, almost.

I tried playing football today, but i can't run, i tried, i only could hop around and walk and maybe a light jog. It's just so fucked up to see myself like that, when others could move their leg swiftly. It's been a month since i hurt my leg, to be precise, my left knee. It hasn't heal yet. I could walk without problems, but when i start running, my knee just could not take it.


Cisse Breaking A Leg

It's sad and frustrating to not be able to do what you like, now i know how it feels like to be semi-disabled. Though it already feels like i'm disabled. I'm lucky not to have the condition worsen, come to think of it, the doctor said it was just a pull at the ligament, i haven't see any specialist though.

Anyhow, attended a few lectures. Umm, all lectures actually, because attendance are now taken which is actually the result of last semester's poor attendance. That wasn't as bad as our classes are some how reshuffle which resulted in me moving up from group 5 to 4. But poor poor Jeremy went up to group 2. What totally pissed me off is i'm unable to change it. According to the head of school, it's the administration orders. I say shit.

I'm taking 5 subjects this semester which includes

Data Communication,
Probability and Statistics,
Database,
Analysis and Design of Information System
and Introduction to Object Oriented Programming.

I'm learning Java this semester. *Yay!* Which reminds me, i haven't touched C++ since semester 2. Another thing, i have 3 program supervisor and a senior lecturer teaching me. It's definitely a good thing, but they are strict like hell, they are like the jackals or the elite squad or S.W.A.T, May i live through this semester.

According to theng, i'm girly flower flower, or emo these few days. Proof ? I've been repeating Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie and 4 In The Morning by Gwen Stefani over and over again, check my msn and you will see.

That's not me ! I listen to Fall Out Boy, Bullet For My Valentine, My Chemical Romance, Sugarcult, The Fray, Incubus! Not girly girly songs! At this moment, Theng is gonna say i patronize female singers. I have nothing against them, hell, i have nothing against Mika either. I just don't really enjoy the PoP genre anymore. Or maybe i do but i'm just in denial. *hums to grace kelly*

And yea, i'm fat.

Someone Poke Me!

I've been eating and eating and sleeping because my of my injured leg. That makes me fat like a tortoise shell or Hurley from lost. =/

Speaking bout series.

NO MORE HEROES !!! HOW COULD THEY !?? I mean, do it quick, don't make us wait, we wanna see what happens after the explosion and i don't want Nathan to die nor DL or Parkman. Sad. SUPERNATURAL ALSO FINISH ! LOST HAVE TO WAIT DON'T KNOW HOW MANY FREAKING MONTHS BEFORE SEASON 4 COMES OUT. Damn you producers, as you make money and make us suffer.

Moody, but alright.

I'm stopping here.

Until then.

Makes Me Wonder..

I've been back to KL since last week, 14 of May. Been going to College almost everyday for setting up and rehearsal of Mass Call. It's been a tiring week and tomorrow would be the real day. Time actually pass quite fast, on the other hand i was complaining that time is passing too slow because i miss theng a lot. Come to think of it, it's quite fast also.

So, Manchester United failed to secure the FA cup after a 1-0 lost to Chelsea in extra time. I don't have anything to say. After putting high hopes on Manchester United, they bound to lose. While when you don't concentrate on them, they will win with a brace of goals. People say it's because of the game itself is already polluted by bookies and bets.

Paused.

And Here i am, after two weeks, continuing this post.

I've been busy. Mass Call was a great experience. It's fun and i really enjoy it except for the part where we had to stand for a very long time.

Tomorrow would be the first day of my second year or fourth semester. Kinda fast actually.

Me and Theng had been together for 6 months already. and she made me this..



A Card with mind blowing words *=P* and cookies shaped like Noel. Well, plus load more of cookies which left me craving for more. Yum Yummy. Love ya baby. =)

Time flies, when i look at the freshies that attended mass call, they remind me of myself when i first step into college one year ago. Everything was new and different. Can't believe it's been a year. Sometimes i still wonder if i took the right course, how would my future be.

I still haven't watch Pirates Of The Caribbean. Heard it's good, much better than Spidey3. Headed to Times Square with Theng on sat to watch but it was SOLD OUT, THE WHOLE DAY. Because of Wu Chun, a chinese actor or something which i have no interest in. Times Square was flooded.

My leg isn't healed yet, i wonder when i can play football again.

Anyway, guess i'll stop here.

Until then..

Another Day..

First things first.

All Hail The Newly Crowned Premiership Champions !!

Manchester United!!

Yes, Manchester United takes the crown with an 7 point lead over Chelsea with two games left, which makes it impossible to catch up anymore.

Back to reality, i'm bored to hell, i can't play football because my knee still hurt which is because--

Once upon a time, i was playing futsal, as i was imagining myself being Zidane, i turned and my knee did not follow, and it went crack.

It haven't recover fully yet till now. Sigh.

The remake of the omen is boring. I nearly slept through it. Well, i slept and continue the next morning. Which also does not surprise me.

Discovered Secondhand Serenade on TRL, all acoustic songs. Damn nice. The single is called vulnerable. They sound a little like Dashboard Confessional. Emo kind. And most of their songs have a phrase - "I was born to tell you that i love you". That's kinda cheesy. LoL

Talking bout Dashboard Confessional, i love their new single, stolen. It's playing in my head. Well, Grace Kelly by Mika is also running around in my head, for some reason. -_-

Is there anything that will make you not feel like listening to music at all ? because music is like life, but there are times that you won't feel like listening to music at all. I wonder

I'm just gonna think about what to do. =)

until then..

Long Long One.

It’s been quite a while since I had a proper entry in this blog. But since when do I blog properly. I find this place as messy as my table, well, at least they have labels on them. I don’t find a lot of footprints in here, nor do I blog for an audience. Honestly, I did thought of being like Kenny Sia and all. Guess that’s just not me. As when I blog, they are just words. It will definitely hurt your eyes.

Anyhow, I just came back from KL for the semester break, back home to Penang, after a refreshing third semester of my Two Year, 6 Semester Diploma Course. It’s great to be back, of course home is the best place in the world. The down side? Only for one week. I have to be back by May the 14^th, because of my involvement in the orientation week for the 2007 Tar College May Intake or Freshies. That’s what they called us when we were here a year ago.

Come to think of it, one week isn’t that bad. It seems that when I come back to Penang, I am usually stuck at home. For some reasons, I don’t seem to have friends to hang out with. Well, the people I usually hang out with here sleep next door back in KL. So, I practically need to see some fresh but familiar faces. It’s either me, wait, I shall rephrase that. It’s me that’s being the lazy ass for not catching up with my friends. Maybe it’s because we’ve moved away to a new environment, meeting new people, that we don’t really have the time to catch up, or the friendship isn’t there, and we lose contact. Sigh. But still, thanks for the memories.

Though I guess catching up won’t be a problem now because I’d be heading to a reunion dinner for the class of 2005 in Penang.

Everytime I come back here, my dog has to give me a headache. The first two semester, she ran away and got herself another dog stuck to her. And she also bit my slippers. Twice. This semester, I wasn’t expecting anything because I thought she would be good for once. And then it happen, she chew on my sneaks. My adidas white sneaks which I seldom wear because it was too precious. I want to shout and scream and but sadly, she chewed already. What can I say, as much as I want to scream my head off.

I was studying my ass off, well, that would be just a metaphor, but I did tried to study my ass off for this two papers, Web Page design and Tamadun Islam dan Asia. As much as I love Hiro Nakamura, I do like history, just the interesting ones. Well, most of them are because of it’s in BM. It seriously does bores the hell out of me. So MTV had to be so kind, because it’s my birthday month, they decided to award me with four tickets to watch Good Charlotte Live. I love you for that.

It was on a Saturday and I went to Bukit Jalil Stadium straight away after my Exam with Theng, Wallace and Shoon. The concert was great, it was good, no, it was fantastic! Although we did have some complications that includes moving around in a crowd that have no interest in listening to the music. That just might have spoilt the mood.

Moving on, here are some personal reflection moments. Coming back here just makes me feel, how to you put it, responsible. As I had been living on my own, where every decision I make is my own damn problem and I will have to deal with it if it goes wrong. I feel that, I am going to be taking care of my family when I am able to support myself, get a job and all. Because my parents are getting older, still working to support the family, to support my education. And business just isn’t looking good. I have a cute and adorable sister, who is somehow a rebel, whom keep things to herself. She’s a good girl, but I’m afraid she’s mixing with the wrong group of friends, too much exposure. I just feel more responsible as I’m the eldest in the family. That it is part of what I should do. I hope that’s a good thing. Just the process of growing up. I guess I’ve really changed a lot from who I am last time. Though I may still be an idiot.

Feelings, feelings and more feelings. Sad, happy, angry, emotional, it’s part of life. This is the part where I should be thankful of what I have but I’ll just skip that.

Been watching Grey’s Anatomy, It’s really a great show. Top on my list, together with Scrubs, Heroes, Lost and Of course, Supernatural. That’s what I do now, lie down and watch series, like a pig. Sadly, no wonder Theng calls me a donkey, and also a pig.

I’ve been up and I’ve been down, I’ve even lost control of myself for the past two months, for a minute i find myself like a total failure. Someone said that you make your own decision, you shape your future, you decide your life. I guess that person is partly right and also wrong, because we won’t know what will happen in the future. I think god is testing us, so that we can make the right decision, and if we fall, we pick ourselves up and take it as an experience.

I think that will be the effect of watching too much Grey’s Anatomy, I am narrating my own life. Like Meredith or in Scrubs, like J.D.

Ok, enough crapping. I’m late, gotta fetch my sis from School.

Try to update soon.

Until then.

Happy Birthday to me !

Yea, thats about it. Thanks to those who remembered.

Sad though. Not many remember.

Well, as long as this few people remember,

1. Sis *will tell dad and mum*
2. Baby
3. Housemates

or i'd be miserable.

I'm 19 ! Yay ! or should i go, yay......

I'd be looking forward to the year. =)

Support Local Events !!!

Dates

April 4-Chester Bennington From Linkin Park @KLCC Tower Records
April 7- Hitz.FM 10th Birthday Bash
April 8-Kanye West "Touch The Sky" Tour
April 9-Day i get my exam result
April 21-Good Charlotte Live in KL !!!

I'll be attending the birthday bash to support my favourite radio station! I've been listening to Hitz.fm for a very long time now i'm turning 19 and they are turning 10 ! WooTs

I'm gonna skip Kanye West, sadly.. Cause i'm going for Good Charlotte !!! Love their new album, Good Morning Revival.

Well i'm only into two songs from the album right now, Misery and The River.

I'm hoping Relient K would drop by, but it would be impossible. I don't see a Relient K fan base in Malaysia. Sadly.

Relient K is one hell of a band, though music critics consider them poppy instead of punk. They are actually a christian band. *I couldn't believe either*. Well anyway, they just released Five Score And Seven Years Ago. Different people have different taste.

Another Album to be expect would be Linkin Park's Minutes To Midnight. I've already heard what i've done , the first single on YouTube. I think it's only the demo. I don't want to be disappointed. I'm heading over to KLCC to catch Chester though. Wonder what is he doing here anyway.

Life's great. Well, there are a lot of happenings, which somehow i couldn't avoid, or maybe caused by me myself. But everything just slowly patch into one piece at the end, and i just am so grateful.

Until then..

down

i'm at the lowest point, emotionally.

My New Pet - Mikhail Blaxon

Real Name: Mikhail Blaxon

Age: Unknown

Occupation: Voice in the Night

Personality: Mikhail was an aspiring singer whose dream was to become the idol of millions through a popular reality show. However, the judges deemed him unworthy, saying that he was "untalented", "horrible" and "utter crap". In a fit of rage he attacked them with a microphone, getting himself electrocuted in the process. Although his body died, his voice lived on to torment his detractors with awful renditions of that Titanic song and a veritable "Best Of" list of teenage boy band hits.

Likes: Singing (badly), haunting showers, elevators and audition halls

Dislikes: Reality TV show judges, reality TV show winners, SMS

Tagline: “You’re here, there’s nothing I fear…”


That's the Diablo Spectrum SE Skin i got for My Nano. =)

Things been really busy and will get busier. I'm indecisive. Should i or shouldn't. It's a big sacrifice. Can i ? My time, my semester break. Is this my moment ? Maybe not so serious. Well elaborate later.

Until Then

Life is a highway

I love driving, fast. I love long stretches of highway. But i hate traffic jams, especially the ones on Federal Highway. It totally sucks. When i'm not in the mood, i just feel like driving around, alone, in silence, while during normal times, i like to drive fast, alone too. When fetching my friends or family, i drive safely. I tend to sometimes drive dangerously, but, i love speed. Still, i dare not push the limit.

I think it applies in my style of managing my life. I love to go fast, but i dare not go too fast. I'm dare not take the risk. I'm like to take a safe route, i need an assurance to go fast. Sometimes, this tends to stop me from doing the things that i want. Come to think of it, sometimes it's a good thing also. At least i think twice about the cause and effects and the people i will affect.

I'm almost 19 and the world just open wide. To a different perspective on everything.

Will things work out the way you want it to ? Will something you put your heart in it be a disappointment ? This is all part of what we have to go through in life, ups and downs, thick and thins.

Anyhow, i still love to drive fast.

A Post To My Dear Friend

You know what, i had enough. I had been patience with you, took every word you said, swallowed them and not complaining, i've given in to you, your fucking attitude, even though i did complain but i've never not treat you as a friend. I've done my best to make everyone happy, but i know i can't. For all those shit you have given me, for all these years, priceless.

Thanks For Everything.

Tired

Few more days, i'd be leaving home, few more days, i'd be getting my result, few more days, i'd be bored to death.

Haven't been anywhere out. Tomorrow heading to penang to meet Jennifer from Ipoh, then head to Auto City at night to meet Eugene and Wern Chien. It's been a while since i've contacted them.

A part of me is eager to head back but another wants to stay back. Maybe i need to be a little more independent. I've always been a mama's boy, i'd obey everything my parents say, well except for the fact that study comes first and girlfriend later. But i do take my studies seriously, i know how to manage my time. Maybe sometimes i will get carried away but i still know how to get back on track.

I'm gonna be 19 this year. By next year, i can be considered as an adult already, 20 years on earth. I don't have a list of what i must do before i reach 30. I need to make one. LoL.

Life's been great, sometimes, i'm still stuck in my teenage years, still being a kid, attitude also like a kid. Do things make decision also like a kid. I need to leave that behind, and start being an adult, i'm not small anymore. I know that. It's just being a kid is much more easier than having to know that you have a lot of responsibilities.

I think i watch too much of Ah Wong. But he also know how to think what.

Well, i hope that, this year, i may be more mature.

Oh yea, i wanna lose weight, any diet plan suggestion ?

Until then

It's hard...

Baby it's hard, but we gotta stay strong.
Baby it's tough, but we gotta keep going on.

I know how it feels, but think of the bright side.

Theng's feeling homesick, she's leaving for KL tomorrow.

I just got back from Auto City not long ago, was in Bed with Radiance, Shoon , Hun and a bunch of friends, mostly seniors.

Bed is a place, not a bed.

Update later, sleepy.

i know baby, three's the number for the month. =)

OMFG!
I take back everything i said !

Umm, i shall not take back what i said. Day's just fine. It is fine, it's utter mostly great, it's fantastic, but it seems like i have PMS.

LOOK, i'm a guy.

What the fuck is PMS messing around with me ? KennySia states that PMS also means Poor Man Suffering.

I hate mood swings, at first you are in good mood, and then Poof, you just get so emo that you want everyone beside you to disappear.

Worst is when you are with your love ones, and they have to eat it up to just be patient with you.

Lagi worst if it ends up in an argument.

Fish Fingers.

Deja Vu

Sometimes, i just hate myself, for ruining the moment, for being a overly sensitive jerk, for being a moron, for being a not considerate person, for being everything single fucking thing that i'm not.

and i can't stop it.

Bored

bored

b.o.r.e.d

BORED

BoReD

boooorrrreeeedddd
bored

b.o.r.e.d

BORED

BoReD

boooorrrreeeeddddbored

b.o.r.e.d
BORED

BoReDboooorrrreeeeddddbored

b.o.r.e.d

BORED

BoReDboooorrrreeeedddd

Supermassive Steamboats

It's the first day of chinese new year.

Woke up at 9, mass was at 10.30am. As usual, i didn't prepare what to wear on the first day. Ended up unpacking everything i have. Finally settled myself in a white tee, jeans and white sneaks. The usual me. Went to church and then followed on to my grandfather's place, which is my dad's side of the family.

The best part is still about getting ang pows. It was a merry sight. Except for my aunt, she doesn't look that cheerful. It's the first time we are celebrating New Year without my uncle. He passed last year. Life goes on.

Had steamboat for lunch, again. Chatted a while and i was called to the table by my relatives. We started gambling. It's actually my first time gambling during new year. Dad used to object me gambling. Shooed me away when i got near the table. *lol*.

Went home after a while and took a rest. Went to my grandma's place at night for dinner, which is my mom's side of the family. Steamboat again. Couldn't take more. It's a more quiet atmosphere at my grandma's place. We usually just eat and talk and watch TV cause it's quite a small family.

New Year = Ang Pow + Steamboat x Weight Gain + family get together.

Now that's fun.

The almost all of my new year. Nothing much to do after the first day. Having steamboat *AGAIN* at home tomorrow. Visiting on Wednesday. Tuesday a free day. It's quite a quiet new year this year.

Darn tired, going to sleep soon. Dear's at her grandma's place. Busy cannot message her.

Until then.

The Adventures Of Luke Mcflurrywalker - Part 1

Long time ago, in a far far away mcgalaxy,

there was a person named Darth-O-Fish,ruler of all Universe,

He build McStar as his planet and base to defend against the people against him.
The prophecy says, a young padawan, by the name of Luke Mcflurrywalker,

Will rise into a full fledge desert and stop Darth-O-Fish once and for all!

As the people waited for the prophecy, things got worse,

Darth-O-Fish wasn't too happy about it and he vowed that if Luke Mcflurrywalker

ever stopped him, he will be dead before the oreos can are melted in his vanilla body......

Chapter 1

The Born Of A Jedonald

He wanders around aimlessly in the woods, filthy and hungry, he didn't know where he came from, he didn't know who he was. As he walked, he saw somthing flew pass him. " What Was That !? ", he said. Slowly, he was surrounded in the fog, he couldn't see anything anywhere, and here it comes, a small creature, walked towards him. "Yofries, i am. Luke Mcflurrywalker, you are. You would come to me, prophecy says. Been waiting, i am.",the creature said. "Luke Mcflurrywalker ?? What ?? Does that sound like the name of a person ??",Luke said. "Person, you are not. Young Jedonald, you are. Your Master, I am. To my place, Follow me. "Yofries said. Luke wonders about the new identity he just found out about himself. He decided to listen to the creature because he could feel the force around him. Furthermore, Luke thought Yofries was cute.

Back at Yofries place, Luke can't help but to gasp in awe. Yofries live in a big mansion just right beside the woods. " How could i not see this place ?", Luke said after wandering so long in the woods. " Camouflauge, it is, from strangers, only for Jedonald's like you. Come, teach you i must, train you i will.",Yofries replied. So Luke followed Yofries and trained under him on how to use his Jedonald's power. After endless days and nights of training. Luke and Yofries were having tea in his study room. " Improved, you have. Something for you, I give.",Yofries said. He pulled out a stick, which looks like a lolipop. "What's That ???.",Luke asked. "Lightoreosaber it is, specially for you.". Luke was amazed. He hit a button and out came a ray of light, with oreos surrounding it. "Thanks Master !",Luke said. But Yofries just laid there, motionless. "Master?? Master??MASTER !!, ARE YOU ALRIGHT ?".Yofries had been struck by Luke's lightoreosaber, but he didn't know. He vowed to revenge against the person who killed his master. Anyway, he inherited his master's mansion, and found out he had a room full of playmates.

Still, he couldn't endure the pain. Luke decided to take off from the place, he wanted to find who killed his master, and set off in a journey to Planet McChickeooe.

At a place far far away. Darth-O-Fish is aware, that a young jedonald is heading his way, to destroy him. He has been thinking about the prophecy. Wonder who is this young jedonald, and what he possess. Darth-O-Fish wasn't worried, he decided to go for a spa before thinking again.

End of chapter One

Some Definitions...

Ah Beng And Ah Lian
from wikipedia

Ah Beng is a term commonly given to a member of a group of young Chinese men in Southeast Asia, particularly Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese men, whose age ranging from their early teens to late 20s, usually centralise in the busier and more developed cities in the region, but are usually seen as originating from smaller or more rural towns. Ah bengs typically speak local slang, which is Hokkien or Cantonese mixed with English and Malay, such as Manglish or Singlish. They are often stereotypically portrayed to be anti-intellectual, superficial and materialistic and shallow. These values often lead to a lack of culture or indulgence in criminal activity or being involved in brawling or affray out of disagreement with other people. Ah bengs are also sometimes associated with extensively-modified or zhng-ed cars, and are stereotypically seen as being excessively flashy and show-offs.
The term 'Ah Beng' is also sometimes used to describe young Chinese men in Southeast Asia who cannot speak fluent English and/or have graduated from the secular Chinese education system of the region.


Ah Lian is a pejorative term commonly given to a certain group of young Chinese girls in Southeast Asia, especially Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese girls, whose age ranging from their adolescent years to late 20s, usually centralised in the busier and more developed cities in the region. They are regarded as bimbos, and are stereotyped as anti-intellectual, superficial, materialistic, and shallow. Ah Lians are commonly stereotyped as having hair dyed in gaudy and bright colours, and attired in fashion mimicking hip-hop culture, although how much of this is true is debatable. Since their male counterpart is the Ah Beng, Ah Lians are also thought of as being excessively flashy and show-offs.
The Ah Lian "culture" is especially prevalent in the secular Chinese educational system schools, typified by their frequent use of vulgarities and appearance in cliques (joined by their male counter parts Ah Bengs).
Ah Lians commonly speak in a kind of hybrid mix of Singlish or Manglish and Chinese, or Chinese-related dialects. It is also common for the grammar from these dialects to cross over English usage, creating English phrases with Chinese grammar.

That same ol' question..

Love, is a mystery, it can't be explained, though scientifically the feeling is caused by a chemical release by the brain.

If you were to ask a person why do you love your girlfriend/boyfriend, there will always be this line - love is blind, love cannot be explain, it's unpredictable.

True.

If you were to love that person so much that you miss them day and night, everything is just not right when they are not around, something seems amiss when you're alone. Is it true that you really love that person ? Or just the presence of someone beside you.

Love is a two way communication. If one breaks down, the other will follow. But how is it that you think you really understand your partner? Do they open up to you ? Or do they just say nothing.

Isn't understanding about knowing that person deep inside, how they feel about something. We are not super humans, it's hard to know everything about a person. It takes time.

I want a simple love, but i have been making it complicated.

Today, i know, what i really want, after so much thought.

I'm glad, i have faith, i trust, i'm positive.

Anyway, being completely sane after being insane, i'm back on track.

It took me a while to find myself. I was stuck with this crap for quite a while, a case of "the haunting" from the past, instead, i turned into the past.

Today's a Thursday ! And that means ? Nothing.

I'm so bloody bored. I think i can just choke myself and not die.

I shall continue playing Pokemon Emerald, until then...

Happy Valentine's Day

I'm back home for the semester break. Left KL at about 2 in the morning, reached home at about 6 plus. My dog ran away again, just lke last semester break, but this time managed to catch her before some sick dog got close to her.

It's Good to be home, finally i could just take a break from everything. No more assignments, exams, nothing, for three bloody weeks. Sounds short, but when you tell working people, they will go " Wow, students very lucky eh, break for so long." I agree though, i'm starting to get bored already. Nest week is Chinese New Year, where i'll be waiting for my ang pows. I shall show up at everybody's door step, beware.

Yesterday was me and theng's valentines day. We went out for a movie, watched Epic Movie, as stupid as it is, it's entertaining. Epic, as the movie says. Not quite a movie to watch on Valentine's huh. We went to the beach at night, watched the clouds, there were no freaking stars! I expected to see more stars here than in KL, instead i was greeted with clouds. Still, we just walked by the beach, enjoy the breeze. She made me a photo frame, a picture of us together from our trip to Genting during Xmas last year. Time flies when i'm with my baby. I just wished time could slow down a little bit. Good things comes too slow, goes too fast. Bad things comes in a blink of an eye, but goes away too slow.

Does anyone think i should see a doctor ? cause i have a sickness call thinking-too-much.

Well, until then, Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

soundaholic

Just a quick post, i'm part lazy to blog and i'm having exams now. Two more papers to go, programming and calculus, both my worst nightmare. One more week to penang. I'm going back home ! Back home to my family, to my baby, to my dear !

Oh ? who's my baby ? She's my new car !

Dear don't be jealous, i still do love you. *grins*