Tired

Few more days, i'd be leaving home, few more days, i'd be getting my result, few more days, i'd be bored to death.

Haven't been anywhere out. Tomorrow heading to penang to meet Jennifer from Ipoh, then head to Auto City at night to meet Eugene and Wern Chien. It's been a while since i've contacted them.

A part of me is eager to head back but another wants to stay back. Maybe i need to be a little more independent. I've always been a mama's boy, i'd obey everything my parents say, well except for the fact that study comes first and girlfriend later. But i do take my studies seriously, i know how to manage my time. Maybe sometimes i will get carried away but i still know how to get back on track.

I'm gonna be 19 this year. By next year, i can be considered as an adult already, 20 years on earth. I don't have a list of what i must do before i reach 30. I need to make one. LoL.

Life's been great, sometimes, i'm still stuck in my teenage years, still being a kid, attitude also like a kid. Do things make decision also like a kid. I need to leave that behind, and start being an adult, i'm not small anymore. I know that. It's just being a kid is much more easier than having to know that you have a lot of responsibilities.

I think i watch too much of Ah Wong. But he also know how to think what.

Well, i hope that, this year, i may be more mature.

Oh yea, i wanna lose weight, any diet plan suggestion ?

Until then

It's hard...

Baby it's hard, but we gotta stay strong.
Baby it's tough, but we gotta keep going on.

I know how it feels, but think of the bright side.

Theng's feeling homesick, she's leaving for KL tomorrow.

I just got back from Auto City not long ago, was in Bed with Radiance, Shoon , Hun and a bunch of friends, mostly seniors.

Bed is a place, not a bed.

Update later, sleepy.

i know baby, three's the number for the month. =)

OMFG!
I take back everything i said !

Umm, i shall not take back what i said. Day's just fine. It is fine, it's utter mostly great, it's fantastic, but it seems like i have PMS.

LOOK, i'm a guy.

What the fuck is PMS messing around with me ? KennySia states that PMS also means Poor Man Suffering.

I hate mood swings, at first you are in good mood, and then Poof, you just get so emo that you want everyone beside you to disappear.

Worst is when you are with your love ones, and they have to eat it up to just be patient with you.

Lagi worst if it ends up in an argument.

Fish Fingers.

Deja Vu

Sometimes, i just hate myself, for ruining the moment, for being a overly sensitive jerk, for being a moron, for being a not considerate person, for being everything single fucking thing that i'm not.

and i can't stop it.

Bored

bored

b.o.r.e.d

BORED

BoReD

boooorrrreeeedddd
bored

b.o.r.e.d

BORED

BoReD

boooorrrreeeeddddbored

b.o.r.e.d
BORED

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b.o.r.e.d

BORED

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Supermassive Steamboats

It's the first day of chinese new year.

Woke up at 9, mass was at 10.30am. As usual, i didn't prepare what to wear on the first day. Ended up unpacking everything i have. Finally settled myself in a white tee, jeans and white sneaks. The usual me. Went to church and then followed on to my grandfather's place, which is my dad's side of the family.

The best part is still about getting ang pows. It was a merry sight. Except for my aunt, she doesn't look that cheerful. It's the first time we are celebrating New Year without my uncle. He passed last year. Life goes on.

Had steamboat for lunch, again. Chatted a while and i was called to the table by my relatives. We started gambling. It's actually my first time gambling during new year. Dad used to object me gambling. Shooed me away when i got near the table. *lol*.

Went home after a while and took a rest. Went to my grandma's place at night for dinner, which is my mom's side of the family. Steamboat again. Couldn't take more. It's a more quiet atmosphere at my grandma's place. We usually just eat and talk and watch TV cause it's quite a small family.

New Year = Ang Pow + Steamboat x Weight Gain + family get together.

Now that's fun.

The almost all of my new year. Nothing much to do after the first day. Having steamboat *AGAIN* at home tomorrow. Visiting on Wednesday. Tuesday a free day. It's quite a quiet new year this year.

Darn tired, going to sleep soon. Dear's at her grandma's place. Busy cannot message her.

Until then.

The Adventures Of Luke Mcflurrywalker - Part 1

Long time ago, in a far far away mcgalaxy,

there was a person named Darth-O-Fish,ruler of all Universe,

He build McStar as his planet and base to defend against the people against him.
The prophecy says, a young padawan, by the name of Luke Mcflurrywalker,

Will rise into a full fledge desert and stop Darth-O-Fish once and for all!

As the people waited for the prophecy, things got worse,

Darth-O-Fish wasn't too happy about it and he vowed that if Luke Mcflurrywalker

ever stopped him, he will be dead before the oreos can are melted in his vanilla body......

Chapter 1

The Born Of A Jedonald

He wanders around aimlessly in the woods, filthy and hungry, he didn't know where he came from, he didn't know who he was. As he walked, he saw somthing flew pass him. " What Was That !? ", he said. Slowly, he was surrounded in the fog, he couldn't see anything anywhere, and here it comes, a small creature, walked towards him. "Yofries, i am. Luke Mcflurrywalker, you are. You would come to me, prophecy says. Been waiting, i am.",the creature said. "Luke Mcflurrywalker ?? What ?? Does that sound like the name of a person ??",Luke said. "Person, you are not. Young Jedonald, you are. Your Master, I am. To my place, Follow me. "Yofries said. Luke wonders about the new identity he just found out about himself. He decided to listen to the creature because he could feel the force around him. Furthermore, Luke thought Yofries was cute.

Back at Yofries place, Luke can't help but to gasp in awe. Yofries live in a big mansion just right beside the woods. " How could i not see this place ?", Luke said after wandering so long in the woods. " Camouflauge, it is, from strangers, only for Jedonald's like you. Come, teach you i must, train you i will.",Yofries replied. So Luke followed Yofries and trained under him on how to use his Jedonald's power. After endless days and nights of training. Luke and Yofries were having tea in his study room. " Improved, you have. Something for you, I give.",Yofries said. He pulled out a stick, which looks like a lolipop. "What's That ???.",Luke asked. "Lightoreosaber it is, specially for you.". Luke was amazed. He hit a button and out came a ray of light, with oreos surrounding it. "Thanks Master !",Luke said. But Yofries just laid there, motionless. "Master?? Master??MASTER !!, ARE YOU ALRIGHT ?".Yofries had been struck by Luke's lightoreosaber, but he didn't know. He vowed to revenge against the person who killed his master. Anyway, he inherited his master's mansion, and found out he had a room full of playmates.

Still, he couldn't endure the pain. Luke decided to take off from the place, he wanted to find who killed his master, and set off in a journey to Planet McChickeooe.

At a place far far away. Darth-O-Fish is aware, that a young jedonald is heading his way, to destroy him. He has been thinking about the prophecy. Wonder who is this young jedonald, and what he possess. Darth-O-Fish wasn't worried, he decided to go for a spa before thinking again.

End of chapter One

Some Definitions...

Ah Beng And Ah Lian
from wikipedia

Ah Beng is a term commonly given to a member of a group of young Chinese men in Southeast Asia, particularly Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese men, whose age ranging from their early teens to late 20s, usually centralise in the busier and more developed cities in the region, but are usually seen as originating from smaller or more rural towns. Ah bengs typically speak local slang, which is Hokkien or Cantonese mixed with English and Malay, such as Manglish or Singlish. They are often stereotypically portrayed to be anti-intellectual, superficial and materialistic and shallow. These values often lead to a lack of culture or indulgence in criminal activity or being involved in brawling or affray out of disagreement with other people. Ah bengs are also sometimes associated with extensively-modified or zhng-ed cars, and are stereotypically seen as being excessively flashy and show-offs.
The term 'Ah Beng' is also sometimes used to describe young Chinese men in Southeast Asia who cannot speak fluent English and/or have graduated from the secular Chinese education system of the region.


Ah Lian is a pejorative term commonly given to a certain group of young Chinese girls in Southeast Asia, especially Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese girls, whose age ranging from their adolescent years to late 20s, usually centralised in the busier and more developed cities in the region. They are regarded as bimbos, and are stereotyped as anti-intellectual, superficial, materialistic, and shallow. Ah Lians are commonly stereotyped as having hair dyed in gaudy and bright colours, and attired in fashion mimicking hip-hop culture, although how much of this is true is debatable. Since their male counterpart is the Ah Beng, Ah Lians are also thought of as being excessively flashy and show-offs.
The Ah Lian "culture" is especially prevalent in the secular Chinese educational system schools, typified by their frequent use of vulgarities and appearance in cliques (joined by their male counter parts Ah Bengs).
Ah Lians commonly speak in a kind of hybrid mix of Singlish or Manglish and Chinese, or Chinese-related dialects. It is also common for the grammar from these dialects to cross over English usage, creating English phrases with Chinese grammar.

That same ol' question..

Love, is a mystery, it can't be explained, though scientifically the feeling is caused by a chemical release by the brain.

If you were to ask a person why do you love your girlfriend/boyfriend, there will always be this line - love is blind, love cannot be explain, it's unpredictable.

True.

If you were to love that person so much that you miss them day and night, everything is just not right when they are not around, something seems amiss when you're alone. Is it true that you really love that person ? Or just the presence of someone beside you.

Love is a two way communication. If one breaks down, the other will follow. But how is it that you think you really understand your partner? Do they open up to you ? Or do they just say nothing.

Isn't understanding about knowing that person deep inside, how they feel about something. We are not super humans, it's hard to know everything about a person. It takes time.

I want a simple love, but i have been making it complicated.

Today, i know, what i really want, after so much thought.

I'm glad, i have faith, i trust, i'm positive.

Anyway, being completely sane after being insane, i'm back on track.

It took me a while to find myself. I was stuck with this crap for quite a while, a case of "the haunting" from the past, instead, i turned into the past.

Today's a Thursday ! And that means ? Nothing.

I'm so bloody bored. I think i can just choke myself and not die.

I shall continue playing Pokemon Emerald, until then...

Happy Valentine's Day

I'm back home for the semester break. Left KL at about 2 in the morning, reached home at about 6 plus. My dog ran away again, just lke last semester break, but this time managed to catch her before some sick dog got close to her.

It's Good to be home, finally i could just take a break from everything. No more assignments, exams, nothing, for three bloody weeks. Sounds short, but when you tell working people, they will go " Wow, students very lucky eh, break for so long." I agree though, i'm starting to get bored already. Nest week is Chinese New Year, where i'll be waiting for my ang pows. I shall show up at everybody's door step, beware.

Yesterday was me and theng's valentines day. We went out for a movie, watched Epic Movie, as stupid as it is, it's entertaining. Epic, as the movie says. Not quite a movie to watch on Valentine's huh. We went to the beach at night, watched the clouds, there were no freaking stars! I expected to see more stars here than in KL, instead i was greeted with clouds. Still, we just walked by the beach, enjoy the breeze. She made me a photo frame, a picture of us together from our trip to Genting during Xmas last year. Time flies when i'm with my baby. I just wished time could slow down a little bit. Good things comes too slow, goes too fast. Bad things comes in a blink of an eye, but goes away too slow.

Does anyone think i should see a doctor ? cause i have a sickness call thinking-too-much.

Well, until then, Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

soundaholic

Just a quick post, i'm part lazy to blog and i'm having exams now. Two more papers to go, programming and calculus, both my worst nightmare. One more week to penang. I'm going back home ! Back home to my family, to my baby, to my dear !

Oh ? who's my baby ? She's my new car !

Dear don't be jealous, i still do love you. *grins*