What I want for christmas

What I want for christmas is not much. I just to seek forgiveness from the people I have hurt throughout the year. I have done bad and I apologize from the bottom of my heart.

I believe I am a nice guy, seriously. I just lost my way and in result cause a lot of hurt. I blame myself every single day for that. There's nothing much I can do. I know god will judge me, but until then, all I can do is try to make things right, in time.