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WHOA..One month plus i didn't blog...Currently having finals..not free to blog..or i'm just lazy..LoL...no updates until then..Boo Hoo

Am building a new PC ! YeePee..

Lucky Number 8

It's been 8 months since that day, and things just went off like fireworks.

One blink of an eye, another month passed.

Am i old or what?

Well, it's a roller coaster ride. I sometimes do think if i'm on the right train.

But i guess every train is the right one with you.

=)

Love You Dear.

No time la..I know i seldom update.. lol

Been busy with assignments, tutorials and Student Welfare Committee stuffs. Even though i had time for FIFA07 but i've just got myself updated with the blog-o-sphere today. And i found people(s) bombarded my chatterbox saying that they do read. Anyway, i would present you guys the medal of honour bla bla bla....

But i really appreciate the people that do read my blog. It's just so nice of you guys.

To Chris - I find your blog really interesting. I like the things you talk about and of course, i happened to find out you are a Manchester United Fan, right ? That's why i linked you. LoL.

Things wasn't going really well, assignments are starting to pile up, i've been in a strings of bad lucks. Maths is as sucky as ever, and I've seen people in a way i've never see before.

I've been a busybody, which everybody at times are. But it's not to do that on the road because it's dangerous. Like me. I was driving out of my college into the main road. As i was waiting for the car in front to exit the junction, there was an accident on the other lane, so i looked, as the girl was sobbing while talking on the phone, and a man was shouting something, and then i heard *bam*. I looked in front, it was me. Oh damn not again. My front bumper hit the rear bumper of an accord. To make things worst, she's a lecturer from my college. Luckily it was nothing, i fixed it back for her, and she say she'll call me if anything happens. End of story. NOT.



I didn't notice the damage on my car. Cost me RM80..

I've grown, as in the belly part. I've also become darker. Because of swimming. I've been "assisting" my sir, teach year one students how to swim. LoL. I'm still not fully fit as a result of the injury i had three months ago. I'm still recovering, eating lots of pills. I miss playing football, where i can use my knees without worrying.

I've watch transformers and harry potter !!

Transformers - F&!@##^&* AWESOME !! It was so cool that i nearly choked on my popcorn.

Transformers is so damn cool is freaking awesome is the best movie i watched this year compared to all the sucky movies that i've watch omg i just love the show full stop

Harry Potter - When the movie reached the two hour marked. The story is only half of the book.

I find harry potter's visual effects kinda good, but the story is all short cutted, which makes it kinda boring for people who read the book. I'm just not impressed. Still, i've pre-ordered the 7th book which is due out this 21st and i really can't wait for it. The books are even boxed up to prevent stolen copies or something according to the papers today.

And According to the papers today, and yesterday, well, yesterday, a porsche 911 Targa 4 was stolen from a showroom in autocity juru, penang, and too bad for the guy, the car ran out of fuel, so he had to ditch it. The police recovered it and stupidly had to refuel it to drive it back to the station for evidence. Today's news paper, the porsche was stolen again, this time from the station. I just laughed and laughed. There's really nothing i can say actually.

It's been a different generation since then, i'm not being racist or what, look at the state of out National football team, what can we say, we had high hopes, but we fell. There was an incident at my place, where this guy kicked a car of a friend of mine, a bunch of them where there, and when ask to settle, he took out a knife and threated my friend, which almost resulted into a fight, and a bunch of other people on motorbikes who happened to pass by straight stopped and threw their helmet at my friends. For no f***ing reason. Pathetic. What has our nation become, as we marched towards our vision, devastation and reformation ? Maybe that's what we really need.

Today's is the 19th of July, 6 more days, It would be 8 months. =). Times really passes fast.


I'll just stop here. Until then..

I'm still surviving..

After one year of studying in TAR college, i'm still surviving.

One year ago, it wasn't planned for me to enter TAR College. I was suppose to do Graphic Design in MMU Cyberjaya. I applied and i waited. It didn't came. Dad ask me to look for a backup. With my pathetic SPM results (only 2as). Where could i go?

Luckily i had enough credits. So i decided to look up TAR College. I read about the courses and this course attracted me. I use to hear TAR College is well know for their business courses, not the IT courses. I decided to give a shot at Information Systems Engineering. I downloaded the application form online and submitted it.

And now, here i am. MMU gave me IT in Melaka campus. So i decided to come here instead. Since it offer the course i opt for in TARC.

One year ago.

First semester, i was trying to fit it. I was trying to not be the odd one out, i used to sit alone in lectures, put on my ear phones, and just look at the lecturer lecturing. And then, i had problems. I don't know how badly it effects me emotionally but i know it did. First semester was a bitter pill to swallow. But i carried on, pulling myself together. The subjects where interesting, at least i'm interested to learn. I did think about, what if i'm not interested, what if i study halfway then i give up ? Then came exam, First Semester, GPA 3.3333.

And then came second semester. There seem to be a light shone at me. I know i was not lost anymore. I've made friends, i've done well, i'm adapting. And something happened, that turned my world upside down, from wrong to right, from pain to happiness. It's a great feeling. Semester 2 was a great one. A few blinks and then came exam again. This time i felt i worked quite hard, but not hard enough. Result ? GPA 3.68

Semester 3. I thought it was gonna be easy. With subjects like Web Page Design, which is my favourite, and Tamadun Islam, still not loving it. I don't know if i've done enough, but two subjects would be easy to achieve. It's a 50/50 way, either you win or you lose, because there's only two subs.

And on today, i collected my exam result slip, open it up, and i saw the letters A and a GPA 4.0.

I know it's nothing to some of you smart people out there. But this is the first time i got a 4 Flat. I'm very happy about it. I was lucky too i guess. Even it's a small achievement, but it will be an inspiration to work harder. It definitely boost my confidence a little higher.

I can sense further obstacles are waiting for me.

It's gonna be a busy week. I've a meeting to attend. Swimming lessons to attend. I'm a student assistant, which means i earn money as i teach swimming. Yay extra income ! Booths to attend to, also another extra income, take care of the paper booth where they distribute papers to students who subscribed. At times i get really exhausted because of the long sessions in college. It's really tiring, but i can't complain. Although i love to rot at home.

but i think i'm getting lazy soon. LoL

I'm curious to know who drops by here. Please leave a message in my tag box so that i'd know. Just curious. =). I know usually i blog to myself. I know a few people that sometimes drop by. but i don't update really that often. I know one persons who always comes here. ;)

I've been thinking of changing the design of my blog.

How is this for a start ?



Until then..

The Shark..

Yes, I'm known to my lil cousins as the Shark. because of my head. Other than that, i'm also known as egg head.

Anyhow, i was back in Penang for my uncle's wedding, and it was great. Well, the food was great, make me gain a few pounds more. I've been not exercising because of my leg and i'm here eating my heart out. LoL

My trusty Samsung Phone with 1.3Mp Cam, Uncle's wedding car.

Funny thing is, i brought my camera and it's charger back, but on the wedding day, i turned on the camera to find, i didn't bring back the memory card. How delightful, i got scolded by my dad for being so careless.

That would be my uncle and his wife, me, my sis (in black) and my cousin sis.

Well weddings are weddings, but this would be the first time i attended a mass for a wedding in church. Never done that before. The traditional chinese ceremony was followed too. My uncle would be my grandma last child to get married. She has 6 children, including my mum.

Beauty and the Shark.

As i've cut my hair, Theng was actually scared, to see this change in me, she was scared i turn into a "lala". She prefer me with my hair long and shaped like a coconut head. Most importantly, she's afraid i'll look "lala". LoL.

The Lala (top) and the not so Lala (bottom)

Back to college on monday morning, this would be the first time, i'm attending all lectures, and i'm doing all my tutorial. I'm just very happy at myself. I am hoping to continue doing this till the end of semester. Even though i hate the long hours of classes. and the long breaks in between. Plus SWC( Student Welfare Committee ) meetings till late evenings. I've never been so busy before. I hate going to lectures actually, but since now they are taking attendance. *sigh*

Lazying around. SWC commitees.

Of course i still have time for leisure. I'm actually not a very good planner, i do make bad time management once in a while. Like when i always wake up just in time for class, and i'm always at least 5 minutes late. I just love to sleep.

Just updates on life these days.

Up down left and right, but my leg hasn't heal yet.

Until then...

This is so uncool.....

One thing i hate about my appearance is my hair. It's because i don't have a clue on how to cut my hair. When it's long, i just tell the hair stylist to trim and cut short. There are a few times which i had bad hair cuts.


Last year in Genting. Click 5 style, according to Kok Chyan

I always complain that i don't know how to style my hair. I don't really like to use wax or gel, because when my hair itches, i hate it.


You can see i don't usually style my hair

All these years i look the same, even theng always say my hair is always like this. When i cut my hair, mum will ask, you got cut your hair meh ?


It's hard to do anything when my hair is long..and my nose is crooked !!

Anyway, i'm back in Penang now for my Uncle's wedding. In the meantime, i decided to get a hair cut. I was planning to just trim it, but i end up looking like this.

Ohh wait, wrong picture. I wished i look like him.

I decided to try something different, like, take a risk, try it, something that will make me look fresh. Through the hair cut, i couldn't really see myself because i had my glasses off. That's what i hate about getting a hair cut, not able to see yourself is just plain wrong. You won't know when something goes wrong. Well, i told the hair stylist to cut like this anyway, and well, it turned out quite like what i expected, but seriously, i don't know whether it's nice or not.

And i will reveal it here...

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Web Cam

This will be the first time i cut it this way. I even had three stipes on the side, just for fun.

My grandmother ask me in hokkien "Lu ka ha mi tao mo??"

Another bad hair style. When will i get it right ??????

*sigh*

How To Save A Life..

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

I wished The Fray would come to Malaysia....*prays hard*

shattered...

Not really shattered but yea, almost.

I tried playing football today, but i can't run, i tried, i only could hop around and walk and maybe a light jog. It's just so fucked up to see myself like that, when others could move their leg swiftly. It's been a month since i hurt my leg, to be precise, my left knee. It hasn't heal yet. I could walk without problems, but when i start running, my knee just could not take it.


Cisse Breaking A Leg

It's sad and frustrating to not be able to do what you like, now i know how it feels like to be semi-disabled. Though it already feels like i'm disabled. I'm lucky not to have the condition worsen, come to think of it, the doctor said it was just a pull at the ligament, i haven't see any specialist though.

Anyhow, attended a few lectures. Umm, all lectures actually, because attendance are now taken which is actually the result of last semester's poor attendance. That wasn't as bad as our classes are some how reshuffle which resulted in me moving up from group 5 to 4. But poor poor Jeremy went up to group 2. What totally pissed me off is i'm unable to change it. According to the head of school, it's the administration orders. I say shit.

I'm taking 5 subjects this semester which includes

Data Communication,
Probability and Statistics,
Database,
Analysis and Design of Information System
and Introduction to Object Oriented Programming.

I'm learning Java this semester. *Yay!* Which reminds me, i haven't touched C++ since semester 2. Another thing, i have 3 program supervisor and a senior lecturer teaching me. It's definitely a good thing, but they are strict like hell, they are like the jackals or the elite squad or S.W.A.T, May i live through this semester.

According to theng, i'm girly flower flower, or emo these few days. Proof ? I've been repeating Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie and 4 In The Morning by Gwen Stefani over and over again, check my msn and you will see.

That's not me ! I listen to Fall Out Boy, Bullet For My Valentine, My Chemical Romance, Sugarcult, The Fray, Incubus! Not girly girly songs! At this moment, Theng is gonna say i patronize female singers. I have nothing against them, hell, i have nothing against Mika either. I just don't really enjoy the PoP genre anymore. Or maybe i do but i'm just in denial. *hums to grace kelly*

And yea, i'm fat.

Someone Poke Me!

I've been eating and eating and sleeping because my of my injured leg. That makes me fat like a tortoise shell or Hurley from lost. =/

Speaking bout series.

NO MORE HEROES !!! HOW COULD THEY !?? I mean, do it quick, don't make us wait, we wanna see what happens after the explosion and i don't want Nathan to die nor DL or Parkman. Sad. SUPERNATURAL ALSO FINISH ! LOST HAVE TO WAIT DON'T KNOW HOW MANY FREAKING MONTHS BEFORE SEASON 4 COMES OUT. Damn you producers, as you make money and make us suffer.

Moody, but alright.

I'm stopping here.

Until then.

Makes Me Wonder..

I've been back to KL since last week, 14 of May. Been going to College almost everyday for setting up and rehearsal of Mass Call. It's been a tiring week and tomorrow would be the real day. Time actually pass quite fast, on the other hand i was complaining that time is passing too slow because i miss theng a lot. Come to think of it, it's quite fast also.

So, Manchester United failed to secure the FA cup after a 1-0 lost to Chelsea in extra time. I don't have anything to say. After putting high hopes on Manchester United, they bound to lose. While when you don't concentrate on them, they will win with a brace of goals. People say it's because of the game itself is already polluted by bookies and bets.

Paused.

And Here i am, after two weeks, continuing this post.

I've been busy. Mass Call was a great experience. It's fun and i really enjoy it except for the part where we had to stand for a very long time.

Tomorrow would be the first day of my second year or fourth semester. Kinda fast actually.

Me and Theng had been together for 6 months already. and she made me this..



A Card with mind blowing words *=P* and cookies shaped like Noel. Well, plus load more of cookies which left me craving for more. Yum Yummy. Love ya baby. =)

Time flies, when i look at the freshies that attended mass call, they remind me of myself when i first step into college one year ago. Everything was new and different. Can't believe it's been a year. Sometimes i still wonder if i took the right course, how would my future be.

I still haven't watch Pirates Of The Caribbean. Heard it's good, much better than Spidey3. Headed to Times Square with Theng on sat to watch but it was SOLD OUT, THE WHOLE DAY. Because of Wu Chun, a chinese actor or something which i have no interest in. Times Square was flooded.

My leg isn't healed yet, i wonder when i can play football again.

Anyway, guess i'll stop here.

Until then..

Another Day..

First things first.

All Hail The Newly Crowned Premiership Champions !!

Manchester United!!

Yes, Manchester United takes the crown with an 7 point lead over Chelsea with two games left, which makes it impossible to catch up anymore.

Back to reality, i'm bored to hell, i can't play football because my knee still hurt which is because--

Once upon a time, i was playing futsal, as i was imagining myself being Zidane, i turned and my knee did not follow, and it went crack.

It haven't recover fully yet till now. Sigh.

The remake of the omen is boring. I nearly slept through it. Well, i slept and continue the next morning. Which also does not surprise me.

Discovered Secondhand Serenade on TRL, all acoustic songs. Damn nice. The single is called vulnerable. They sound a little like Dashboard Confessional. Emo kind. And most of their songs have a phrase - "I was born to tell you that i love you". That's kinda cheesy. LoL

Talking bout Dashboard Confessional, i love their new single, stolen. It's playing in my head. Well, Grace Kelly by Mika is also running around in my head, for some reason. -_-

Is there anything that will make you not feel like listening to music at all ? because music is like life, but there are times that you won't feel like listening to music at all. I wonder

I'm just gonna think about what to do. =)

until then..

Long Long One.

It’s been quite a while since I had a proper entry in this blog. But since when do I blog properly. I find this place as messy as my table, well, at least they have labels on them. I don’t find a lot of footprints in here, nor do I blog for an audience. Honestly, I did thought of being like Kenny Sia and all. Guess that’s just not me. As when I blog, they are just words. It will definitely hurt your eyes.

Anyhow, I just came back from KL for the semester break, back home to Penang, after a refreshing third semester of my Two Year, 6 Semester Diploma Course. It’s great to be back, of course home is the best place in the world. The down side? Only for one week. I have to be back by May the 14^th, because of my involvement in the orientation week for the 2007 Tar College May Intake or Freshies. That’s what they called us when we were here a year ago.

Come to think of it, one week isn’t that bad. It seems that when I come back to Penang, I am usually stuck at home. For some reasons, I don’t seem to have friends to hang out with. Well, the people I usually hang out with here sleep next door back in KL. So, I practically need to see some fresh but familiar faces. It’s either me, wait, I shall rephrase that. It’s me that’s being the lazy ass for not catching up with my friends. Maybe it’s because we’ve moved away to a new environment, meeting new people, that we don’t really have the time to catch up, or the friendship isn’t there, and we lose contact. Sigh. But still, thanks for the memories.

Though I guess catching up won’t be a problem now because I’d be heading to a reunion dinner for the class of 2005 in Penang.

Everytime I come back here, my dog has to give me a headache. The first two semester, she ran away and got herself another dog stuck to her. And she also bit my slippers. Twice. This semester, I wasn’t expecting anything because I thought she would be good for once. And then it happen, she chew on my sneaks. My adidas white sneaks which I seldom wear because it was too precious. I want to shout and scream and but sadly, she chewed already. What can I say, as much as I want to scream my head off.

I was studying my ass off, well, that would be just a metaphor, but I did tried to study my ass off for this two papers, Web Page design and Tamadun Islam dan Asia. As much as I love Hiro Nakamura, I do like history, just the interesting ones. Well, most of them are because of it’s in BM. It seriously does bores the hell out of me. So MTV had to be so kind, because it’s my birthday month, they decided to award me with four tickets to watch Good Charlotte Live. I love you for that.

It was on a Saturday and I went to Bukit Jalil Stadium straight away after my Exam with Theng, Wallace and Shoon. The concert was great, it was good, no, it was fantastic! Although we did have some complications that includes moving around in a crowd that have no interest in listening to the music. That just might have spoilt the mood.

Moving on, here are some personal reflection moments. Coming back here just makes me feel, how to you put it, responsible. As I had been living on my own, where every decision I make is my own damn problem and I will have to deal with it if it goes wrong. I feel that, I am going to be taking care of my family when I am able to support myself, get a job and all. Because my parents are getting older, still working to support the family, to support my education. And business just isn’t looking good. I have a cute and adorable sister, who is somehow a rebel, whom keep things to herself. She’s a good girl, but I’m afraid she’s mixing with the wrong group of friends, too much exposure. I just feel more responsible as I’m the eldest in the family. That it is part of what I should do. I hope that’s a good thing. Just the process of growing up. I guess I’ve really changed a lot from who I am last time. Though I may still be an idiot.

Feelings, feelings and more feelings. Sad, happy, angry, emotional, it’s part of life. This is the part where I should be thankful of what I have but I’ll just skip that.

Been watching Grey’s Anatomy, It’s really a great show. Top on my list, together with Scrubs, Heroes, Lost and Of course, Supernatural. That’s what I do now, lie down and watch series, like a pig. Sadly, no wonder Theng calls me a donkey, and also a pig.

I’ve been up and I’ve been down, I’ve even lost control of myself for the past two months, for a minute i find myself like a total failure. Someone said that you make your own decision, you shape your future, you decide your life. I guess that person is partly right and also wrong, because we won’t know what will happen in the future. I think god is testing us, so that we can make the right decision, and if we fall, we pick ourselves up and take it as an experience.

I think that will be the effect of watching too much Grey’s Anatomy, I am narrating my own life. Like Meredith or in Scrubs, like J.D.

Ok, enough crapping. I’m late, gotta fetch my sis from School.

Try to update soon.

Until then.

Happy Birthday to me !

Yea, thats about it. Thanks to those who remembered.

Sad though. Not many remember.

Well, as long as this few people remember,

1. Sis *will tell dad and mum*
2. Baby
3. Housemates

or i'd be miserable.

I'm 19 ! Yay ! or should i go, yay......

I'd be looking forward to the year. =)

Support Local Events !!!

Dates

April 4-Chester Bennington From Linkin Park @KLCC Tower Records
April 7- Hitz.FM 10th Birthday Bash
April 8-Kanye West "Touch The Sky" Tour
April 9-Day i get my exam result
April 21-Good Charlotte Live in KL !!!

I'll be attending the birthday bash to support my favourite radio station! I've been listening to Hitz.fm for a very long time now i'm turning 19 and they are turning 10 ! WooTs

I'm gonna skip Kanye West, sadly.. Cause i'm going for Good Charlotte !!! Love their new album, Good Morning Revival.

Well i'm only into two songs from the album right now, Misery and The River.

I'm hoping Relient K would drop by, but it would be impossible. I don't see a Relient K fan base in Malaysia. Sadly.

Relient K is one hell of a band, though music critics consider them poppy instead of punk. They are actually a christian band. *I couldn't believe either*. Well anyway, they just released Five Score And Seven Years Ago. Different people have different taste.

Another Album to be expect would be Linkin Park's Minutes To Midnight. I've already heard what i've done , the first single on YouTube. I think it's only the demo. I don't want to be disappointed. I'm heading over to KLCC to catch Chester though. Wonder what is he doing here anyway.

Life's great. Well, there are a lot of happenings, which somehow i couldn't avoid, or maybe caused by me myself. But everything just slowly patch into one piece at the end, and i just am so grateful.

Until then..

down

i'm at the lowest point, emotionally.

My New Pet - Mikhail Blaxon

Real Name: Mikhail Blaxon

Age: Unknown

Occupation: Voice in the Night

Personality: Mikhail was an aspiring singer whose dream was to become the idol of millions through a popular reality show. However, the judges deemed him unworthy, saying that he was "untalented", "horrible" and "utter crap". In a fit of rage he attacked them with a microphone, getting himself electrocuted in the process. Although his body died, his voice lived on to torment his detractors with awful renditions of that Titanic song and a veritable "Best Of" list of teenage boy band hits.

Likes: Singing (badly), haunting showers, elevators and audition halls

Dislikes: Reality TV show judges, reality TV show winners, SMS

Tagline: “You’re here, there’s nothing I fear…”


That's the Diablo Spectrum SE Skin i got for My Nano. =)

Things been really busy and will get busier. I'm indecisive. Should i or shouldn't. It's a big sacrifice. Can i ? My time, my semester break. Is this my moment ? Maybe not so serious. Well elaborate later.

Until Then

Life is a highway

I love driving, fast. I love long stretches of highway. But i hate traffic jams, especially the ones on Federal Highway. It totally sucks. When i'm not in the mood, i just feel like driving around, alone, in silence, while during normal times, i like to drive fast, alone too. When fetching my friends or family, i drive safely. I tend to sometimes drive dangerously, but, i love speed. Still, i dare not push the limit.

I think it applies in my style of managing my life. I love to go fast, but i dare not go too fast. I'm dare not take the risk. I'm like to take a safe route, i need an assurance to go fast. Sometimes, this tends to stop me from doing the things that i want. Come to think of it, sometimes it's a good thing also. At least i think twice about the cause and effects and the people i will affect.

I'm almost 19 and the world just open wide. To a different perspective on everything.

Will things work out the way you want it to ? Will something you put your heart in it be a disappointment ? This is all part of what we have to go through in life, ups and downs, thick and thins.

Anyhow, i still love to drive fast.

A Post To My Dear Friend

You know what, i had enough. I had been patience with you, took every word you said, swallowed them and not complaining, i've given in to you, your fucking attitude, even though i did complain but i've never not treat you as a friend. I've done my best to make everyone happy, but i know i can't. For all those shit you have given me, for all these years, priceless.

Thanks For Everything.

Tired

Few more days, i'd be leaving home, few more days, i'd be getting my result, few more days, i'd be bored to death.

Haven't been anywhere out. Tomorrow heading to penang to meet Jennifer from Ipoh, then head to Auto City at night to meet Eugene and Wern Chien. It's been a while since i've contacted them.

A part of me is eager to head back but another wants to stay back. Maybe i need to be a little more independent. I've always been a mama's boy, i'd obey everything my parents say, well except for the fact that study comes first and girlfriend later. But i do take my studies seriously, i know how to manage my time. Maybe sometimes i will get carried away but i still know how to get back on track.

I'm gonna be 19 this year. By next year, i can be considered as an adult already, 20 years on earth. I don't have a list of what i must do before i reach 30. I need to make one. LoL.

Life's been great, sometimes, i'm still stuck in my teenage years, still being a kid, attitude also like a kid. Do things make decision also like a kid. I need to leave that behind, and start being an adult, i'm not small anymore. I know that. It's just being a kid is much more easier than having to know that you have a lot of responsibilities.

I think i watch too much of Ah Wong. But he also know how to think what.

Well, i hope that, this year, i may be more mature.

Oh yea, i wanna lose weight, any diet plan suggestion ?

Until then

It's hard...

Baby it's hard, but we gotta stay strong.
Baby it's tough, but we gotta keep going on.

I know how it feels, but think of the bright side.

Theng's feeling homesick, she's leaving for KL tomorrow.

I just got back from Auto City not long ago, was in Bed with Radiance, Shoon , Hun and a bunch of friends, mostly seniors.

Bed is a place, not a bed.

Update later, sleepy.

i know baby, three's the number for the month. =)

OMFG!
I take back everything i said !