What's new this week

I've been trying to finish up a book i bought. Have two books and only am halfway through one. It's called The Alexandria Link by Steve Berry.

An extract from the book

The Library of Alexandria was the most important collection of ancient knowledge ever assembled. The building stood for six hundred years and contained more than half a million manuscripts. Then suddenly it vanished. No trace of this literary treasure has ever been unearthed.

Fifteen hundred years after the library's disappearance, Cotton Malone finds himself at the heart of the mystery. His son is kidnapped, and his bookshop is attacked-all because he's the only man alive who knows the whereabouts of the Alexandria Link, the key to locating the missing library. Purposely hidden away for more than a millennium, a forgotten truth lies within that lost cache of knowledge - one that, if revealed, will have grave consequences not only for Malone but for the balance of world power.

I just love reading books that has mystery, adventure, treasure hunting, the hidden secrets and myths. I thought after Harry Potter, no book can ever give me the thrill and joy *Yes, i'm a potter maniac*. I was just exaggerating. I kinda like how Steve Berry writes the story, the way he puts the action in words that makes your imagination run wild.

I have another book, which is called the Seven Deadly Wonders. I always have been fascinated by the ancient seven wonders which is

* Great Pyramid of Giza
* Hanging Gardens of Babylon
* Statue of Zeus at Olympia
* Temple of Artemis at Ephesus
* Mausoleum of Maussollos at Halicarnassus
* Colossus of Rhodes
* Lighthouse of Alexandria

I was always curious on how they were built, the history behind it, it's all so interesting. Especially the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. I don't really understand why they call it the Handing Gardens, it always has been a mystery to me, even after countless illustrations by artist. The Statue of Zeus on the other hand is a magnificent wonder. I have always been interested in greek mythology. Zeus, Poseidon, Apollo are all great gods. Plus watching Hercules since young and believing almost every bit of it just makes me want to know more.

But now, the world has came out with the New Seven Wonders which are

Great Wall of China
Petra
Christ the Redeemer (statue)
Machu Picchu
Chichen Itza
Taj Mahal
Great Pyramid

These are the wonders where you can still see with you eyes unlike the ancient wonders. They are all really fascinating and i hope one day, i will be able to visit all of them. I wanna be like Indiana Jones!

Until then, i shall stick to reading my book.

Last but not least, i will share with you guys the song that has been playing in my mind for the past few days.

Will-i-am - Heartbreaker

Cheers.

Awkwardness

Sometimes, i wonder how people with big social ties manage their social life. Especially friends. I find myself at times getting very attached to friends, no i don't mean clingy, i tend to care to much. How they think about me, how they treat me, how i treat them, when they are in need of help, i would lend a hand.


For me, it always comes to a point where i start to be afraid to care, because, i care to much at times that it inserts a gap between the friendship. I used to be very sensitive, like even normal friends i would treat them like family, and them i would try to insert my evil thoughts in to them, controlling them to become mindless zombies that would be only MY friend.

Yes, i was like that, well, not the insert evil thoughts part but i would tend to get jealous at times, especially people close to me get closer with other people, especially people i know, i felt betrayed, somehow like, you took away my friend, while you are my friend, you friend snatcher !

I felt that way before, and i could not control myself, it was like i had too much of soya milk. Makes me feel all girly. But it hurts so much, when you know you gone too far, and from that moment onwards, the friendship we shared will never be the same again.

If i said i've changed now, i believe i have. I've become not so involved in other people's life, i tend to not ask too much, because you lead your own life though at times i'm still a little nosy. Thus, i have a lot of hi-bye friends too.

My friend, i have always wanted to be included in your circle but now, i'm outside your circle, observing you and your friends in the circle, only to be invited in when asked. It's awkward, to feel this way, when we used to be close before, sharing everything with each other.

We live a different life now, our own to manage, though i'm glad we still talk and have a lil time to spare for each other.

If i would have a chance to turn back time, i would. It was better in the past.

or is this just because we've outgrown each other.

Cheers, my friend.

The Final Showdown

May 11 2008, it all ends.

The Barclays Premier League is closing to the final stages and the competition is as fierce as ever with Manchester United and Chelsea tied in first place but Manchester United leading with a big goal difference.

Chelsea fades away~

Tomorrow Manchester United will be up against Wigan and Chelsea against Bolton. They will be played at the same time which is 11pm Malaysian time. Tomorrow, all players will be on top of their game for the final battle, all fans will be the 12th player for their respective teams to cheer them on.

I'm so excited.

Not this year Chelsea, Not this year!

Wigan's boss, Steve Bruce vows that his team will give 100% against United tomorrow but he also asked Chelsea to forget about the title.

I'm so so excited.

Revenge.

Two weeks later, Manchester United will again face Chelsea for the ultimate final showdown for the UEFA Champions League cup in Moscow! Speculations say that since Russia is home to Roman Abromovich which is Chelsea's owner, they will certainly win the cup.

I doubt that.

On that day, i will be in my red jersey, cheering hard for my team, watch out Chelsea.

Glory glory Manchester United !

Up And Posting..Again

It's been a long time since i last blogged. As some may experience this wierd after effect of blogging call boredome-ness. Well, for me, i seem to be not the only one suffering from that virus as you can easily see, there are thousands of blogs out there left unattended to after a while ! So i guess you can say that it's normal.

It was actually a friend of mine who "beg" me to update my blog again *just kidding*. I shall be kind to reveal her identity - She's joe-lene from joe-lene.blogspot.com. Well, technically we've known each other for years now since our parents know each other and etc etc. She's in Aussie now and she's been complaining about the lack of nutrition (as in Char Kuay Teow, Asam Laksa, Hokkien Mee etc etc) to her daily diet. So i'm here to show her how much she is missing back here in Penang although it seems like she's really enjoying there without needing any nutrition at all.

But today i only have this.

Porridge with tuna and mushrooms and crabsticks.

How did i ended up in that is because i've been sick for the past few days. I had FluVerSoreThroatPhlegmHeadache. You get the point. So no Char Kuay Teow or Hokkien Mee or Curry Mee for this week, just plain non solid food and lots of water. It's only been one and a half week since i came back to Penang for semester break and i'm already down with all kinds of sickness due to food consumed in the first week back here and the following week i had to suffered. It wasn't worth it clearly as i only have two more weeks before Advance Diploma starts.

And yea, i've graduated from Diploma. The last semester was quite a hectic one in terms of workload though we do not have final exams *buahahahaha* because we were busy creating a system for our final mini project. I only had two subjects which is the mini project and English for Science. Sounds easy eh? Sounds but not quite.

Moving on, my mom has returned from Europe. She has been travelling around Europe since April and has been to 8 countries including Rome, Switzerland, Austria, Czech Republic, Holland, Germany, Belgium and France. It wasn't like staying in 5 star hotels and eating meals in restaurant. She went backpacking for short. It was kinda tough having to travel on your own, well she went with 6 others, and having one meals per day or cook as it was expensive to eat out. It cost RM60 for a meal of mcdonalds.

Don't sue me, but i just can't afford to have a RM60 meal !

Well, it's like that because when the almighty Ringgit Malaysia is convert to Euros, it turns to small atoms.

Mom even went to Amsterdam. Most of you should know what's in Amsterdam when drugs and prostitution are legal in Holland *smiles wickedly*. It's the well known Red Light District !

Image from travelblog

If you've watched Euro Trip, then you'd be familiar with it. Mom was there actually, looking around, she said the town was dirty and she didn't like it because of the activities there. I could not agree more *drools*.

Mom brought back some souvenirs though. In my heart i was shouting and screaming "IPhone ! IPhone !" . I wasn't expecting one but surprises are known to come right? She didn't get me an IPhone *sobs* but she got me this -

Swiss Knife with my name on it.

A Victorinox swiss knife! It's a portable killing machine and the best part is, it has my name on it so when i perform my work, they will know my name !! I sound like a serial killer. Every man has his secrets, hmm. I've been wanting a swiss knife for ages now because it's so cool and it's very useful during travelling and hiking etc.

My Cool List
Stuffs from Sony, Apple, Intel, NVidia, Microsoft, Creative, Nikon, Canon.

I'm a gadget freak.

Anyway, that's not the only thing she came back with. She brought stuffs from disneyland, the peeing boy from Brussels.

This peeing boy.

It's real name is called mannekan pis and it's the most famous fountain in Brussels. It actually has a history behind it. For more info check out wikipedia. Mom brought back miniatures mannekan pis. She even brought back pasta.

An ordinary pack of pasta from Rome,i think.

Nothing special eh? Well, take another look at it.

Find the hidden mickey!

It's hilarious when i first saw it. It was unique. Now guys and girls can have it and not be shy about it !

La grande pasta.

Still unsure about it? Yes ! It is the male reproductive organ. *-____-*

1.58PM

Can't sleep, i have dreams, of becoming a well known person, able to support my family, able to drive nice cars, able to migrate out of here, long term dreams. Short term dreams? Usually realistic ones, as reality keeps hitting me on my back. Well. Dreams..

One Fine Day

Geek From Mars has been off for quite a while. The geek got lazy and decided to put off this blog for a while but now, he just can not cope with reality so he's back here.

Reality sucks. I've been alright for the past few weeks. It's now the end of 5th week into the 6th semester of my diploma year. How faster can time flow. I've been as lazy as ever. Out of touch as always. I am having this really I'm-Lazy-And-I-Don't-Want-To-Study feeling. College is as suffering as days pass. It's no more like a college, it's freaking back to secondary school where you have like so much work to do, attendance to lecture is compulsory, classes at 8 in the morning, i know i'm whining about necessary stuffs that i'm suppose to do. Imagine how worse would it be when i'm working.

I'm getting distracted easily, feeling pressure by the environment, i think my mentality is playing tricks on me, at home, in college, i just feel i can not fit in, there's like so much flaw in everyone, i'm judging i know. I'm flawed, very, i've been very sensitive to people's judgment and views lately. Sometimes i just get left behind. I'm already out here, living without my family, of course i need friends, but sometimes it hurts so much when friends you know and trust abandon you.

I've learnt to cope with that, just put aside the anger and frustration and smile. Get emo a little, but, just be patient.

The future, it's so near, in just a few more months, i would be graduating from diploma, continue my studies somewhere, or no where ? I've got fairly good grades for last semester, all A's, but accumulate only 3.66 for my CGPA. That's actually out of my expectation, i did not expect myself to perform that well, and here comes the part, where i have to continue striving this semester for good grades so that i can have scholarship for my next level of studies. The pressure is piling up and at times i just want to give up, i'm tired, i don't know why, there's no more a goal, to motivate me. I know there is, but i don't see it, i just don't.

What is the purpose of my life, i don't want to go in to this, but people do ask themselves this question, when they are lost, and don't know what to do.

Other than that, everythings cool. As i said a few months ago i'm assembling a new PC, here it is! No picts because connection sucky..Damn it.

With this baby, i'm just hooked to it all day and night. I just finish playing bioshock. Next would be Hellgate:London. And i have a new addiction, i used to swear that i would never play that game ever, but since WTF modes, ap modes and now ar modes, i'm officially into DOTA. Damn it, it's just so fun. Nothing more to say.

And i sold of my Ipod, getting myself a PSP Slim & Lite. Ice Silver. Will post picts when i get it. No body seems to like silver, don't know why, maybe it's because silver is dull kut.

AS i'm typing, the connection for some reason is so freaking slow. Geram nyer.

Guess i'll continue tomorrow, this would be my first post since last semester break.

signing out.

N*****KuKu

WHOA..One month plus i didn't blog...Currently having finals..not free to blog..or i'm just lazy..LoL...no updates until then..Boo Hoo

Am building a new PC ! YeePee..

Lucky Number 8

It's been 8 months since that day, and things just went off like fireworks.

One blink of an eye, another month passed.

Am i old or what?

Well, it's a roller coaster ride. I sometimes do think if i'm on the right train.

But i guess every train is the right one with you.

=)

Love You Dear.

No time la..I know i seldom update.. lol

Been busy with assignments, tutorials and Student Welfare Committee stuffs. Even though i had time for FIFA07 but i've just got myself updated with the blog-o-sphere today. And i found people(s) bombarded my chatterbox saying that they do read. Anyway, i would present you guys the medal of honour bla bla bla....

But i really appreciate the people that do read my blog. It's just so nice of you guys.

To Chris - I find your blog really interesting. I like the things you talk about and of course, i happened to find out you are a Manchester United Fan, right ? That's why i linked you. LoL.

Things wasn't going really well, assignments are starting to pile up, i've been in a strings of bad lucks. Maths is as sucky as ever, and I've seen people in a way i've never see before.

I've been a busybody, which everybody at times are. But it's not to do that on the road because it's dangerous. Like me. I was driving out of my college into the main road. As i was waiting for the car in front to exit the junction, there was an accident on the other lane, so i looked, as the girl was sobbing while talking on the phone, and a man was shouting something, and then i heard *bam*. I looked in front, it was me. Oh damn not again. My front bumper hit the rear bumper of an accord. To make things worst, she's a lecturer from my college. Luckily it was nothing, i fixed it back for her, and she say she'll call me if anything happens. End of story. NOT.



I didn't notice the damage on my car. Cost me RM80..

I've grown, as in the belly part. I've also become darker. Because of swimming. I've been "assisting" my sir, teach year one students how to swim. LoL. I'm still not fully fit as a result of the injury i had three months ago. I'm still recovering, eating lots of pills. I miss playing football, where i can use my knees without worrying.

I've watch transformers and harry potter !!

Transformers - F&!@##^&* AWESOME !! It was so cool that i nearly choked on my popcorn.

Transformers is so damn cool is freaking awesome is the best movie i watched this year compared to all the sucky movies that i've watch omg i just love the show full stop

Harry Potter - When the movie reached the two hour marked. The story is only half of the book.

I find harry potter's visual effects kinda good, but the story is all short cutted, which makes it kinda boring for people who read the book. I'm just not impressed. Still, i've pre-ordered the 7th book which is due out this 21st and i really can't wait for it. The books are even boxed up to prevent stolen copies or something according to the papers today.

And According to the papers today, and yesterday, well, yesterday, a porsche 911 Targa 4 was stolen from a showroom in autocity juru, penang, and too bad for the guy, the car ran out of fuel, so he had to ditch it. The police recovered it and stupidly had to refuel it to drive it back to the station for evidence. Today's news paper, the porsche was stolen again, this time from the station. I just laughed and laughed. There's really nothing i can say actually.

It's been a different generation since then, i'm not being racist or what, look at the state of out National football team, what can we say, we had high hopes, but we fell. There was an incident at my place, where this guy kicked a car of a friend of mine, a bunch of them where there, and when ask to settle, he took out a knife and threated my friend, which almost resulted into a fight, and a bunch of other people on motorbikes who happened to pass by straight stopped and threw their helmet at my friends. For no f***ing reason. Pathetic. What has our nation become, as we marched towards our vision, devastation and reformation ? Maybe that's what we really need.

Today's is the 19th of July, 6 more days, It would be 8 months. =). Times really passes fast.


I'll just stop here. Until then..

I'm still surviving..

After one year of studying in TAR college, i'm still surviving.

One year ago, it wasn't planned for me to enter TAR College. I was suppose to do Graphic Design in MMU Cyberjaya. I applied and i waited. It didn't came. Dad ask me to look for a backup. With my pathetic SPM results (only 2as). Where could i go?

Luckily i had enough credits. So i decided to look up TAR College. I read about the courses and this course attracted me. I use to hear TAR College is well know for their business courses, not the IT courses. I decided to give a shot at Information Systems Engineering. I downloaded the application form online and submitted it.

And now, here i am. MMU gave me IT in Melaka campus. So i decided to come here instead. Since it offer the course i opt for in TARC.

One year ago.

First semester, i was trying to fit it. I was trying to not be the odd one out, i used to sit alone in lectures, put on my ear phones, and just look at the lecturer lecturing. And then, i had problems. I don't know how badly it effects me emotionally but i know it did. First semester was a bitter pill to swallow. But i carried on, pulling myself together. The subjects where interesting, at least i'm interested to learn. I did think about, what if i'm not interested, what if i study halfway then i give up ? Then came exam, First Semester, GPA 3.3333.

And then came second semester. There seem to be a light shone at me. I know i was not lost anymore. I've made friends, i've done well, i'm adapting. And something happened, that turned my world upside down, from wrong to right, from pain to happiness. It's a great feeling. Semester 2 was a great one. A few blinks and then came exam again. This time i felt i worked quite hard, but not hard enough. Result ? GPA 3.68

Semester 3. I thought it was gonna be easy. With subjects like Web Page Design, which is my favourite, and Tamadun Islam, still not loving it. I don't know if i've done enough, but two subjects would be easy to achieve. It's a 50/50 way, either you win or you lose, because there's only two subs.

And on today, i collected my exam result slip, open it up, and i saw the letters A and a GPA 4.0.

I know it's nothing to some of you smart people out there. But this is the first time i got a 4 Flat. I'm very happy about it. I was lucky too i guess. Even it's a small achievement, but it will be an inspiration to work harder. It definitely boost my confidence a little higher.

I can sense further obstacles are waiting for me.

It's gonna be a busy week. I've a meeting to attend. Swimming lessons to attend. I'm a student assistant, which means i earn money as i teach swimming. Yay extra income ! Booths to attend to, also another extra income, take care of the paper booth where they distribute papers to students who subscribed. At times i get really exhausted because of the long sessions in college. It's really tiring, but i can't complain. Although i love to rot at home.

but i think i'm getting lazy soon. LoL

I'm curious to know who drops by here. Please leave a message in my tag box so that i'd know. Just curious. =). I know usually i blog to myself. I know a few people that sometimes drop by. but i don't update really that often. I know one persons who always comes here. ;)

I've been thinking of changing the design of my blog.

How is this for a start ?



Until then..

The Shark..

Yes, I'm known to my lil cousins as the Shark. because of my head. Other than that, i'm also known as egg head.

Anyhow, i was back in Penang for my uncle's wedding, and it was great. Well, the food was great, make me gain a few pounds more. I've been not exercising because of my leg and i'm here eating my heart out. LoL

My trusty Samsung Phone with 1.3Mp Cam, Uncle's wedding car.

Funny thing is, i brought my camera and it's charger back, but on the wedding day, i turned on the camera to find, i didn't bring back the memory card. How delightful, i got scolded by my dad for being so careless.

That would be my uncle and his wife, me, my sis (in black) and my cousin sis.

Well weddings are weddings, but this would be the first time i attended a mass for a wedding in church. Never done that before. The traditional chinese ceremony was followed too. My uncle would be my grandma last child to get married. She has 6 children, including my mum.

Beauty and the Shark.

As i've cut my hair, Theng was actually scared, to see this change in me, she was scared i turn into a "lala". She prefer me with my hair long and shaped like a coconut head. Most importantly, she's afraid i'll look "lala". LoL.

The Lala (top) and the not so Lala (bottom)

Back to college on monday morning, this would be the first time, i'm attending all lectures, and i'm doing all my tutorial. I'm just very happy at myself. I am hoping to continue doing this till the end of semester. Even though i hate the long hours of classes. and the long breaks in between. Plus SWC( Student Welfare Committee ) meetings till late evenings. I've never been so busy before. I hate going to lectures actually, but since now they are taking attendance. *sigh*

Lazying around. SWC commitees.

Of course i still have time for leisure. I'm actually not a very good planner, i do make bad time management once in a while. Like when i always wake up just in time for class, and i'm always at least 5 minutes late. I just love to sleep.

Just updates on life these days.

Up down left and right, but my leg hasn't heal yet.

Until then...

This is so uncool.....

One thing i hate about my appearance is my hair. It's because i don't have a clue on how to cut my hair. When it's long, i just tell the hair stylist to trim and cut short. There are a few times which i had bad hair cuts.


Last year in Genting. Click 5 style, according to Kok Chyan

I always complain that i don't know how to style my hair. I don't really like to use wax or gel, because when my hair itches, i hate it.


You can see i don't usually style my hair

All these years i look the same, even theng always say my hair is always like this. When i cut my hair, mum will ask, you got cut your hair meh ?


It's hard to do anything when my hair is long..and my nose is crooked !!

Anyway, i'm back in Penang now for my Uncle's wedding. In the meantime, i decided to get a hair cut. I was planning to just trim it, but i end up looking like this.

Ohh wait, wrong picture. I wished i look like him.

I decided to try something different, like, take a risk, try it, something that will make me look fresh. Through the hair cut, i couldn't really see myself because i had my glasses off. That's what i hate about getting a hair cut, not able to see yourself is just plain wrong. You won't know when something goes wrong. Well, i told the hair stylist to cut like this anyway, and well, it turned out quite like what i expected, but seriously, i don't know whether it's nice or not.

And i will reveal it here...

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Web Cam

This will be the first time i cut it this way. I even had three stipes on the side, just for fun.

My grandmother ask me in hokkien "Lu ka ha mi tao mo??"

Another bad hair style. When will i get it right ??????

*sigh*

How To Save A Life..

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

I wished The Fray would come to Malaysia....*prays hard*

shattered...

Not really shattered but yea, almost.

I tried playing football today, but i can't run, i tried, i only could hop around and walk and maybe a light jog. It's just so fucked up to see myself like that, when others could move their leg swiftly. It's been a month since i hurt my leg, to be precise, my left knee. It hasn't heal yet. I could walk without problems, but when i start running, my knee just could not take it.


Cisse Breaking A Leg

It's sad and frustrating to not be able to do what you like, now i know how it feels like to be semi-disabled. Though it already feels like i'm disabled. I'm lucky not to have the condition worsen, come to think of it, the doctor said it was just a pull at the ligament, i haven't see any specialist though.

Anyhow, attended a few lectures. Umm, all lectures actually, because attendance are now taken which is actually the result of last semester's poor attendance. That wasn't as bad as our classes are some how reshuffle which resulted in me moving up from group 5 to 4. But poor poor Jeremy went up to group 2. What totally pissed me off is i'm unable to change it. According to the head of school, it's the administration orders. I say shit.

I'm taking 5 subjects this semester which includes

Data Communication,
Probability and Statistics,
Database,
Analysis and Design of Information System
and Introduction to Object Oriented Programming.

I'm learning Java this semester. *Yay!* Which reminds me, i haven't touched C++ since semester 2. Another thing, i have 3 program supervisor and a senior lecturer teaching me. It's definitely a good thing, but they are strict like hell, they are like the jackals or the elite squad or S.W.A.T, May i live through this semester.

According to theng, i'm girly flower flower, or emo these few days. Proof ? I've been repeating Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie and 4 In The Morning by Gwen Stefani over and over again, check my msn and you will see.

That's not me ! I listen to Fall Out Boy, Bullet For My Valentine, My Chemical Romance, Sugarcult, The Fray, Incubus! Not girly girly songs! At this moment, Theng is gonna say i patronize female singers. I have nothing against them, hell, i have nothing against Mika either. I just don't really enjoy the PoP genre anymore. Or maybe i do but i'm just in denial. *hums to grace kelly*

And yea, i'm fat.

Someone Poke Me!

I've been eating and eating and sleeping because my of my injured leg. That makes me fat like a tortoise shell or Hurley from lost. =/

Speaking bout series.

NO MORE HEROES !!! HOW COULD THEY !?? I mean, do it quick, don't make us wait, we wanna see what happens after the explosion and i don't want Nathan to die nor DL or Parkman. Sad. SUPERNATURAL ALSO FINISH ! LOST HAVE TO WAIT DON'T KNOW HOW MANY FREAKING MONTHS BEFORE SEASON 4 COMES OUT. Damn you producers, as you make money and make us suffer.

Moody, but alright.

I'm stopping here.

Until then.

Makes Me Wonder..

I've been back to KL since last week, 14 of May. Been going to College almost everyday for setting up and rehearsal of Mass Call. It's been a tiring week and tomorrow would be the real day. Time actually pass quite fast, on the other hand i was complaining that time is passing too slow because i miss theng a lot. Come to think of it, it's quite fast also.

So, Manchester United failed to secure the FA cup after a 1-0 lost to Chelsea in extra time. I don't have anything to say. After putting high hopes on Manchester United, they bound to lose. While when you don't concentrate on them, they will win with a brace of goals. People say it's because of the game itself is already polluted by bookies and bets.

Paused.

And Here i am, after two weeks, continuing this post.

I've been busy. Mass Call was a great experience. It's fun and i really enjoy it except for the part where we had to stand for a very long time.

Tomorrow would be the first day of my second year or fourth semester. Kinda fast actually.

Me and Theng had been together for 6 months already. and she made me this..



A Card with mind blowing words *=P* and cookies shaped like Noel. Well, plus load more of cookies which left me craving for more. Yum Yummy. Love ya baby. =)

Time flies, when i look at the freshies that attended mass call, they remind me of myself when i first step into college one year ago. Everything was new and different. Can't believe it's been a year. Sometimes i still wonder if i took the right course, how would my future be.

I still haven't watch Pirates Of The Caribbean. Heard it's good, much better than Spidey3. Headed to Times Square with Theng on sat to watch but it was SOLD OUT, THE WHOLE DAY. Because of Wu Chun, a chinese actor or something which i have no interest in. Times Square was flooded.

My leg isn't healed yet, i wonder when i can play football again.

Anyway, guess i'll stop here.

Until then..

Another Day..

First things first.

All Hail The Newly Crowned Premiership Champions !!

Manchester United!!

Yes, Manchester United takes the crown with an 7 point lead over Chelsea with two games left, which makes it impossible to catch up anymore.

Back to reality, i'm bored to hell, i can't play football because my knee still hurt which is because--

Once upon a time, i was playing futsal, as i was imagining myself being Zidane, i turned and my knee did not follow, and it went crack.

It haven't recover fully yet till now. Sigh.

The remake of the omen is boring. I nearly slept through it. Well, i slept and continue the next morning. Which also does not surprise me.

Discovered Secondhand Serenade on TRL, all acoustic songs. Damn nice. The single is called vulnerable. They sound a little like Dashboard Confessional. Emo kind. And most of their songs have a phrase - "I was born to tell you that i love you". That's kinda cheesy. LoL

Talking bout Dashboard Confessional, i love their new single, stolen. It's playing in my head. Well, Grace Kelly by Mika is also running around in my head, for some reason. -_-

Is there anything that will make you not feel like listening to music at all ? because music is like life, but there are times that you won't feel like listening to music at all. I wonder

I'm just gonna think about what to do. =)

until then..

Long Long One.

It’s been quite a while since I had a proper entry in this blog. But since when do I blog properly. I find this place as messy as my table, well, at least they have labels on them. I don’t find a lot of footprints in here, nor do I blog for an audience. Honestly, I did thought of being like Kenny Sia and all. Guess that’s just not me. As when I blog, they are just words. It will definitely hurt your eyes.

Anyhow, I just came back from KL for the semester break, back home to Penang, after a refreshing third semester of my Two Year, 6 Semester Diploma Course. It’s great to be back, of course home is the best place in the world. The down side? Only for one week. I have to be back by May the 14^th, because of my involvement in the orientation week for the 2007 Tar College May Intake or Freshies. That’s what they called us when we were here a year ago.

Come to think of it, one week isn’t that bad. It seems that when I come back to Penang, I am usually stuck at home. For some reasons, I don’t seem to have friends to hang out with. Well, the people I usually hang out with here sleep next door back in KL. So, I practically need to see some fresh but familiar faces. It’s either me, wait, I shall rephrase that. It’s me that’s being the lazy ass for not catching up with my friends. Maybe it’s because we’ve moved away to a new environment, meeting new people, that we don’t really have the time to catch up, or the friendship isn’t there, and we lose contact. Sigh. But still, thanks for the memories.

Though I guess catching up won’t be a problem now because I’d be heading to a reunion dinner for the class of 2005 in Penang.

Everytime I come back here, my dog has to give me a headache. The first two semester, she ran away and got herself another dog stuck to her. And she also bit my slippers. Twice. This semester, I wasn’t expecting anything because I thought she would be good for once. And then it happen, she chew on my sneaks. My adidas white sneaks which I seldom wear because it was too precious. I want to shout and scream and but sadly, she chewed already. What can I say, as much as I want to scream my head off.

I was studying my ass off, well, that would be just a metaphor, but I did tried to study my ass off for this two papers, Web Page design and Tamadun Islam dan Asia. As much as I love Hiro Nakamura, I do like history, just the interesting ones. Well, most of them are because of it’s in BM. It seriously does bores the hell out of me. So MTV had to be so kind, because it’s my birthday month, they decided to award me with four tickets to watch Good Charlotte Live. I love you for that.

It was on a Saturday and I went to Bukit Jalil Stadium straight away after my Exam with Theng, Wallace and Shoon. The concert was great, it was good, no, it was fantastic! Although we did have some complications that includes moving around in a crowd that have no interest in listening to the music. That just might have spoilt the mood.

Moving on, here are some personal reflection moments. Coming back here just makes me feel, how to you put it, responsible. As I had been living on my own, where every decision I make is my own damn problem and I will have to deal with it if it goes wrong. I feel that, I am going to be taking care of my family when I am able to support myself, get a job and all. Because my parents are getting older, still working to support the family, to support my education. And business just isn’t looking good. I have a cute and adorable sister, who is somehow a rebel, whom keep things to herself. She’s a good girl, but I’m afraid she’s mixing with the wrong group of friends, too much exposure. I just feel more responsible as I’m the eldest in the family. That it is part of what I should do. I hope that’s a good thing. Just the process of growing up. I guess I’ve really changed a lot from who I am last time. Though I may still be an idiot.

Feelings, feelings and more feelings. Sad, happy, angry, emotional, it’s part of life. This is the part where I should be thankful of what I have but I’ll just skip that.

Been watching Grey’s Anatomy, It’s really a great show. Top on my list, together with Scrubs, Heroes, Lost and Of course, Supernatural. That’s what I do now, lie down and watch series, like a pig. Sadly, no wonder Theng calls me a donkey, and also a pig.

I’ve been up and I’ve been down, I’ve even lost control of myself for the past two months, for a minute i find myself like a total failure. Someone said that you make your own decision, you shape your future, you decide your life. I guess that person is partly right and also wrong, because we won’t know what will happen in the future. I think god is testing us, so that we can make the right decision, and if we fall, we pick ourselves up and take it as an experience.

I think that will be the effect of watching too much Grey’s Anatomy, I am narrating my own life. Like Meredith or in Scrubs, like J.D.

Ok, enough crapping. I’m late, gotta fetch my sis from School.

Try to update soon.

Until then.

Happy Birthday to me !

Yea, thats about it. Thanks to those who remembered.

Sad though. Not many remember.

Well, as long as this few people remember,

1. Sis *will tell dad and mum*
2. Baby
3. Housemates

or i'd be miserable.

I'm 19 ! Yay ! or should i go, yay......

I'd be looking forward to the year. =)

Support Local Events !!!

Dates

April 4-Chester Bennington From Linkin Park @KLCC Tower Records
April 7- Hitz.FM 10th Birthday Bash
April 8-Kanye West "Touch The Sky" Tour
April 9-Day i get my exam result
April 21-Good Charlotte Live in KL !!!

I'll be attending the birthday bash to support my favourite radio station! I've been listening to Hitz.fm for a very long time now i'm turning 19 and they are turning 10 ! WooTs

I'm gonna skip Kanye West, sadly.. Cause i'm going for Good Charlotte !!! Love their new album, Good Morning Revival.

Well i'm only into two songs from the album right now, Misery and The River.

I'm hoping Relient K would drop by, but it would be impossible. I don't see a Relient K fan base in Malaysia. Sadly.

Relient K is one hell of a band, though music critics consider them poppy instead of punk. They are actually a christian band. *I couldn't believe either*. Well anyway, they just released Five Score And Seven Years Ago. Different people have different taste.

Another Album to be expect would be Linkin Park's Minutes To Midnight. I've already heard what i've done , the first single on YouTube. I think it's only the demo. I don't want to be disappointed. I'm heading over to KLCC to catch Chester though. Wonder what is he doing here anyway.

Life's great. Well, there are a lot of happenings, which somehow i couldn't avoid, or maybe caused by me myself. But everything just slowly patch into one piece at the end, and i just am so grateful.

Until then..

down

i'm at the lowest point, emotionally.

My New Pet - Mikhail Blaxon

Real Name: Mikhail Blaxon

Age: Unknown

Occupation: Voice in the Night

Personality: Mikhail was an aspiring singer whose dream was to become the idol of millions through a popular reality show. However, the judges deemed him unworthy, saying that he was "untalented", "horrible" and "utter crap". In a fit of rage he attacked them with a microphone, getting himself electrocuted in the process. Although his body died, his voice lived on to torment his detractors with awful renditions of that Titanic song and a veritable "Best Of" list of teenage boy band hits.

Likes: Singing (badly), haunting showers, elevators and audition halls

Dislikes: Reality TV show judges, reality TV show winners, SMS

Tagline: “You’re here, there’s nothing I fear…”


That's the Diablo Spectrum SE Skin i got for My Nano. =)

Things been really busy and will get busier. I'm indecisive. Should i or shouldn't. It's a big sacrifice. Can i ? My time, my semester break. Is this my moment ? Maybe not so serious. Well elaborate later.

Until Then

Life is a highway

I love driving, fast. I love long stretches of highway. But i hate traffic jams, especially the ones on Federal Highway. It totally sucks. When i'm not in the mood, i just feel like driving around, alone, in silence, while during normal times, i like to drive fast, alone too. When fetching my friends or family, i drive safely. I tend to sometimes drive dangerously, but, i love speed. Still, i dare not push the limit.

I think it applies in my style of managing my life. I love to go fast, but i dare not go too fast. I'm dare not take the risk. I'm like to take a safe route, i need an assurance to go fast. Sometimes, this tends to stop me from doing the things that i want. Come to think of it, sometimes it's a good thing also. At least i think twice about the cause and effects and the people i will affect.

I'm almost 19 and the world just open wide. To a different perspective on everything.

Will things work out the way you want it to ? Will something you put your heart in it be a disappointment ? This is all part of what we have to go through in life, ups and downs, thick and thins.

Anyhow, i still love to drive fast.

A Post To My Dear Friend

You know what, i had enough. I had been patience with you, took every word you said, swallowed them and not complaining, i've given in to you, your fucking attitude, even though i did complain but i've never not treat you as a friend. I've done my best to make everyone happy, but i know i can't. For all those shit you have given me, for all these years, priceless.

Thanks For Everything.

Tired

Few more days, i'd be leaving home, few more days, i'd be getting my result, few more days, i'd be bored to death.

Haven't been anywhere out. Tomorrow heading to penang to meet Jennifer from Ipoh, then head to Auto City at night to meet Eugene and Wern Chien. It's been a while since i've contacted them.

A part of me is eager to head back but another wants to stay back. Maybe i need to be a little more independent. I've always been a mama's boy, i'd obey everything my parents say, well except for the fact that study comes first and girlfriend later. But i do take my studies seriously, i know how to manage my time. Maybe sometimes i will get carried away but i still know how to get back on track.

I'm gonna be 19 this year. By next year, i can be considered as an adult already, 20 years on earth. I don't have a list of what i must do before i reach 30. I need to make one. LoL.

Life's been great, sometimes, i'm still stuck in my teenage years, still being a kid, attitude also like a kid. Do things make decision also like a kid. I need to leave that behind, and start being an adult, i'm not small anymore. I know that. It's just being a kid is much more easier than having to know that you have a lot of responsibilities.

I think i watch too much of Ah Wong. But he also know how to think what.

Well, i hope that, this year, i may be more mature.

Oh yea, i wanna lose weight, any diet plan suggestion ?

Until then

It's hard...

Baby it's hard, but we gotta stay strong.
Baby it's tough, but we gotta keep going on.

I know how it feels, but think of the bright side.

Theng's feeling homesick, she's leaving for KL tomorrow.

I just got back from Auto City not long ago, was in Bed with Radiance, Shoon , Hun and a bunch of friends, mostly seniors.

Bed is a place, not a bed.

Update later, sleepy.

i know baby, three's the number for the month. =)

OMFG!
I take back everything i said !

Umm, i shall not take back what i said. Day's just fine. It is fine, it's utter mostly great, it's fantastic, but it seems like i have PMS.

LOOK, i'm a guy.

What the fuck is PMS messing around with me ? KennySia states that PMS also means Poor Man Suffering.

I hate mood swings, at first you are in good mood, and then Poof, you just get so emo that you want everyone beside you to disappear.

Worst is when you are with your love ones, and they have to eat it up to just be patient with you.

Lagi worst if it ends up in an argument.

Fish Fingers.

Deja Vu

Sometimes, i just hate myself, for ruining the moment, for being a overly sensitive jerk, for being a moron, for being a not considerate person, for being everything single fucking thing that i'm not.

and i can't stop it.

Bored

bored

b.o.r.e.d

BORED

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b.o.r.e.d

BORED

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Supermassive Steamboats

It's the first day of chinese new year.

Woke up at 9, mass was at 10.30am. As usual, i didn't prepare what to wear on the first day. Ended up unpacking everything i have. Finally settled myself in a white tee, jeans and white sneaks. The usual me. Went to church and then followed on to my grandfather's place, which is my dad's side of the family.

The best part is still about getting ang pows. It was a merry sight. Except for my aunt, she doesn't look that cheerful. It's the first time we are celebrating New Year without my uncle. He passed last year. Life goes on.

Had steamboat for lunch, again. Chatted a while and i was called to the table by my relatives. We started gambling. It's actually my first time gambling during new year. Dad used to object me gambling. Shooed me away when i got near the table. *lol*.

Went home after a while and took a rest. Went to my grandma's place at night for dinner, which is my mom's side of the family. Steamboat again. Couldn't take more. It's a more quiet atmosphere at my grandma's place. We usually just eat and talk and watch TV cause it's quite a small family.

New Year = Ang Pow + Steamboat x Weight Gain + family get together.

Now that's fun.

The almost all of my new year. Nothing much to do after the first day. Having steamboat *AGAIN* at home tomorrow. Visiting on Wednesday. Tuesday a free day. It's quite a quiet new year this year.

Darn tired, going to sleep soon. Dear's at her grandma's place. Busy cannot message her.

Until then.

The Adventures Of Luke Mcflurrywalker - Part 1

Long time ago, in a far far away mcgalaxy,

there was a person named Darth-O-Fish,ruler of all Universe,

He build McStar as his planet and base to defend against the people against him.
The prophecy says, a young padawan, by the name of Luke Mcflurrywalker,

Will rise into a full fledge desert and stop Darth-O-Fish once and for all!

As the people waited for the prophecy, things got worse,

Darth-O-Fish wasn't too happy about it and he vowed that if Luke Mcflurrywalker

ever stopped him, he will be dead before the oreos can are melted in his vanilla body......

Chapter 1

The Born Of A Jedonald

He wanders around aimlessly in the woods, filthy and hungry, he didn't know where he came from, he didn't know who he was. As he walked, he saw somthing flew pass him. " What Was That !? ", he said. Slowly, he was surrounded in the fog, he couldn't see anything anywhere, and here it comes, a small creature, walked towards him. "Yofries, i am. Luke Mcflurrywalker, you are. You would come to me, prophecy says. Been waiting, i am.",the creature said. "Luke Mcflurrywalker ?? What ?? Does that sound like the name of a person ??",Luke said. "Person, you are not. Young Jedonald, you are. Your Master, I am. To my place, Follow me. "Yofries said. Luke wonders about the new identity he just found out about himself. He decided to listen to the creature because he could feel the force around him. Furthermore, Luke thought Yofries was cute.

Back at Yofries place, Luke can't help but to gasp in awe. Yofries live in a big mansion just right beside the woods. " How could i not see this place ?", Luke said after wandering so long in the woods. " Camouflauge, it is, from strangers, only for Jedonald's like you. Come, teach you i must, train you i will.",Yofries replied. So Luke followed Yofries and trained under him on how to use his Jedonald's power. After endless days and nights of training. Luke and Yofries were having tea in his study room. " Improved, you have. Something for you, I give.",Yofries said. He pulled out a stick, which looks like a lolipop. "What's That ???.",Luke asked. "Lightoreosaber it is, specially for you.". Luke was amazed. He hit a button and out came a ray of light, with oreos surrounding it. "Thanks Master !",Luke said. But Yofries just laid there, motionless. "Master?? Master??MASTER !!, ARE YOU ALRIGHT ?".Yofries had been struck by Luke's lightoreosaber, but he didn't know. He vowed to revenge against the person who killed his master. Anyway, he inherited his master's mansion, and found out he had a room full of playmates.

Still, he couldn't endure the pain. Luke decided to take off from the place, he wanted to find who killed his master, and set off in a journey to Planet McChickeooe.

At a place far far away. Darth-O-Fish is aware, that a young jedonald is heading his way, to destroy him. He has been thinking about the prophecy. Wonder who is this young jedonald, and what he possess. Darth-O-Fish wasn't worried, he decided to go for a spa before thinking again.

End of chapter One

Some Definitions...

Ah Beng And Ah Lian
from wikipedia

Ah Beng is a term commonly given to a member of a group of young Chinese men in Southeast Asia, particularly Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese men, whose age ranging from their early teens to late 20s, usually centralise in the busier and more developed cities in the region, but are usually seen as originating from smaller or more rural towns. Ah bengs typically speak local slang, which is Hokkien or Cantonese mixed with English and Malay, such as Manglish or Singlish. They are often stereotypically portrayed to be anti-intellectual, superficial and materialistic and shallow. These values often lead to a lack of culture or indulgence in criminal activity or being involved in brawling or affray out of disagreement with other people. Ah bengs are also sometimes associated with extensively-modified or zhng-ed cars, and are stereotypically seen as being excessively flashy and show-offs.
The term 'Ah Beng' is also sometimes used to describe young Chinese men in Southeast Asia who cannot speak fluent English and/or have graduated from the secular Chinese education system of the region.


Ah Lian is a pejorative term commonly given to a certain group of young Chinese girls in Southeast Asia, especially Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese girls, whose age ranging from their adolescent years to late 20s, usually centralised in the busier and more developed cities in the region. They are regarded as bimbos, and are stereotyped as anti-intellectual, superficial, materialistic, and shallow. Ah Lians are commonly stereotyped as having hair dyed in gaudy and bright colours, and attired in fashion mimicking hip-hop culture, although how much of this is true is debatable. Since their male counterpart is the Ah Beng, Ah Lians are also thought of as being excessively flashy and show-offs.
The Ah Lian "culture" is especially prevalent in the secular Chinese educational system schools, typified by their frequent use of vulgarities and appearance in cliques (joined by their male counter parts Ah Bengs).
Ah Lians commonly speak in a kind of hybrid mix of Singlish or Manglish and Chinese, or Chinese-related dialects. It is also common for the grammar from these dialects to cross over English usage, creating English phrases with Chinese grammar.

That same ol' question..

Love, is a mystery, it can't be explained, though scientifically the feeling is caused by a chemical release by the brain.

If you were to ask a person why do you love your girlfriend/boyfriend, there will always be this line - love is blind, love cannot be explain, it's unpredictable.

True.

If you were to love that person so much that you miss them day and night, everything is just not right when they are not around, something seems amiss when you're alone. Is it true that you really love that person ? Or just the presence of someone beside you.

Love is a two way communication. If one breaks down, the other will follow. But how is it that you think you really understand your partner? Do they open up to you ? Or do they just say nothing.

Isn't understanding about knowing that person deep inside, how they feel about something. We are not super humans, it's hard to know everything about a person. It takes time.

I want a simple love, but i have been making it complicated.

Today, i know, what i really want, after so much thought.

I'm glad, i have faith, i trust, i'm positive.

Anyway, being completely sane after being insane, i'm back on track.

It took me a while to find myself. I was stuck with this crap for quite a while, a case of "the haunting" from the past, instead, i turned into the past.

Today's a Thursday ! And that means ? Nothing.

I'm so bloody bored. I think i can just choke myself and not die.

I shall continue playing Pokemon Emerald, until then...

Happy Valentine's Day

I'm back home for the semester break. Left KL at about 2 in the morning, reached home at about 6 plus. My dog ran away again, just lke last semester break, but this time managed to catch her before some sick dog got close to her.

It's Good to be home, finally i could just take a break from everything. No more assignments, exams, nothing, for three bloody weeks. Sounds short, but when you tell working people, they will go " Wow, students very lucky eh, break for so long." I agree though, i'm starting to get bored already. Nest week is Chinese New Year, where i'll be waiting for my ang pows. I shall show up at everybody's door step, beware.

Yesterday was me and theng's valentines day. We went out for a movie, watched Epic Movie, as stupid as it is, it's entertaining. Epic, as the movie says. Not quite a movie to watch on Valentine's huh. We went to the beach at night, watched the clouds, there were no freaking stars! I expected to see more stars here than in KL, instead i was greeted with clouds. Still, we just walked by the beach, enjoy the breeze. She made me a photo frame, a picture of us together from our trip to Genting during Xmas last year. Time flies when i'm with my baby. I just wished time could slow down a little bit. Good things comes too slow, goes too fast. Bad things comes in a blink of an eye, but goes away too slow.

Does anyone think i should see a doctor ? cause i have a sickness call thinking-too-much.

Well, until then, Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

soundaholic

Just a quick post, i'm part lazy to blog and i'm having exams now. Two more papers to go, programming and calculus, both my worst nightmare. One more week to penang. I'm going back home ! Back home to my family, to my baby, to my dear !

Oh ? who's my baby ? She's my new car !

Dear don't be jealous, i still do love you. *grins*

It's the time of the semester again and i can't study so i'm doing this post cause Jeremy tag me and i don't know how to do my calculus so i'm here...

Part 1: On the Outside

Name : Noel Tan
Date of Birth : 9 April 1988
Current Status : Taken
Eye Colour : Black, i think.
Hair Colour : Black Brown, after effects of chlorine.
Righty or Lefty : Righty
Zodiac Sign : Aries

Part 2: On the Inside

Your Heritage : Chinese = Hokkien + Teo Chew.
Your Fear : Losing someone i love.
Your Weakness : Thinking too much which causes major confidence breakdown .
Your Perfect Pizza : Chicken chunks, seafood, chicken pepperoni with bbq sauce and loads of cheeeeeeeeeeese

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up : What time is it ? Why am i having a headache.
Your bedtime : These few days i'm sleeping after 3 a.m.
Your most missed memory : The time when i have nothing to worry about.

Part 4: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke : Coke
McDees or Burger King : Mcd.
Single or Group Dates : Depends.
Adidas or Nike : Nike.
Lipton Tea or Nestea : I seldom drink tea, but usually if i do it would be Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla.
Cappucino or Coffee : Cappucino. Frapucchino would be better. lol

Part 5: Do You...

Smoke : A minute. Never liked it.
Curse : Umm, every single time, in hokkien and english. LoL

Part 6: In the Past Month

Drank alcohol : Yeap, at the condo balcony, playing poker and playing truth or dare.
Gone to the mall : Yup, christmas shopping.
Been on stage : Nahh, not presenting on stage, working on stage maybe.
Eaten sushi : I love sushi! but i haven't eaten it in a long time.
Dyed your hair : No, i want to but i just don't feel like.

Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game : Nope. I'm too afraid to strip. Fats all over.
Changed who you were to fit in : Sometimes, but i prefer being myself.

Part 8 : Marrriage

Age you're hoping to be married : 25. If i'm able to support my family.

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl Best

Eye colour : As long as it's a human eye.
Hair colour : Black. Jet black.
Short or long hair : Long hair. Girls look hot with long hair.

Part 10: What Were You Doing?

1 minute ago : Thinking of buying Inside United cause Wallace going to KLCC
1 hour ago : Playing a IQ quiz.
4 1/2 hours ago : Trying to work on calculus.
1 month ago : Celebrated Christmas and New Year in KL.
1 year ago : Where would i be heading for college.

Part 11: Finish The Sentence

I love : Manchester United! And My dear Lay Theng.
I feel : Tired
I hate : backstabbers, show offs, people with big ego.
I hide : everything.
I miss : my family.
I need : my dear. I miss her dearly.

Part 12: Tag 5 People

1) 1
2) 2
3) 3
4) 4
5) 5

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cheers

Thoughts : Wise Or Dangerous ?

Exam is around the corner *runs around*

I'm so lazy to study even though i'm studying, it's just so depressing to study business and programming together.

This semester my goal is to achieve a 3.5 in GPA. I doubt.

My subjects : Economics, Principles in Information System, Programming, Calculus and Algebra, English and Bahasa Malaysia.

Two more weeks to go and i'm banking on lots of vitamins to keep me awake so i can finish like 30 chapters of economics, PIS, calculus and algebra and programming.

I've been thinking too much lately. At times my confidence is so low that anything would just happen. I hate it when i start to wonder and wonder.
I know it's because i'm afraid of making the same mistakes and losing someone again. I'm feeling insecure, because i don't wanna lose her..it's all inside my head.
I'm afraid that the little wierd things i do, or maybe a something i done wrong accidentally, will spoil everything. I try very hard not to disappoint her, cause i don't want to.
By feeling this way, i'm just turning into what i was last time, i'm making the same mistake, of thinking too much.
By trying not to do wrong, i tried too hard.
We are not perfect, but i'm trying to be, i want everything to be right for her. It made me paranoid.
The mind is a weapon, dangerously wise. It can help you, or it can destroy you.

But her words held me, stopped my mind from wondering, telling me everything is alright. A vortex brought all my wandering thoughts back into one piece. I love her, she loves me. I felt her warmth, the comfort. That's all that matters.

My mind is a super massive black hole. She tames it with one stroke. Amazing eh ?

As radiance demanded a new dedication.

Here goes, err, jie, hi, in this new year, i hope that everything will go well for you, and we will have much more to talk about. And..it's not depressing. *LoL*

I'm gonna study hard.. but action speaks louder than words. I will not procrastinate anymore. It's one of my new year resolutions.

Alright i'm gone..to bed.

Together Well Ring In The New Year

So it's Day 1, January 2007. This year there has been ups and downs, highs and lows. 2006 was a year with a lot of first's.

The start of college life, first time living outside of home, first time travelling in a bus *yes, long distance i mean* , first time eating so much mamak food in my life, first time not getting to drive often, first time going to One Utama Damasara *Don't laugh at me.*, first time sitting a friends car travelling from Penang To KL and Back. First time celebrating Christmas and New Year without my family *That's Kinda Sad*, first Adidas Sneakers *Muhammad Ali's*, first laptop, first DOTA game *i never liked DOTA until now*, first Inside United Magazine*Manchester United's Official Mag*, first time shopping on my own *used to shop with mom*

The special first times would be

First time someone tells me i'm predictable, first time someone tells me i'm manja *urkk?*, first time celebrating New Year's Eve at home*KL* , first time celebrating christmas in genting, first mini candlelight KFC dinner, first time on the cockscrew, space shot and the carousel thingy in genting, first time she held my hand, first time i ever dared to say what do i really feel, first fireworks display in KL.

2006 has given me memories, good and bad. If i ever did anything wrong, i apologize to everyone. Maybe it was my fault, maybe it wasn't, but if it is, i'm sorry, let's all be friends, and leave the past behind.

The year ended with a blast, and a start of a something new. Although i didn't went to any street parties, which most of my friends said i missed out the fun *i'm sorry theng*,i still had a great new years eve and i'm looking foward to 2007.

To My Family:
Mom, Dad, Sis, I love you all, even though i'm not at home to celebrate christmas and new year together. I'll be back soon. =)

To My Housemates:
Crystal,Vivien,Stephy. Thanks for being such great housemates and great friends. All the best to you guys!

To My Buddies:
Wallace: I've known him for 6 years now, even though he may not be all good at times, but he's alright. God Bless.

Kok Chyuan: Sometimes i just can't tolerate the annoying-ness of him, but he brings laughter to the house, and always being a "hunk" to his girlfriend, Hui Ping. He's been a great friend at all times. I appreciate it.

Way Shoon: It's been 4 years now, since i know this guy. I still don't know what to say about him. Still, it's been great to have him as a friend. *He's sleeping behind me, =/*

Wei Hun: *Laugh Out Loud*, thanks for pawning me in Fifa, i just like to irritate him so much.

To Ai Khim:
Happy new year mummy ! May this year be a good one for you ! and of course, time to find me a dad. =p

To Mon Ping:
Don't say i forget you again. We have been twins since form 4 and you should know well that twins know each others thoughts. LoL. Happy New Year !

To Jillian:
Mui, i'm sorry if i've been ngelecting you but as you said, we've both been busy. So keep in touch all right !

To Radiance:
Jie, what to say ? Life is full of surprises, things can be good but bitter in the end, but anyhow, you are still my jie, and i wish you all the best in everything.

Finally

To My Dear:
Although it's only been a while, but i've shown you too much of my "belang" already. I know sometimes i maybe a little childish, i know sometimes my actions are different from my image *as in i'm big, but inside i'm like a kid, or i'm afraid to go up the cockscrew*, and sometimes i may not understand you, but i want you to know, that i'm glad we are together, cause from what seems imposssible, and like magic, look where we are at now. I want to be the person you love, the person that makes you smile, the person that will be there for you always. Even though sometimes we may be both different from each other *as in, you like to go out, and i like to avoid crowds, you listen to pop/hip hop and i listen to all rock/slow rock,* i know i'm crazy over you, even though you are not as crazy as i am but as you said, opposite attracts. It's like positive and negative, one is needed to neutralize the other in order to achieve harmony. *all smile*. Loving you has been and still is the happiest thing in my life and it has been the best gift for 2006/2007, and i'm thankful for that.

Conclusion to 2006

It's been great. Time to welcome the new year ! Happy New Year Everyone !

Dear Santa, Again...

Again it's Christmas. Oh how i love this day.

This year i'm celebrating it high up in the mountains//wish i was home though.

As to get my blog in the mood, geek from mars is now on a sleigh.

Every year i prepare a list, write down all the things i want, and burn them to Santa//someone told me he's dead.//But this year, even though i have many things that i want, i just want to have a beautiful christmas. Because nothing, not even an alienware notebook, can compare to a wonderful christmas day. Though i wish to have an electric guitar, a PDA phone, An ALIENWARE notebook and finally an n-gage *i miss my n-gage*.

Three More Days.

Oh Kay, 8 Points Clear Before Christmas !

what i obtained this week : my sweetie bluree bear !

The best pre-christmas present for Sir Alex Ferguson, 8 points up on the table and 8 points clear of Chelsea. Seems like the English took a liking of the number 8 as it means Prosperity in Cantonese.

Yes, Arsenal drawed Chelsea just now. Arsenal should have just won the game but frankly speaking, Chelsea could have grab the winner BUT luck was on Arsenal's side for Chelsea struck the post TWICE in 90th minute. As Chelsea seems to the more lively side, Arsenal was just praying for time to end. Without the presence of Thierry Henry, Arsenal's game are in a way, not like what they use to do anymore. With passes out to the wings, likes of Adebayor and Hleb were unable to produce the attacking formula that Arsenal once possesed. A shot wide from Van Persie is all he got as he was substituted later.

Mourinho decided it was time for a gameplan change as he substituted Robben and Wright-Phillips. Robben prove to be the vicious one as he nearly scored twice. Both wings of Chelsea definitely put more pressure on Arsenal. The most funny part of the game would be the clash between Drogba and Lehmann. As Drogba was clearly fouled in the Arsenal's penalty box, the Refferey didn't see it Drogba's way. As Drogba walked away, saying something, Lehmann just had to push him in the back. Of course Drogba wasn't feeling quite happy about it and he had to hit Lehmann back, which the incident see both players getting yellow carded. How childish of both.

Arsenal had to get comfortable in the zone of Chelsea's half to produce a goal from Flamini, which was short lived as Essien's stunning goal which may just be the goal of the week. The game from the 85th minute was definitely enjoyable as Arsenal had some close calls because of a blunder by Lehmann. He definitely did something to the post as strikes from Essien and Lampard struck it.

Perhaps the most unsporting, or maybe too sporting player would be Ashley Cole, who is facing his Ex-Club. He definitely showed no respect towards his ex-players nor his fans. Sadly.

Still, we Manchester United fans are happy being on top of the table.

And YES, we've won Benfica 3 - 1, Topped Group F and proceed to the Last 16 in the Champions League.

"We've been playing some good football but have also grinded out some excellent results. We've got the balance just about right, we just need to carry that form forward now."- Ryan Giggs

You're the Man, Giggs.

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The week has been alright. Mid Term's up. Having one more paper this week, or two. Time flies seriously. For a while it was Monday, and now it's another Monday. I've been procrastinating, assignment not done, have a presentation coming up. And i'm sitting here blogging. *evil*

Maybe i'm a little too carefree. I should be pushing myself more. I definitely don't want to fail any of my subjects this semester. Considering Economics, Calculus and Algebra and Information Systems, which aren't my favourite subjects.

Christmas is near, and i would be celebrating it without my family. Well, i still have my friends but this would be the first time i'm celebrating Christmas out of home. Everything has it's first. *Wonders*. As i love christmas, i just wished that it would snow here. I've never seen snow before, only artificial ones. Made out of soap bubbles. =/

All right, It's already 3am and my class is at 10am in the morning. 6 hours to sleep.

signin off.

and i know it's a wonderful world.

Excited like O.O

*warning *- just a out-of-boredom post. contains no useful information, not to say that everything i say here is useful or meaningful.

Tonight's Game

Manchester United - Benfica showdown in Old Trafford.

Do-or-die game, determines whether the Reds move to last 16.

OR be knockout and humiliated like last year, where Benfica knocked them out too.

The Reds seems to be high in spirit. I haven't heard anything from Benfica, maybe they want to be known as underdogs. Hmm.

I'm so into No Promises by Shayne Ward the Daniel Bedingfield + James Blunt singer from X-Factor 2005.

I think that would be the only song i like from him. For now, That's My Goal is just cheesy, and i don't know the other song.

I'm thinking about..

My Dad And My Mom..

My bubbly sis.

My dog, JoJo. With her embarrasing posse down here.


She's Enjoying it.


Me, Radiance *my jie* and Way Shoon. Mid September, Sunway Pyramid


My mummy-Ai Khim, and me. Nov 25 KLCC.


Buddies, 28 October, Midvalley


Some wobbly world cup figures, Ronaldinho, Rooney and Cafu i think. World Cup 2006

My Love.

Dear Santa, I've been a good boy all year, and here is my christmas list.

1. Tickets to watch One Man United Match, preferbly Man United - Arsenal Match.
2. Electric Guitar, a black and white one, maybe signed by santana ?
3.An Alienware Desktop or Notebook, It's up to you, But minimum requirements, Pentium Core 2 Duo : Desktop - Extreme Editon 2GHZ, Notebook, 2.2GHZ, 2GB ram, 1TB HDD, Quad Crossfire ATI 1950XTX.

I should wake up from my dreams, those are unattainable goals for the moment. I have already reached the maximum output, which lies on the production possibilities frontier or PPF line. *searching the economics text book*

Christmas, Christmas, Christmas is near !

sunshine, sunshine.

*runs around*

sings with croaky voice

*stay with me*

loves you.

*laugh out loud*

cheese

TEN random things about me:

My mood changes like the direction of the wind
I'm learning to cook delicious fusion dishes with maggi mee
I prefer talking to myself than with someone i don't know
I love walking in the park
I'm fat
I get irritated quickly
I love getting attention
i love the way she is when she's with me
I love Christmas
I'm in love too ! *lol jeremy*

NINE ways to win my heart

Listen to me, even if i'm telling lame jokes. lol
Being honest with me
Give me random hugs and kisses
Surprise me
Love me
Hold my hand when i'm with you
Cheer me up when i'm down, even if i'm faking it. lol
being yourself
anything sweet you do would melt me easily

EIGHT things I must do when I'm dying:

Visit Old Trafford
Go around the world
Eat around the world
Cook my final meal
Play my final football game
Have a concert in honour of me
Spending time with my love ones
Buy the most high tech gadgets and donate them to charity after i passed

SEVEN ways to annoy me:

Being ridiculously annoying
Backstabbing me
Being arrogant
Cheating me
Being Ignorant
Talking bad about my love ones
Mess up my stuffs

SIX things I believe in:

Football
God
Karma
Bullshit
Supernatural
Love

FIVE things I'm afraid of:

Supernatural
Laptop breaking down
My dear ignoring me
alone
the dark

FOUR of my favourite items in my room:

My laptop
My notice board with "Theng" on it
My Guitar
My Bed

THREE things I do every day:

Eat
Love
Think

TWO things I want to do right now:

Hug someone
Go watch football

ONE person I want to see right now:

bluree

I tag:

Ai Khim
Izrin
*these people habis exam d*
Whoever is too too free

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I'm getting irritated quickly these few days. Don't know why.

Today i'm gonna compile a list of the phrases from songs that i like.

This is going to bring me clarity//This'll take the heart right out of me//She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted//She is everything I want that I never knew I needed//This is going to bring me to my knees//I just want to hold you close to me

I know now, just quite how//My life and love might still go on//In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time

I guess you're the only one//that nobody changes//I guess you're the only one//left standing when everything else goes down

That I'm learning to breathe//I'm learning to crawl//I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall//I'm living again, awake and alive//I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

My Fav-

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for//You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for//You know it's true//Everything I do - I do it for you

Dear. You have given me more than anything i could ask for. And I love you for everything you are and everything you do. *hugs*

Match Highlights - Man Utd 3 - Everton 0

Manchester United Most Classiest Performance Of The Season, With Players Like Vidic, Giggs, Scholes on the bench, Manchester United Still Proof That The Spirit Is There To Win The Premiership Title. Three Cheers For Man United !